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@Javfly33 I gave up to most of that crap long time ago. Definitely you still need some skill specially social skills and confidence. And having a good filter, knowing what you want, having good text and sex game. Ah yeah and some money ofcourse. Just date girls really interested and dont waste your time in them unless a special gem appears and is devoted to you. I dont even chase them anymore. I just hang with girls really interested from apps. Cold approaching is good but also kind of waste of time. You are approaching a stranger totally random, investing time without having info filters from them to see if its even worth the approach in the long run. Do it once in a while if you go to a club and want some fun. But irl you cannot filter very well as in texting you can literally read her mind by the way she texts, get alot of info and save time. i recommend you get some sex toys and fck hot prostitutes once in a while if you are too horny. Again, stay on the game but very detached. Thats how i started winning this crap. Remember too that most women today are broken and have lost all values. Not to even begin with the infidelity cheating stuff and manipulation for money…keep my word and you will remember me.

Quite normal on malls. Most of weed shops or vape shops at malls sell psychedelic's as a side hustle but they need to trust you first. Look at this guy too yesterday. Psychedelics need to be properly regulated urgently. Its literally the key to save mankind from its own stupidity.

In my case, i dont know why im not getting the same experiences i used to at the beginning with lsd. Ofc i still experience some altered minimum state but after some time its just not the same. I used to do one tab and it was great. Now not even 3 tabs. I dont do 4 or more cuz i dont know how i could mess up if 3 is not doing the work. Each tab is 250ug.

I discovered 2 life purposes through LSD. These two paths are pure greatness and both align with my personality. I feel the Bliss of both ways. But, I dont know which one to pursue.

I fckng love snakes! Might buy a cobra when i get enligthened. @Javfly33

@Juan Very cool drawings. I see you are from the island of artists, you will definitely make it!

It would be cool to see leo adding creative backgrounds to his special holidays videos, aside from his costume. Also, using wigs, haha.

@Princess Arabia What? Thats an asmr video supposed to be seen with earphones for relaxation and entertainment. I took it as a reference point for her creative backgrounds and costumes.

@Butters Yeah. They are so opposite. Lets see how it goes. How did you managed to find how they tie together. Did you focused with the easiest or just did them all of them at once?

@Phil King Nice one lol. Ima do a trip to contemplate which one to go on first.

He is but its making them with more quality. Which will take longer. Also, he said he is working on many new stuff all at once. Alien consciousness, new topics, new style of communication, new courses, etc.

What helped me move on from my ex in a couple of weeks was getting busy, doing stuff I love, going on adventures by my own, hanging with friends, using Psychedelics, going to the club, talking with alot of girls online, having sex with new girls, going to strip clubs and even fucking a scort. Now, I dont even remember her very well.

@tlowedajuicemayne You need to purify your mind with meditation before going that deep with Psychedelics. Also be open minded, accept and be courageous. Have an adventure mindset.

An enlightened ego. Someome who experienced reality, awakened, then uses its insights and new state for selfish purposes. Gradually growing a new ego that obscures the light it discovered. Basically a zen devil and here is where spiritual psychopaths are born. There are alot of people like this. I dont consider them spiritual but metaphysical egos. These People are full of vanity. I had a friend like this. The guy is in another dimension and very high consciousness. He got there through LSD. But he uses his telepathy and skills to manipulate and play people, get their money and seduce woman.

