ValiantSalvatore

1h meditation I had a rough intuition why I choose this path as well as how it will infold I do get visionary during meditations I just stopped them for to long and I can draw insights from the subconscious visioning and do some conscious injections as well. I do will go into full tech route and most likely conjoin with the new friends I've made and simply contact the career service and workout, currently to find a girl at yellow is impossible if she did not have an early realizations and many of them have and are aware of trauma I feel. Spirituality in this region is also not to high only other way I could meet girls is at yoga there are billions of them and sexy ones also, otherwise I am prone to have to go the more capitalistic route. The point is what is bothering to me I re-calcualted the money I could have made with ETH it was close to 400k, and it annoyed me as I often backfired the intuition when I thought why not go for it and keep track? I enjoy keeping track. I just need a foot in the door I dunno if I can create what I can create, yet I can enjoy the life that I create and the life purpose I feel I had to much doubt, and I did not know where to get support. I simply could have opened some threads here, even when I felt so shit, yet instead I harboured resentment because of the general lack of support and the valulesness with which I feel I have been treated and people saying then victim mentality etc. I thought fuck that and did what I thought was best to move myself out of the situation which was working out and optimizing what I could, yet I was not maximizing enough. The point is I don't know where to find business parnters and just finding a girl is insanely hard these days corona made it more difficult to socialize and de-socialized an entire generation partially to some extend, that it's just a discord show of some sorts. I legit might approach just some girls that I enjoy seeing, yet the blue pilled hypergamy driven academia with green values and to many foreigners who enforce this instead of green/red that had more potential to get to yellow is an issue. I see it with the DL prof. and the Math Prof. it's like science v.s female inventor&engineer more, as well as feminist, while the other is like we create a weapon to defend humanity, the other ones thinks we can use this to help humanity? I find it odd, the main issue beign to many forgeiners who keep it to blue at times, and hence me having less connections the point is I became good at it, and they are so lazy that I get the responsibility etc. The point is I don't enjoy leading blues as I am lost often times, and they don't like this and act like angry dwarfs without a plan etc. It's like they have to learn first darkness?? Maybe I am off. I am grateful I match girls even when I am not actively dating I am grateful I drink less alcohol and found joy in drinking the occasional red wine for some classy vibes I am grateful I finished my degree even if I did not exactly achieve what I thought I could achieve I am grateful for deepak chopra audiobooks as well as for the new group I am in showing me how real attraction & dating actually is I am grateful for my mother still supporting me and not beign like these "trashes and garbadge cans of girls" that can exists, she is just normal. That is mostly it. I don't have that much time to reflect and act more. The biggest point is I could have approached girls often, I had so much fear of socialization even when I went out billions of times, I legit yearned for normal socialization I partially got it, yet it's a flip to find a hot girl there. I do have to see. No idea how much consciouness and everything I did can help me here. --- Good thing is tech certificates and tech degree as well as working out and selling myself better will pay off, I was so fked the last two years and the stress also caused my injury to be worse etc.

I enjoy healthy competition as a challenge a lot, right on the edge I can't deny that even when I give my best to focus on myself and be in competition with myself I create the best outcomes long-term when I consider the gym, and I did my "crazy athlean x" workouts as a rebel etc. It sounds more like an incompatabillity if she acts from this space and cheating right after this is serious imo, I dunno I bet there are deeper issues. Yeah attraction is a larger issue thanks to green values dominating academia, I see it daily it's not fun and causes a lot of guilt imo. The issue I see with green girls is that they are still pretty hypergamous, in contrast to Yellow~ish seeming girls and even orange girls at times. As hypergamy tends to break down due to wealth and egaliterian countries IIRC. As well as society. Especially in intellectual & ressource potential notions and nature, adventure and family types of consideration. I can recommend the book again, and I'll read it again the point is doing this when you lay her the first time to make her your girl it's not easy to satisfy a girl imo. There are million of variables I noticed. The basics I bet are the most important anyway. I am out of this I barely attract any girls currently. As I can mainly do online etc. I also have issues with balance of aggression and stage red girls liking me which are totally delusional and stage red shadow type girls, yet they are ultra femine, so I have an appeal to that ... unfortunately.... Anyway, I feel bad for the dude. The communication is very off here. As well as masculine energy. I find it tricky to navigate. It feels often if you are not the top 0.5 of men, you fk*ed up in a sense, yet that mainly in one area. Or have some sick diverse features etc. I wish more would game, I find it horrible in Germany. Even in the second biggest city nobody is active anymore.

