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I don't see why you would be almost forcing yourself to watch things out of alignment with your values. I personally stopped watching almost all TV/movies due to any kind of violence in them (I am a bit more extreme), stopped being interested in almost all video games due to similar reasons lol, and this happened like years ago. Not just violence but whatever dark shit in general these days I just don't care for. I've seen it know how it works enough that I don't need to keep repeating poisoning my mind with it. So I'm just trying to say, you can really outgrow a lot of this stuff if your consciousness keeps growing beyond the "average human". And then maybe one day you'll be creating things you like that aren't really out there much yet.

The problem with most of these "physically attractive" men is that almost always they tend to be very narcissistic as a result..and sometimes even demonic... Like they'll often abuse the shit out of the fact they look better and always treat the people around them (including romantic interests) like some lower being, and counterintuitively becomes a huge turn off. But since there are always people who are okay being treated like crap they also don't change usually and just keep on being arrogant jerks. I used to get fooled by it at the start but now I sniff it out so quickly and run miles away from them. I don't care how good someone looks if they're an asshole, or just good at manipulating and pretending to be "nice". None of that can fool me or interest me anymore. It's pretty low consciousness stuff. But I'm also not some naive person fresh out of high school...or a "normie". Only a fool would be attracted to a jerk who has a nice clothing. but there are plenty of fools out there. To get to a point where you really don't care about someone's looks that much but it's all about their consciousness requires a lot of healing on yourself too.

Your own mind in the end..

lol. I chuckled at this.. All depends on your priorities.. the cost of living in those cities are way too high for someone like me to be "worthwhile", it would literally be financial suicide for me. And bigger doesn't always mean better.. you can be in a very big city that is very misaligned in your values. I've lived in some densely populated cities and did not like them at all, people tend to be more "robotic" and superficial (tho I don't know much about NYC or London in particular). Even if I was loaded financially I still don't desire to live in giant cities.. so I just say do your research if you can. And well tbh if you reach a certain "state of consciousness" it doesn't matter as much where you live so long as it's peaceful and affordable. Thanks to the internet for instance.

This could happen, as an example:

Depends on you I guess, I didn't reach the highest consciousness via meditation..

Idk what your idea of moral living is. But if you reach enough Love within yourself you just would rather be loving than not, it's just your natural state. And it's not like God asks you to be impoverished in order to be Love. If you have more then you can't help but give, if you have less then someone else will have to give it to you. And yes if you reach maximum Love you will go to Heaven 🌟✨.

Your mind is not imaginary.. if you ever made it back to the Kingdom I would be able to recognize your mind as you specifically and not any other.

@Yimpa lmao thank you, yeah it's pretty rad..

It's related to the evolution of your "soul".. or you could be already a light being that came here specifically to help out. ^that seems to be how I came here.. I realized some time later it was revealed to me that I came here specifically to be of assistance (rather than to "enjoy this character" for instance).

There're layers to it. But the first awakening will be pretty significant. Might vary though.. coz for me it was like a huge blast in the face when it happened, may or may not be like that for others.

I have almost no social needs now, just the rarest of "persons" who might be on a similar level of consciousness that I talk to from time to time, or posting stuff here for instance. Or you know, connect with some stranger/store owner. But I really don't have much interest otherwise. Most people are a pain in the butt to deal with , and likewise that's prob how they think of me.

Yeah just watch out you might have a similar reaction to this thread though.. just a heads up. But thank you.

I kinda did in the psychedelics section.. It's hard because I just get reactions like these mostly. And well I know some of the people who supposedly initially were receptive to what I'm saying eventually got back to the forum to attack me. I will not name them . So.. it's pretty challenging. But I'm still here. lol.

Ok, I got nothing more to say to you coz I did see that coming actually.

And I am.. one day you'll understand. Hopefully this lifetime tho... ;/ You guys sure love to take your time.

No it doesn't.. lol. Do you even read what you are writing? "True Oneness includes separation" I mean that's literally like saying 1+1 = 10.

I do get it, I know everything but to you it might not seem so.

Okay so whatever the "justification" is, in this case, a "video game" for you, you chose to separate. So that's still not true Oneness. What else is there: the KINGDOM OF HEAVEN. You do not know it until you reach it, and you do not know what you are missing by trading it for this "VIDEO GAME" you think is more worthwhile..

Only Ego attacks. dude. you're just distracting from the conversation, seriously.

So why are you attacking me if you truly know we're not separate?? This is why you're not in the Kingdom and I am, coz you still believe in separation.

Nice try. Maybe another day.

You're actually my brothers, your mind that is.

well I can talk to you forever about this. I know you guys have more work to do.. how am I to convince you tho if you think you're already there?? I can't change your mind about that.. And no that's not it either. There's something more. I certainly do not identify as the body.

Well the body still has its basic needs if that's what you mean. But no what I'm doing here is literally not from the ego mind, but like I said you can misperceive it as Ego. Full ego dissolution will get you to the Kingdom of Heaven. Which I know none of you are there. I talk about ego as a mind, not just the body itself.