ValiantSalvatore

Elon Musk does DMT. He also did cocain at burning man I heared, classic engineer. Dunno if it's true I dislike conspiracy theories, yet source for me was trustable.

Yes he said mouse

What are you sharing I get the notion of it, yet these Sadhu moves might be to advanced ngl, I had impressions of this also on LSD, yet my room was not as clean to take a shit in the middle of the room .

That is interesting, I dunno what to make out of it we are fundamentally doing the same as humans, even if it looks very backwards, this is what many developed humans strive for. Although the insights is very interesting. I've seen different types of explanations, so I am presonally unsure if this is archetypal phenomenon, as barely any "buddhist" would teach it and I only had a tiny experience of it on NN-DMT as it was to intense for me, it legit invited me which was to much and I did not feel like I had enough room to let go and join, and I've seen mostly the DMT stuff about it with similar kinds of reports mostly about energy and matter, not intelligence. Like "jesters" playing with balls of energy to generate matter and energy stuff like this. Also this "alien" type energy, it was like someone legit digitized my brain with a chip of aritfical intelligence stemming from an DMT alien. It was way to intense and I am super-sensetive, I just tried the new inhale technique and whoop. Like how entities generate energy and dark matter or some other type of energy and other types of stuff which are 4-5Dish apparently, I am not a physicsist, so I dunno how that dimension works in terms of it's properties for a mechanistic understanding. What is the difference of a buddhist loving-kindness methaphysical love experience and metaphysial love? Is it also not a tool & principle that generates the same outcome, even if it is not as effective as MDMA for example as well as even falling in love with a single human, that let's you love all humans more deeply. Even if that is selective. What is metaphysical and what are the qualties of it? Is the question to reductionistic? We'd move into metaphysical love no? And not reduce it to smth. It's more like union and oneness?

That is a different point where I'd agree, I don't think we personally would need to discuss this for beliefs sake just clarity. It is very true, as I am not. No need to fool myself. For me I have some personal baggage positive and negative with the term, so I try to use different pointers, although I could use it maybe a bit more. I do cry at times for not having the connection to it, when my entire beign yearns for it. So I dunno what to really say. I did say it when I had the awakening to consciouness experience, I also did ask then the universe, consciouness & god what god is, it felt like it was making a mockery of myself, because of "purity idea" and I was angry with my human self and just accepted it. Still very odd trip. Took me 8h to move there on 1P-LSD or AL-LAD with 2-4h of meditation then letting go of all techniques and hitting the sweat spot. It also just hit me, this is the time now to do it. I did also exercise during this time. Deconstructing the physical body still has value imo for trips, yet I am not a deep DMT tripper, so I have no idea here. That is interesting, I'd badly want to have sex in a god like state, Wilber already hyped me for this stuff.

I can see the point on Psychdelics, clearly it scares the living shit out of me. Like watching a motiviational video about smth. and it starts with: "YOU ARE THE CREATOR OF THE UNIVERSE" and I can see and feel the substrat of that and experience that fully. For me god and consciouness would be interchangeable, I don't really think I am apt for a philosophical discussion about this, yet if I would describe my experience, we could simply see if they coincide and where there are loopholes etc. I'd say the same, yet sometimes. I don't like the term god, because it evokes a lot of power feelings in me, and for me there is a clear difference in feeling and acting from god, and taking no credit, and beign slightly corrupted in terms of having flaws as any human beign, as well as yes something as mindshattering as realizing the world is maya, would be utterly beautfiul. That is something I yearned for from the get go and why I liked Alan Watts philosophy for example. Call it god's mind w/e. I'd always say god-realized mind as I woud be more warry of the power corruption...lol and I had my fair share of this stuff. No god-realization though although I understand it a bit better thanks to your videos about it. Mainstream society is just getting used to love, it's pretty much the next stage I feel. If I'd speak openly about some sci-fi theories that are ("legit") like the kardehsev scale etc. With just the emotional LL quadrant of intersubjectiveity from groups, with values and language etc. I do think we are moving towards love with all the b.s that is happening. When I contemplate even EU news (on the net), as well as just check my insta. Nobody wants pure rationality anymore I am so glad for this consciouness movement etc. It's just expected so to say, even within A.I love and adventure play a larger role at least here. Yet they bait you with holism . Then the real SD wars beginns.