I bet if you have infos this close to it, you might as well give it a go, I don't recommend taking it I would trade hash and LSD combination any day for every splice stuff I have every tested. It's way better... dunno I tested different stuff one was okay, yet I don't recommend this I also did not have specifics like this. Still a rudimentary practice of 1h meditation a day. Otherwise it's worthless to an extend. I will not do it again, I would be interested to give it a go, yet I don't do any psyches currently.

Don't do it it's stupid. It's just super-high dopamine and has 0 spiritual effects, it's not really a psychedelic. All I had was repetitive patterns re-occuring and it felt horrible, normal cannabis is more benign and I get a deeper more spiritual animalistic type of connection. Spice is the stupidest thing you can ever do, I would never recommend it. It get's you super high and full of dopamine and has 200x-500x of THC or w/e. I am no doctor, yet it's not adviceable to take this stuff. I tested it recently, it's just has 0 potential imo to be used, it's better to take this shatter most likely and hash. Hash is super super super freaking powerful! For some spiritual notions and states imo. It's better to take LSD imo as well as other psychdelics even DMT.

I meant I agree with this 100% fully the whole message not only the part lol.

I am moving this forward, I do have to say I do have to do stuff more on my own than I thought which can be an issue with dating, especially and I am dialing back already, this is again the message of tomorrow moved to here. The point is I am fully focused on growing, and I might at one point just go out solo, when I am more independently established as I then simply careless. There is also no other way, I don't know what type of thesis to write and I do have to ask the guy tomorrow for more information. The contrast is to odd, my old university was extremely good if I would have taken the full computer science path. The point is I might have to rely on escorts legit, to get cravings meet, as well as just with timing etc. and options I have here, I can enjoy the best as far as I can tell. I don't enjoy relying on this, yet going out can mess up schedule enormously, especially with the energy dip with injury, I don't get as much joy and normal social circle to get girls is an issue. I made multiple mistakes, and I do have to do stuff mainly on my own. Also ask in the group more, and read these books it's heavy how fast I can apply and create wisdom & information. I legit have to play more hypergamy, it's to much effort to create personality out of nothing and it's still odd. Anyway I can't reflect otherwise more properly besides following the current two paths and apply for a workstudents thingy and continue to apply etc. Do data structures and courses for free that cover beyond lectures etc. It's an inevitability and I need to get to know some people for party & approaching that are younger, that gives a lot of access, yet they are such norm dogs here. They just social bumble. Also my computer science friends need a fking glock 9 directed to their skulls for their fking nice betaness you can't fucking act like this the whole time, you build so much resentment and manipulate and avoid the whole time omfg. It's odd and I am again just so different, the point is I see body language quiet well, I just never acted on it. Because they all see me as the precursor for body language ever since I am acting from yellow as even yellow... includes larger behaviour freedom. Anyway, this would be to long. I integrate more and see if I can get my new friend to game sometime. German game times are also incredibly fking hard man this country their are such fking animals on health if your health deteriorates you're fking done to some level and build via technology and ressources etc. --- The point is I am out of the system and within the system that is the issue... I can only create from now on.

I get the same point, the outperforming other men can put heavy peer pressure mentally onto some, for example me beign injured I don't get much pride in this notion anymore, yet I'd enjoy and did enjoy this notion, even if it never fully played out. This also heavily plays with envy as a mechanism imo to turns the girl on. As well as with the performance drive of stage orange. --- Many do, the point is at stage green people care a lot less, and just seek other feminine ways to meet feminity I figure, it's not as it was in the 60's maybe? Where there was a more "natural" notion of sexual liberation. The group I am in right now would give a good beating and advice the correct path you definitely should take pride at best "divine pride" like god impaling her etc. I dunno. All I can say, due to injury I also have less interest in sex, as it's an extra stressor as well as with a scar on my hip I don't feel as much as times, even with hypersensetivity. Generally the issue is Green&Orange and not having both partners at Yellow etc. etc. Could be plenty reasons, he might also just have low testoserone etc. Could also be trauma etc. I agree 100% I do have issues with this also, as I am quiet aggressive and need feedback.

Guess love languages do not align? As well as incompatabillity. I am no expert... by far. Sounds insane to me, I do get the bigger idea though as I plan a lot also. That is unfortunate sounds like a "bad match", and generally beign incompatible...