@Ajax Yeah. I mean i already have her wrapped under my hand. Its just her nature and i had to understand it. I control her games by simply being indifferent and really not giving a damn if she cheats or not. That makes her obssesed. At the same time if she gets btchy i just start to get her into the friend zone and she self corrects lol. Also, during an lsd trip i realized no one is of no one really. Even the most loyal person could and will cheat after some time if possible because of our animal nature, unless that person is highly conscious. So i just accept it. The thing that bothers me is not cheating so much but the way in which is done. Or trying to intentionally poison me with that jealousy venom to create dark attraction. I dont get jealous i just get mad when you play like that. But right now we are just friends/lovers. The emotional intensity almost makes me want to vomit. One needs to heal before being in an intimate close committed relationship with a soulmate. @Raze Yes it is. You have not experience it yet lol. I have met 5. This girl, a past ex, my mom, my best friend and one of my sisters. @Intraplanetary We trust each other but still working on it. The emotional intensity is just scary. Im not even a very emotional person and being that intense and close just makes me wanna run. @TheCloud I have never been nor am a jealous partner unless the act comes with an intentional disrespect which gets me mad. But she is extremely jealous even if she trusts me. Her personality/birthchart is jealousy everywhere. So i have been learning unconsciously to be jealous from her, its like i absorbed that mindset. I didnt even mind if she got banged at the beginning before i discovered she was so obssesed lol. I have reduced it alot, but when im with her and she starts acting like that its kinda annoying. I have to become aware of my mind and be conscious of the falsehood of each of those thoughts plus her insecurity as her. Double work dealing with a jealous partner. The only good thing about it is that i can use that same venom to spark attraction effortlesly 10x.

Just in case anyone has soulmates/twin flame experience for any advice. First, how do I know she is my soulmate? I confirmed it first by having a deep connection for which we both saw our true selves. I confirmed it at that moment. It cant be properly explained in words, but our attraction is energetical/etheric. There is so much emotional intensity that we often back off to not explode. Both of our souls feel whole and satisfied when loved by one another. There is no conflict basically. There a friendly/soulful easygoing vibe. We both experience syncronicities everyday. 333 all days at every time. We have a telepathic connection. We often appear in our dreams. We are both into spirituality too and understand each other from a deep intimate position. Astrology apps and psychics have confirmed it too. There are more things, but I will leave it here. The problem I see even thou we are soulmates, is that this girl has a cheating past. She is insecure, has lowself esteem and not a very good-close relationship with her father. She is also promiscous and has this sexual exposure behaviour energy thing. She is beautiful and sexy and has not cheated and promises will never do since she loves me. But, she has a behaviour that leans towards secrecy. Even thou I know she is not cheating its like her behaviour is sneaky. For which I Just think she does it on purpose to keep me on my toes with trying to trigger jealousy since she is a very jelly type. I have never dealt with jealousy much, but this girl believes I would cheat on her since we started as i treated her so good and showed her what is true love. Its like she cant believe its too good to be true and just self sabotages. She wants the power everytime we are both about to surrender out of fear that I might cheat which I have proven its not my character. So, anyone with experience with this type of spiritual relationships. Whats the point of it? She wants to be my gf but I Just cant trust her fully with all of that. We have a good compatibility for LTR, but I Just dont feel secure with all of that. I compare both birthcharts and the cheating possibility (betrayal) is at maximum from her part due to her temperament, being a free spirited women with low family values and popularity among men. She has Many friends btw. She has stopped talking to them supposedly due to me but knowing her character I know she can get laid any bad day. I dont know how to express it but its like I feel she is Just open in her mind. She hasnt cheated physically, but her mind and attitude is like in the same position. Any advice is welcomed. She is the second soulmate I have met and am starting to get tired of these spiritual relationships too. These girls are even more broken. Im starting to consider staying single for life at this point. Women just waste time in my honest opinion. I might Just get tons of money to spend on high quality scorts and fck them once in a while. Other than that this is Just running on circles. The best representation I can give you of her is a shy Mia Khalifa. Literally look similar since she is arab.

I would like your tips based on experience of which women are best. to fall in love with. From personality, to class, to age, to mindset, etc. I like fucking and making women fall in love but I also want to fall in love as cheesy as that sounds. Experience has turned me into red pill. And yes, idk what red pill you study, not talking about toxic masculinity. There is a lot of truth in it. If you don't have a strong character and confidence, these btchs will turn around the tables real quick. It doesn't matter if they are young, old, low class, high class, low value and high value. It's female nature. So the thing is, if you fall in love with a girl, you don't really know. She might play you and pretend to be in love to or take advantage. They also take love/kindness for weakness or for granted after a while. So, I wonder which are the ideal partners to have as lovers? How do you spot a good lover that won't betray you once in love?