That is actually interesting, I don't think I noticed that there is a single non-buddhist eastern idea, mixed in it. I do think the merging parts from the experience that you featured, years ago can give deep oneness experiences, although like I often said, you have a very deep understanding in this and it's basically your 9-5 in a sense, so I am often like an employee who has to step on each rung of the ladder provided, and find the nuggets of wisdom on my own. When I had the consciouness experience, just the effort of explaining any of it would create corruption, I dunno basking in this what need would I even have to speak? Although it was just a glimpse. Emptiness = casual state, so there is no real confusions here, at least for me. He did mix some stuff of his own in there, yet there barely is anyone who is very serious about it. Expansion into space and self-inquiry by far gave the deepst experience, with psychdelics. See space definitely moves you into 4D 100%, if you want to train with Shinzens Paradigm, feel, see, rest maybe get's you 4D taste, feel space fully moves you there. For some timelness notion you can reach non-dual states, and explore all stages within Shinzens Paradigm, although from his book (new one) the science of enlightenment, he even had psychdelic experiences (maybe not mentioning because of power and image struggles etc...) with edibles etc. That gave him a taste for what consciouness is. This is an entirely "new" area maybe people in ancient jungle cities were able to explore deeply what consciouness is with psychdelic tools.

This view itself does not understand the wholeness of the techniques, there are plenty of inclusion oriented wholeness aspects about various forms, of techniques like expanding into space etc. The divide and conquer method similar to what the Buddah did, is pretty much just the plain basics, the other techniques take a very different approach like the expansion and contraction paradgim, that stems from Rinzai Zen. Although when I had a taste of consciouness I had to let go of all techniques. I am just saying here more casually, it's not as reductionistics as some tradtional buddhist monastary. Shinzen is also not really a Vipassana teacher, has he includes Rinzai-Zen paradigm from Sasaki Roshi, in terms of mastery, you'd have to check who was the masters master and then verfiy for yourself. I am just using the expansion and contraction paradigm for one year, and it teaches me a lot about fear and the physical identifcation with the body. Divide and conquered works for me more subtley, although the deepst identifactions are physical! Physical body, feelings of death etc. This is what is interesting also under influence of psycdelics, although there is more an intutive flow to it. And yes best verify for yourself, although like don't be an a** and reach out to others. To clarify this is more generally meant, not directly at Leo Gura. I also don't really think it's possible, you can go to causal and non-dual experiences. God-Realizations etc seems to be entirely different. Still archetypes etc. that you meet on DMT, are the beginning of the casusal stage so... Casual-subtle, this is the only thing I am a bit worried about. Many have done psychdelics before and I miss the cross-reference and cross-paradigmatic intuitions and references. This is mostly from reading, not from direct experience.

The unfoldment of itself what it teaches... it's not that profound of a question. Check Ralston for this one... What is insight goes way further! Does the insight of a principle give rise to new principles? ?

Meeting others and move from monological to dialogical to translogical power, in a sense it's inevitable, besides you are at a level of consciouness unfathomable for most, then I can't really tell as it's most translogical power then. The idea is to move from I statements = monological power to we statements = dialogical power to non-judgement and a deep level of mindfulness. That is the principle of it. I made up an example, although it was to positive. Saying, I don't know and we can do this instead etc. Admitting flaws and doubts, generally gives rise to respect, that is a bit counter-intutive. (Translogical -> dialogical power) It's mostly a high-form of non-judgement and mindfull awareness a bit of like what open-awareness meditation and zen meditation is, you take in the whole and apply non-judgement. You might already be intuitively good at it, and the other two dialogical power "structures" / ideas, might be good. Monolgoical power in my experience is assertivness, we dialogical power more leadership, and (new concept I learned recently) translogical power is more like englightend leadership, you work as hard as others, apply non-judgement include all, play the whole ladder up and down each rung, and dispell illusion in a sense, by creating clarity, purpose, autonomey and direction for others themselves. Although this mostly plays out in we/i space. Not translogical space. So to speak. I am not often in a position currently like this, thick face and black heart is still a core book if it's about deep leadership coming more from an awareness&consciouness perspective and beign acting with integrity and values, as well as qualities of leadership. Although the groundwork has to be done, in the sense of having a position where these principals can be applied. This is also subtely pro-active. Personally I get more room, yet this also depends highly on skills and competencies. etc. I struggle with anger and impatience at times, and meet others who are similar. The concept is from Ken Wilber, I can't link it I did it in a payed course. https://integrallife.com/full-spectrum-power-announcement/ It's a bit overhyped, I did not come back to it, although it has value. I would not recommend buying it if you are not into integral theory and a nerd so to say. This is the idea in it's essence non-judgemental leadership -> dialog in we space and dialog from I space. Translogical power transforms power dynamics into plain non-judgmental playingfields mostly. Very open and exploratory feelings, when I contemplate how this feels to me mostly. As well as just pure beign etc. It would not feel like a powerbind and a steady struggle for one-upmanship. It's more exploratory and open. Brief example: Group Project Gather ideas -> discuess in we space -> apply non-judgement -> use communication skills in we space -> make I assertion -> continue leadership principles -> non-judgement etc. This is mostly it, I find it dispells power dynamics, does not mean you can control others and get the "perfect group" and team project running. It creates more harmony though 100%. This also goes for friendships, so you can cut the chase with topics of non-interest to you without beign very rude for example. I hope the idea is somewhat clear!