No it's meant as a general pattern that I see that men are not empowering younger kids & boys in that sense, and only women. I saw it more as a pattern as expression & appreciate your expression generally, that is what I meant with I bet you'd be receptive as you speak your mind. For example a blue pill alpha is a father that berates his son and only praises his girlfriend and continuesly scolds and compares him with her girlfriend, and empowers her in that sense and puts the boy/kid down. This was from the rational male (new version), I don't like it to much, yet I never noticed I legit would need to listen to this book. In radical honesty they talk also briefly about how it's important to be a fool and make mistakes IIRC, some other better context, yet it's also important to be a fool otherwise you'd never try & or walk a certain path. I did not finish both books/audiobooks fully.

Approaching and over-escalating I'd say, most are to timid including me.

I recommend this book. https://www.amazon.de/Womens-Anatomy-Arousal-Pleasure-English-ebook/dp/B075DT1N3C/ref=sr_1_1?keywords=womens+anatomy+and+arousal&qid=1684350052&sprefix=Womens+anatom%2Caps%2C84&sr=8-1 It's good advice (I did not read more than two pages, yet it's great). I was recommended this when I had a lay from online-game and I had sex with her for 2h, yet I did not know what to do really she liked it, and was happy, yet she was lustful and wanted more. I presume the main issue is not doing anything about it and just moving on, as he's disappointed and needs more communication, because of stage Green.... 100% the book it's way cheaper than a sex therapist and he definitely should communicate with her about this. If she really needs to cheat there are other perspectives and I personally would dump her and never marry and generally would have put the focus on sex more inside of the relationship & adventure etc. Why not bring it up? Is it that difficult to talk about this & do smth. about it, I bet the dude had no idea it was that bad.

It is clear. Point beign made that I did not make a distinction between the two. I did not consider investing, I meant real-estate agent as a side-hustle when I have capital to afford buying places and rent the place simply, as well as possible beign a partial owner if this is possible. This is also a larger issue, I find fool is an okay thing to say, especially when I consider dating & how culture rubs off and consider hypergamy and stage blue relationships and development as well as my personal history of growing up in a military family partially, swearing beign "forbidden". It's an issue I notice currently as you "blue pill alpha men" and only empower women. I had to read such "dirt" books to come to this realization, it's extremely bad, currently masculine energy is lacking. Ask every girl&women if masculine energy is lacking and they will most likely tell you yes, or if men are what they used to be etc. Calling someone a fool is totally fine, and a bit of though masculine love. There has been worse stuff. Also the shift of energy at green of masculine men beign more feminine and feminine women beign more masculine. It's a larger issue imo. Which also leaves a lot of girls unsatisfied somewhere deep down etc. The point is even at an age people change, I would refrain from doing this as it's toxic wanting to change other people for own's own benefit. I see how it was meant, yet conscious communication even (I did workshops) is a little different, and you'd immediately air such difference, as you'd most likely be receptive to this. A heads up! As what episode might come . (I don't know & I bet Leo has a different take than Shinzen)

This is a good summary, of how to study this in a autonemous way, and not like inside school with ap college classes that I had, although it gives a rough idea about this. I studied all of this already, basically in high school & bachelors degree as well as more technology now, that is why I asked about NFT's. I am generally a high risk taker for "german standards", so I will see definitely more calculated the advice sounds like an exerpt/good recall of the intelligent investor. (I did not read it yet) I definitely will keep this in mind as well as I can.

This is awesome to hear, to be ahead of any trend and not at the height of it. I was often ironically, yet I thought beign at the height of it is the goal of the trend. Like with ethereum and bitcoin I could have earned 150k~ in returns from simple investmentsin ETH, yet I trusted to much "boomer" advice, when some stuff is just so obvious as well as predictable. Interesting, I presume like nvidia I just see when I talked to someone more adviceable in finance who does not overly focus like a boomer on ressources. I legit just re-invested some stuff, I enjoy talking about this a lot. (peanuts) Is New York a good place to learn finances in general and investing and for networking in this area with art? When I am inside of tech / software development etc. I thought about different places & this is for me also about adventure, as I am half u.s citizen and my family is from the south, so I'd like to move also south at one point to the mexican border, again for adventure etc. Yet, New York would be the first step, how'd you evaluate the idea, as well as what is your rough intuition to create smth. in finances/business/art? It should be the best place on the planet to get learn this as well as game and network. In terms of interconnecting. I dunno how Vegas & other places are like and if my temperament fits Vegas for example. Especially real-estate & stock trading.