Only if they will have your back, not manipulate you for selfish purposes, accept you as you are and fight/sacrifice/kill for you. That as a long term investment pov. Other than that its just games untill something get serious. They will talk behind your back and share all your personal stuff. Also, they will eventually stary to hold you back, envy you and betray you when you change for the better. They want to improve, but not you. They want the spot light but not you. Its a dirty game. Measure their level of heart purity to see if thats a real friend.

@Noahsteelers34 I actually know people who have been married for decades and the man stopped showing up as a man, ofc not fully but they still love each other. There are different types of relationships. Not always Just the man to woman. It can be more of man - woman, if both are mature and loving enough. But its rare. Also, by freaks I mean that they get bitchy and grow on you when you give them some trust, validation, love and treat them well. Yeah, they want all that and still be a bitch. See what I mean. Like, wtf cant you Just treat me as a decent human being as im doing with you? No, they want the shitty attraction drama games. Thats fine at some early point, but like grow tf up. Im not getting into anything deep with women again unless she is highly conscious, spiritually oriented or even enligthened. Because frome the standart pov I just see women as time waisters. Even after you smash them a couple of time. Man, I dont even get the motivation to fck or talk to 9's and 10's even when they chase me. Its Just a fckng waste of life energy from this drama queens. No substance at all. Thats the downside of being spiritual or too smart.

@Noahsteelers34 I wonder how you met your ex? I mean through which medium. As for ex, if I want to ge that girl, I can't just sit and wait at home. I have to filter her out of the rest. By the way, even if your ex was the kindest and sweetest, where you the same with her? I mean if you both were as loving. Or was there a power game? Unless you really did something that fucked her up, notice how even if she was the sweetest, you are both not together. Women have many sides, it's just that maybe her best side was the one that you experienced more. Who knows what was in her mind really. I'm telling you from experience. Women are freaks.

@Lila9 Yeah. Still, girls know when you are faking. At some point they will feel is not authentic whatever you are trying. What I mean is, for ex, If I have been dating a girl from the start and showed her from the beggining my personality is really like that, kind, sweet, friendly, cool, etc. She can't say I'm faking it. But the thing is, after a while she takes that for granted or her female animalistic lens kick in, making her perceive all that as weak. Then she starts shit testing again and trying to gain frame power. That's what I mean from female nature aside from overall human nature.

I'm one naturally, but I have created my self into a masculine alpha. Basically I can turn it off an on if I want to. I would like to understand from your POV why you like them? Are you a masculine girl? I find most women who say this just lack experience or don't really know what they like or know their own sexuality. Lmao, just searched that cole Bentley guy, but that's not feminine, that's just gayish. I thought you meant something like Justin Bieber or Timothee Chalamet.

https://www.leafly.com/strains/gmo-cookies GMO has been the strongest I ever tried. It sent me into the absolute and I blacked out. You know the weed is strong when you loose your mind and forget concepts, completely lost in the present. That weed scared the shit out of me. Give it a try. Also the Joker Sativa is great. https://www.leafly.com/strains/sour-joker Try to get strains that make you go up and energetic so you can focus your awareness on presence, which can also trigger your energy blockages/kundalini. Even thou I love edibles. My best trips were from making milkshakes from the natural weed+smoking it. Get ready to enter another frequency and have fun. Also, getting high in the city will never be the same as going on a solo trip in nature/ forest/mountains or just being in the countryside. If you want to get real high and spiritual, you need no worries, no judgements and thr least amount of surroundings that could distract and remind you of the matrix.

@integral Thanks, yeah. I'm not taking her serious.

Im dating this girl in which everything was going awesome (still but not as great as the beginning), I was already opening my self up, she too, trust and emotional connection was surging, we were about to fall in love. Then all of a sudden, I think she got fearful and made some shit tests/flakes which kinda angered me, I lost some trust from that, which ended up affecting her too. Now we are both emotionally closed with not much connection. I find my self in an avoidant attachment. How to deal with this type of attachment and how to build the connection again after closing up? I just don't know what to do literally to open up again. It feels forced when I try to.