Hello I found this test conducted by two researchers about sexism. Would be cool to see how biased the forum is towards women and women themselves towards women themselves. I wondered at times as my dating results were not very great. And been still pretty eye-opening and a great learning experience, how well I'd fare on a Mysogyny test, I found this. https://www.idrlabs.com/ambivalent-sexism/test.php Scored 0% on hostile feminism. And 6% on benevolent feminism. What insight helped you the most for eliminating bias and hate against women?

A elitist selection would be a total regression for the forum, even if it will pull up most likely all stakeholders. I don't really think this is very fair and it's pure survival of the fittest and heavy dominance oriented. I would block and define toxic behavior more instead of making the place "elite", most would simply buy themselves in and benefit from favouritism on the forum. It also screams cult in a sense as no one has public access to the stuff anymore. Let people do mistakes and ban them if they missbehave to often.

The burden of proof is a serious classic and where the mob turns to pitchforks. This place is not here to entertain people. Like how much glee does a pathetic ego need for his self-ammusement. This is legit the ape shit.

Yes we mean the same, I am just unsure how this stuff plays out at high levels I find this tricky, I was there in one report where one guy somehow chased a guy with a baseball bat and seemed to act from god (he was chasing a schizophrenic bum and had a high state experience), what can you make out of this? Shinzen sort of dispelled the illusion as he was so prideful about this incident, sort of as an "act" from god. At least this is my notion of the event. Never unfortunately, I played the video games as a kid . I know it's a shame. I know this is sort of when I reached TIER2 and I notice I have this massive influence and I have to downgrade, as SD Green really does not like natural hierachies at all I noticed. When I then open up, I notice how much b.s goes into these worldviews and how equality in a sense can feel repressive when I look at history etc. It's quiet tricky I can understand from some level, I just know it's very tricky to work with an SD green therapist on SD Yellow issues for example. The lonliness and autodidactivness and lifelong learning, they are so overwhelmed and need this stage blue technical A-Z blueprint it hurts a lot. I really don't think the outlashes are to bad, the ones with the suicide and gun to the head I found was to serious, that is not funny anymore and I've been there. Not with a gun just in extrem situations where I do not even have the option etc. I just don't think some of the group projections he has are healthy and instead of providing hope, this sort of god complex? shines forth. I find it very tricky to navigate this, when I contemplate how serious this is. You basically have to be super good at beign a chamelon and navigating social spaces, professionally. I don't find it easy either, sometimes I make promises I can't keep because I am overestimated the situation and then get scollded in a sense, at one point it's 3 strikes and you are out. Usually I make one strike even 2 in chaos, yet I did not do 3 till now at least. At least the third attempt hits. The point is many here don't realize how f*ed the world is with striver and achiever mentallity and how fortunate it is to have self-questioning greens and how many need a stage blue a-z blueprint, it gives them security a lot. I don't like it either I'd rather explore something unknown, yet during this exploration all kinds of stuff does happen. I wish he would not engage with members like this and focus more on his video then etc. He could cut the b.s more effectively the members he b.s cuts are the ones with the god complex themselves in a sense by saying. I AM TOTALLY AWAKEND ETC. I know what sort of is meant, yet it's tricky to gauge and I wish he would serve at times as a more mature role model who is playful and that is fking hard ngl. Also entertainment and memes are one of the worst epdidemics I find of young adults. It's horrible. I am glad none of this b.s is allowed. It's just when it's so prosaic that there is less room for b.s. Like in a physics class etc.