1h notice what? Contractions of pain & fear at heart space Disentanglement of it also a lot of lethargy and pent up energy Restricted love feelings and higher emotions of joy and purity of freedom & liberation I am grateful for new matches & likes even when I am not actively dating I am grateful when my neighbour is more quiet and I can get rid of socialist notions of happiness to pro-create for family I am grateful for good weather and early mornings and that I can feel emotions more I am grateful for the girl who keeps calling me handsome and greets me every morning like we're a couple for 20-30 years I am grateful to see that logic & analysis can cause bitterness I am grateful to take action and that I am back at 1h meditations Doing this allows me to work more fluently.

For me it generally was advisable to take it in the evening and afternoons to still sleep and gauge the potential of the trip, to up the dose if I found it to weak. Generally 1h meditation beforehand with the intention for the trip and during the trip I meditated, often for bouts etc E.G intention: get taste of god realization, love, existential nature of consciousness Also on empty stomach, I bet briefly visiting a nature space can be nice before you do it, I did not do that. This is why I like to take it in the afternoon, because the sun is out and I could go for a quick stroll. Biggest breakthroughs I also had during the night around 2am~ish. I feel safer at night generally and even enjoy to take a brief walk outside, yet only if there are not many people. Mostly the purity of the intention mattered and what I did during the trip. For me I explored a lot. The more earnest & innocent my intention as well as the more serious I was the better the trip was.

I am now officaly in exam mode 2 months before the first exam starts, I'll push the message of tomorrow here again, so you see it's approx still 2 a day, I planned the entire week & I notice I do better without game the stories of these guys are so amazing, especially one person. It makes my plan even more vivid, I just need some muscles & pictures. As well as upgrade my portfolio the same job opening is still open and I have some experience in this, the google certificate might have changed the thing, all I cna say for now besides getting some help.

Interesting. Thanks!

Pm me I am going into a hiatus, with your telegram, and I make sure to add you, you fit, yet I tell you in advance it can get toxic, yet they clean up. I would look at conscious material as well this is soley for attracting women. It's not a relationship course and this get's toxic quickly. It's good for maximizing lays, yet I ditch this when I upgrade in life, yet it's still good learning material. Also read heartise. That is a rule to get help within the group, it's not the bible, yet it's helpful. The hypergamy stuff is something that will be talked about sooner & or later, as Green & Orange does not work for relationships, and many suck even at green & orange.

Is it possible to do real estate as a side-hustle As an extra income stream for revenue? Stocks of course, yet what are good choices to build multiple assets? I notice I did neglect some stuff out of my own ignorance for example. Any recommendations? I am pulling money out of crypto investment asap. Is New York a good place to move for real estate, business & stocks if you're inside tech? Or is the competition to steep & high?

Did 45min meditation. Will go to the gym for a detour and hand-in some stuff and change to early meditation and stay clear generally of bitter women who are just interested in marriage & children. Who are not doing yoga and are degreless mostly and social workers. I don't have good experience with bitter women. The point is some I am different I hope many realize this and I legit got damaged by toxic feminity, a lot when I was younger and this is counter-intutively only 20% correct and I have to digest 80% of the b.s thought. I will meditate now also early in the morning instead of showering first, as my neighbour keeps moving her chair. The main issue I see currently is with lower stages even Green. I even do better with orange, and integrated trauma at yellow also can look delusional etc. I don't have to much time. I stop racing against the clock. I am grateful I am not dating & meeting bitter girls who act like they know something about male sexuality while having read 0 books. I am grateful for learning the art of attracting girls and becoming and beign more alpha (strong German notion) I am grateful for feeling more like a strong leader as well as appreciating feminine girls and not logical creatures I am grateful for noticing how consciouness is giving tests and how repute might play a larger role I am grateful that my mother showed me what a RGW can look like even, when she was not fully there if she'd just stopped smoking earlier she would have been RGW To let every girl possible know, basically every girl that just works, sleeps, fucks is acting on evolutionary purposes I notice, and there are heavy manipulators in this area. I trust Leo on this to not use it , yet I might learn it on accident. I already did by machine learnings sake. The point is I can create my own case & a lot of hypergamy is played out. It's better to be direct & clear in this area I notice. The point is my mother was a good girl when I see her she has a good character she is just not simply as highly developed, and her habits also spoke for it. She would still hit the gym like Arnold if she would not be sick and is consistent a.f. I am changing massively. Let's become hyper sober. ---- I am taking a break this survival paradgim and Leo not talking about the mystery method makes it tricky in my mind to reconcile as I get framed like this and he get's away with stuff because of projections & skin color, not to blame the guy & white men, it's just the angle he is projecting also still includes for me the hyper sober aspect, especially as I am free to train now etc and get plenty attention from girls in current chatrooms it's fine. Last date is today. I got some pussy even if it was just one and I notice the billion of mistakes, still I do have to open & close apps and focus on stuff. Similar to my friend who is more responsible with dating etc.