Yeah this is what scares me generally and what I have been warned about. I am glad this is an online forum. I heard this also from others who think they are "god" and then some odd stuff happens and some grounding has to happen. It's very tricky, I never liked the god stuff although there are moments in sports and meditation where I just feel like this has to be god. Even if it is just an emotion and not consciouness. So I don't mind the wording either. Overall some of the vibes do scare me of the guy, not very seriously just it's shocking at times. I dunno with mania etc. When I contemplate what they did to Allan Turing etc. I am unsure how advance all of this is as well as the projections I get etc. A lot of this stems from SD green beign very ignorant I know why many members at integral openly admitt hating stage green, as it's quiet delusional at times and rarely provides enough clarity. I don't like it also I think to a degree it was fine, the suicidal stuff with the gun to the head scared me, I don't think this is even here. This is not very good and I don't like this attitude from someone who inspires and motivates millions, it's to much and it's to radical. The above is fine. Then he also has a physical health condition with hashimotos so I dunno, overall it's best when he finds some balance with humans that support him and he can admitt some stuff without beign bullied etc. I don't think many treat him with compassion, it's like they see him as a clown as they focus on this "concret self" as many do and you have to sort of be some idealized form of a teacher, otherwise others demonize you. I don't think he wants that, as well as wants to be any projection. He could have called him self Leo Zen etc. Maybe Leo Gura is his real name etc. He still prefers in my eyes the guru perspective as it has less of a collective social enforcement, I just wish he would speak about some more healthier relatable topics and make god-realization more relatable etc. He could try some different approachs not just though love everytime, with some it might never work. Like legit I was glad when I had a more stable fundament that I could do psychdelics and go on retreats to see both and without shadow work there will be some shadow personality, all of these dysfunctions are written in ROT from Ken Wilber, I could analyze him with the book and see ah he has this and that there etc. Sure, I dunno I don't like the outlashes either, at the sametime I had psychologist recommend me to go scream in a forest for example and it does help. I just wish he would expend his energy differently and not engage with the totally lost causes. Dude... this does happen here to often and this is why some left and they are legit more happy than I can imagine. I would stop helping the totally lost causes, and create more of a pragmatic framework for them. I talked to some for me this is close to lost, and I understand why some members had such a bad view of this place. I know this also from a friend who helps sort of "lost causes" and at times it's a perpetuation of pain, it's a cycle I don't blame him. It's simply my impression I hope he can let go more of this.

He is still part Ukranian and part Russian, you never know how he truely feels about all of the stuff that is happening on the globe and how it affects him. Just bashing him is not very fair imo. I do resent him partially, yet it's odd. Especially just doing psychdelics without any yoga and or meditation makes me more distrustful of the whole stuff. Overall I feel he could be more encouraging and let the pigs be pigs so to speak and just let them be moderated, most kick themselves out imo. Also the users did curse back at him, so he could have banned him I dunno analyzing this endlessly is pointless. You can actually read this like a poem .