Kk, I take this as a key take-away, and just get some out of curiosity, this might be a major decision as I ask something else then as well as keep meeting someone else for this.

I am early moving my message from tomorrow to here, and I love my mathematic professor at times, for showing these simply abbrevations and short cuts, I was fking good at mathematics I lost patience. I might need to update my graphics perception I don't know what good graphics are at times although I became way way way more attuend to this, yet I would need a 5-10k PC to test this stuff and this is ridiculous. I have 12GB video ram with a 3060 stuff. It does well to integrate my inner libertrian my non-sycophantic conquistador that is able to big dick the world! *sees girls shacking their heads like my mother when I pronounce my dictatorship at the age of 12* *Imagines old psychologist laughing as she'd see I am serious about conquering the world and would support, instead of gaslit me!* I am amazed I solve this, this is also a bit of the issue with mathematical people & stuff, I remember a lot a fking lot when I can do it and I generally am back quickly. Tomorrow I have a date with a more compatible girl the most compatible till now from all. The worst possible thing to date for me are social workers and overly social people I notice it does not resonate I need a smaller group and mid-sized. Anyway I am out. Cognitive load is great. I'll drink one vino & I planned my week. I have to go to the gym early because of the date I notice.... No vino and one chill video game. I sinned with eating a whole cake when I went out grocery shopping(only sweet thing I bought) I hate this. They also stopped buying milk, nobody buys milk they all buy soy. I won my game against way way way higher ELO players. I learned from mother Russia, yet was never allowed to grow into full flower :(.

You see a possibility for NFT's? As well as A.I art in the near future & or even now? I've been to the first&only NFT galary inside Germany recently and talked to the owner. It did not seem promising, yet I liked the art and he gave me some names to look into. He said it's all very early still. Would you recommend getting into this if you enjoy investing & finances as well as art? I enjoy digital art a lot, and I would like to decorate my room in the future with screens of NFT arts etc. Similar to the art galary. If not just this, as I enjoy the digital space a lot... also for psychdelic trips etc. To have some art there ... as an enhancement is my idea. I regreted not opening up my bitcoin business when this space started to boom & gain tracktion... as I do like marketing to some level.

Italian locals are all family if they don't speak much english this is extremely difficult if you can get to a modern area, it should not matter as much. ( I grew up with some italians inside Germany, it's better to meet in modern areas from most observations - there is more open-mindedness). Also could simply be the region where you're at. This is sort of semi giving away your availabillity, and a little bit of the "excitable boy syndrom" that I'd like to extinguish within me at times. Nothing agaisnt excitement! Yet, it certainly can be to soft and nice for example. They are also low effort messages, personalize them a bit with the experience you've made. I wish I could give better feedback. I am still learning and in a group that is quick shocking, yet helps actively with this... if you want I could ask if you could join, it's solely for game, yet quiet toxic. Very toxic I am just learnign at one point and leaving this or keep it legit for entertainment somehow it protects me from completely going stupid. Test if you're into beign a bit more playful with -10 points for lack of a prompt response when a girl does not reply with the first text message of what you've sent. It works wonders for me if any girl online does not reply to your texts, it's a bit of a checky punishment, and get's at lest more replies back than for example. Are you always that talkative? When I get no response after 24h, this does also work. It also plays with stage orange performance drive imo, the point thingy. I just revived one text for example with this thing, and she asked me now to come to her city. (online-game). She has no car. My game currently is online. You don't strike me as an local girl. (I open her) wow are you flirting with me? (she opens me Bumble) Then get her to drinks ASAP, my last convo for tomorrow went like. You don't strike me as an opener (I open her) 2 blocks of text about my bio & her ethnicity (very interesting girl) I just wrote. Okay, I have heard enough. Let's go for drinks what's your schedule look like? (I never thought this would work, this was advice from one mentor [conscious one!!!! with physics degree...]). She replied bla bla tuesday I could squeeze in evening. I suggested XX at YY. We're meeting tomorrow, this is sort of the little text game stuff that currently seems to work in this world... hope the share is of value at some level to you!