I found this odd, as I left the place in a challenge and then came back, as I noticed I can use this place fairly well as it's rare to find like-minded people. In a twisted way I can see sort of arrogance busting through arrogance. Although I find the stuff he talks about with god-realization not so easy to re-produce. Also the video from the YouTube happend before criticizing him IIRC. Most here don't have a solid fundamentals and just follow fads and it takes a lot of time to read all of the maps. To even make a claim like god-realization (I still trust Leo on this) that, some guy who comes here and says he awakend, awakend to what? There are so many degrees. And many here have like somewhat of traumatic experiences, as well as did not get the proper psychologically healthy upbringing, and hence he calls them children, it's legit only one guy and I bet he does care a lot, like a lot on a personal "non-god" level. He can't controll us all even as god. Even when he created me, he can't move me in that sense I get the gist of the creator part, through psychdelics etc. Even just normal meditations. I am just a bit worried that a teacher told me that this stuff usually can turn sour, when this sort of power drive happens to often, I did not mind the outlashes to much, as I can sort of see behind the veil, of why he did it as the members are somewhat very egotistical and you can this fingerpointing blame game. I don't know if he is aware of the "shadow side" of god-realization and I bet he could also puke at the word shadow, yet reading all of the dysfunctions that occure at TIER 3 and above? (What god-realization seems to be????). Some though love can help to breakthrough, although in the long run I'd prefer seeing some humility and compassion. With a bit more effort the OP would not have needed to make the post and just simply read some maps and bring in some understanding. I think many here are confused theoretically and are looking for a map, and some are more inductive and just breakthrough and relay their experiences and claim it as the end all be all. Even when he does this as "god-realized" it's still fundamentally him in his body with a god-realized body and or not in the "real world" he'd be held more accountable. I came back sort of as he cleaned the forum and I was a bit worried as he was so "dejected" of the quality of the forum, and I never really got any shit like this, maybe a slight remark as I do put in effort, it's one guy teaching a billion things. I think the current mods are doing quiet well, especially since the memery is not going through the roof, that is by far the worst stuff. Double-standards I bet in a sense they are like this, we are not living in a perfect world. I also write stuff about Leo (projected and or not) in my journal as I legit built a lot of resentment, yet when I think about what he does it's fine. I am just a bit more aware of the sublte gaslighting, I rather have someone tell me fuck you, instead of telling me you are brainwashed etc. and subtely manipulate etc. I also got a lot of a shitstorm for saying a couple of outrageous things, the main issue is all of these identifications and he is acting like a devil in some aspect with the verbal aggression, I think this also jumped over to me. If he'd do it with less cursing and animal comparisions I would appreciate the though love more, and it would feel more envigorating. Just the cursing part is not very good, no matter which group you belong to, you will adopt in-group biases. Be it here as well as any other group. I notice everytime and I project a lot some of it is true some not. Every legit guru/ master will tell you it's endless there is no end to this work. Saying you have awoken and not realizing this is the end, is inertia mostly imo. I think he feels hurt at times that others make a mockery out of his work, although many genuiently give their best with different pillars. I myself wish at times he would cover different topics, as I notice how the .org does influence stuff at least for me. As well as he could be more empowering, the cutting bullshit was fine here imo, although I did get a bad impression first, and I still don't really like the wording it does rub off. I give my fair amount of hate for example in the journal I can make jokes about this also and be flamboyant, and many enjoy this stuff it's mostly I make fun of right winged attitudes and fears I have as a leftist, so to speak. I dunno it's similar to c&c in game, it's very fun, yet it does backfire even just with friends etc. Most don't like it when their ego is invalidated and many are not ready. I sometimes feel also to much though love breeds resentments, a bit more of a communal hippie feel would not hurt. He also wants to be loved I feel, there is no way he creates all of this out of hate lol.

lol I am not the biggest fan of image sorry. Feels ultra fake. I dunno the question is odd standing up usually happens intuitively grounded in values ?. There is no need to make a scene. I gave some real life examples instead of a bunch of hypotheticals and yes guys will hit on your girl when you go out. It's an obstacle. Grabbing etc. goes to far I am glad nothing happend here. If you want the typical stage red answer do martial arts, assert yourself, stand up for your women and fight for her. I bet she can't fend for herself. Or is that a hidden presumption? In a world like this what can you even do lol. It's basically social darwinism and power struggles. Most people on the globe are more blue/orange. So this should generally not happen. Imo if these are legit concerns I'd move countries, cities, planets even. The thread was about eliminating bias, in a stage red world this is not possible only power counts.

Beign fun, having high energy, going for what you want, beign bold, beign social, inviting her to social spaces with cool friends and people, doing something fun, letting her meet new cool people etc. The most social guys had the most girls that is what I noticed and usually also very attracitve women, quality is debatable. Most of them besides one close friend were not very particularlly educated, although very intelligent (one guy is a millionar approx, or at least has a couple of 100k in revenue per year he does not need to work anymore since his mid 20's) he watches harry potter movies the whole day at work, because it's his company and he is kinda nerdy also. I legit meet him in a video game, I had to laugh so hard that he is a player. He also get's the hottest women and is also very soft I still wonder how he does it, yet he reads such subtle signs. I can't believe it. He is just social and leads as the other ones are to lazy to make proper decisions and or confused while drunk...

If this happens with "my male friends" something went wrong, and or this will turn into serious lunacy, if I would play that scenario.... I usually have protective friends so we move on. I also never had a real fight etc. If I imagine how she would feel definitely boundaries crossed in a hot moment I would most likely chase they guy and force him to apoligize if it was some rude kid, (in case I loose consciouness), as it hurts having boundaries crossed. If not some rude kid I just ask if everything is fine etc. and talk about the scenario and if she does not want to talk etc. I just leave it, I can't 100% feel the emotions of someone else etc. This is also very taxing emotionally and can be overburdened etc. Cat calling I would ignore the guys hitting on the girl. The girl I talked about above this happend and she still stuck with me as I basically was holding hands with her the whole time. I dunno she looked at me at times with such glowing eyes, I had no idea. I legit picked her up from partying & clubbing. If I would really worry about something like this like my male friend seeing me as lesser, dude I am already the most successful among them and even becoming more successful besides a few (but they legit have a million+ approx), they would never think of me less, as we are friends???? Like wtf. I would focus on myself if they see me as lesser that legit is their problem, such people in my experience are immensely stuck in their peer group and perpetuate the b.s in the group, are alcoholics etc. Get nothing done the typical european soccer crew so to speak. The ones who did something akin to this to me are legit the ones I am kind too, despite the fact that they are doing that, because I feel bad for them as they have nothing really going in their lives, at times I think this has to be their only joy. (I don't currently know anyone like this, yet this can happen). At the end they pay me respect for not reacting, and I ignore and this stops. I usually meet people at an eye level. Right now I am legit injured which makes it tricky, most people who made fun of me legit have nothing going in their lives. Most people I meet encouraged me even when I felt insecure and this is usually the "gang" I am choosing also it's the best "gang" so to speak as you enter all possibillities, I miss going out and just jumping from friend group to friend group. While knowing really none, and ending up at the best places. I dunno last place I ended up in an indoor pool from some guy from the american military legit smoking blunts like in a rap group (fking illegal they get kicked out of the military if they are in poession as far as I know) with some semi hot chicks, although this is mostly private. Just beign open and curious about others usually get's me more invites etc. Also never seeing myself as lesser biggest mistake to be done with "big people" etc. Although this takes a lot of talking and beign pro-active, I don't get invited usually I am super introverted and also have high energy. Also it feels great to introduce a hot girl you got to know to your friend group if your friends are legit cool or you can think of them as cool and just love them, the vibe will definitely rub off etc. Hope this makes sense. You could ask the reverse if this would happen to a friend of you, would you think of him less? I would see it personally as more a "test" of friendship if I know him well I would just say f* it let's move on, I never have been seriously pestered. All in all this is fairly unconscious most of it, I would prefer having a different social group and meeting women in that way as we'd share more similar activities, I changed a lot so I usually don't have a single friend group anymore, many work on career also or are legit married. Other example I can give as we went out a friend of mine "rather unattractive and dark skinned you can't really tell where he is from" has this ueber beautiful women at his hand, the guy walks up with his friend group (typical soccer kids) says: " You n***er you don't deserve someone like her" I had to laugh so hard, my friend got a bit upset he is taller and bigger, he was like let's move as they all stood there paralyzed (nothing is going to happen this is why I laughed). I dunno how she felt she gave 0 reaction and I don't remember much from this particular night. I find the guy very boring also he is super smart, and choose a lame job and is very quiet although he could easily do a Ph.D etc. I myself wondered how he got her. Other scenario my friend got laid as a random guy pestered the group of women I approached and they all showed the guy the middle-finger and the body guard, packed him by the neck and threw him out as he just did not want to stop. I approach them casually afterwards and chill and after 1h or so they came to us and started dancing with us. We both we're like kids in a candy store omfg, she is so hot etc. He got her though there is a lot of bias in that old region and my "competition" realistically is rougher. I winged him so to speak. My approach was super bad and way to direct. Although she liked my energy. They also just came and we were just having fun dancing. Another friend of mine get's even approached by women by having this high energy and just dancing and he rejects them at times it's hilarous, this guy at times is such an idiot, yet he just get's other women. He rejected this super hot women, I could not believe him I would have helped him as much as possible, yet he was just like oh he does not like the games. THIS WAS A CASUAL SHIT Test, omfg I don't know he get's "cat called" out of the gym they meet him with beer and he says no like wtf. She was mega hot. Sorry for going on a tangent here, these memories sort of all happend in a similar timeframe of going out. I dunno I did not even approach 10 women, I am relatively new and I don't even know what kind of girls like me when I approach them. I mostly did online game, I still have a lot of approach anxiety, although it's quiet fun. I would never shift my perspective and see them as lesser because of any of this social mobbing. Of course I judge, yet I don't let this opinion manifest as a group perception and act mostly with non-judgement. Although many want an opinion from me. In general this "saving face" notion&idea is a very eastern notion. Nobody really cares mostly besides if you are very young and insecure then eventually yes.

I don't really think so it really depends as long as stuff get's not physical I don't care, what someone says to me even when I get angry. I never would also hang-out with people like that nor do I know people like that. That is mostly a very very "degenerate" notion. I mostly see this as a weakness and insecurity of other men, and I never meet someone who is like this. Why should I look less in her eyes? She'd must have serious development gap, I never meet a women like this in my life, who'd act like this, many don't even expect this from me. They would most likely rather hope I don't kill the guy, with violence as it is not an option this is the response I usually get. I'd figure the kind of women I meet and date would get upset at the other guy as well as just ignore, as they rather focus on the relationship besides some opinion of some random people. In that sense defend me. Also the guys who I ran game with 99.9% of the time when some fight breaks out most "girls" who are semi-conscious either leave and or are hoping that they don't fight and defend themselves in a verbal manner. This is such monkey business, I find this pathetic. You can play billions of scenarios, I never meet a total doormat, I usually don't judge a lot although when I do people feel devasted so I refrain from doing it a "friend..." once told me. It's a conscious process unfortunately very conscious, these are such monkey type of behaviours this mostly does not fly in hyer-modern environments at least this is what I've witnessed. You can read the book our inner ape and see how "disgusting" humans can be if you consider human behaviour from a very deep ancestral dive. It's quiet shocking I don't know how much is transferred to humans, yet if someone is not using his/her prefrontal cortex anymore I am unsure what to make of that, I usually just walk past them, there is no need to engage in this type of backstabbing it's usually also from people who are corrupt and in a weak position and can't really contemplate I find. Mostly bottom of the barrel. You know what, the irony is I think I can get girls by making fun of such loosers who make fun of others to feel good about themselves, I legit said this to one and she pulled me upstairs in the end. I was so "pissed" at how lazy some men are and just expect everything to fall into their lap, she legit screamed at time in a sense. I was drunk, I would have never done this sober. I just wanted to see as I am quiet conscious drunk... believe it or not, if this really works and it did. That shocked me. I could even have gone further as I legit felt that authentic hate. All power to the bonobo btw if such jokes are allowed. More sex for everyone.

This was by far the stupidest question on the test imo. In hindsight if they would give more inherently value based questions and make some contrat I dunno a real man is loving and couragous for example, instead of ambitious and successful and sort of contrast these, I'd agree with aurums statement before the test seems quiet heavy SD green.

This time I got 0% hostile 24% benevolent I have more bias towards men than women as a man lol. I know some of them perpetuate stereotypes, yet I find these questions kind of odd, I would also expect some of the same qualties from a women today and I would frame questions differently for example resilliance is something different than emotionally strong as well as having control of emotions, these would be self-regulatory aspects that are neutral/peaceful more harmonic?, yet I guess it does sort of reflect a hidden worldview. I did not even see the note: I saw somewhere IIRC tha this this is not to be confused with a diagnosis of any sort. As if someone would be mentally ill. It's tricky to embody qualties without making them a stereotype and just expressing that energy sort of while not having any of these worldviews. Unsure what to think about this. I'll definitely contemplate it. I am suprised I have 0 hostile views against men and women lol.

Doshin is an 8 in the enneagram to his own accord, so yes he angry all the time . It's the anger triad he also uses this stuff for shadow work etc. 8,9,1's are the anger triad. Might be to esoteric, yet he uses this model.

I am using both I even had to use the API in class lol. Watch Microsoft butchering the thing. The OpenAi it self has so many tools I did not even try to test it for code, as I am not coding currently, yet I would do it to some extend. ChatGpt is just a tiny bit of OpenAi ^^. I don't know how old this is, as the Prof. does this stuff every semester. It's kinda crazy that many don't even know about this. Though interesting. https://platform.openai.com/examples These I believe are all tools from OpenAi.