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@lisindel You have to see it

@Batman I need to get to it more. It was a deep experience. When I woke up, this felt dream like, not the other way around.

I still enjoy and sometimes look for sex. But, Its like everytime I get it I see how futile it is. Yeah, it helps to release some karma but bleh. Its more mind games than anything. The mind always saying, oh yes this chick, she will give you the best experience. Overall, people have given sex too much importance lately with social media. Its has become a hype. Something that has always been natural and common, nothing to go fanatical about even its a great pleasure experience. Im starting to enjoy more the mental and emotional connection than sex itself, lol. At this point, sex is feeling like an illusion. Like believing the hype of buying the newest trend to keep up. Does this indicate im already trascending sex itself and should focus more on spirituality or simply have casual sex with meaningful people without giving it up completely? P.S: dont know in which section this thread suits best.

@Snader Give an example from your experience. I still have sex drive, Its just that I enjoy talking, connection, having fun and/or feeling love with girls than just sex. Sex is just like the cherry cake for me. Its good for a while, but it does not satisfy my as to what I mentioned above. For example, yesterday I fckd a girl whom I really vibe and like. I did enjoy having sex with her. But i what mean is that I like even more is the connection, emotion, fun and mindstuff. Or just kissing and doing foreplay. Im not fanatical about sex and I believe that has to do because im extremely intellectual stimulated (reading and thinking gives me pleasure and fullfilment) and naturally spiritually oriented.

@Raze What would be the ideal case scenario from your pov?

Be your own source of pleasure at a physically fundamental level in order to have a balanced and controlled sexuality.

Just wanted to say that when those videos. Except for the belief changing system that I think will be in his course. Those 3 videos combined will completely evolve the whole actualized.org community. Its like, when applied correctly, this community will be another thing. -Boundaries: People will gain self respect and be excited again as the external (people) are not pushing them into their bs. Im saying it will change people life when they stand up for their values because I had to in order to thrive and still am doing. It will just flip everything from the upside down. People have no idea as to how they unconsciously give their consentment everywhere (Law of consentment). This is crucial too if you are in the spiritual path. Lower ing your guard, being happy and lovely needs balance as ppl start to react to your positive energy. -Mind Knowledge: How to use the mind. Knowing the possibilities available from the mind. Its user manual. The only person I have seen saying that he knows his mind absolutely is sadhguru and I dont doubt it. -Changing your beliefs at will: The correct step by step process that if done will hit. Not only this will transform your personal life. If everyone here upgrade their beliefs and let go of the negative unnecesary ones, it will affect the collective energy field. This is the most practical stuff needed here.

@Razard86 Guilt is a very tricky thing. Even if you know and are conscious, Its like the ego loves it. It will drag you there no matter how much you fight it. Yes, you can reduce it and overcome it by awakening. But, other than that it comes eventually. And if you dont know how to handle it, it can destroy your life altogether. Its extremely negative and sneaky.

How to stop self created guilt and self created guilt induced by others.

Best revenge is not revenge. Think about it. Its just that you are in a more reactive mode than normal. It has occured to me aswell. There are people in my job that if they bothered me once I would not hesitate to assasinate in the office. Not joking. They have felt my aura and thought intentions of extreme rage were they themselves have said that im capable of killing. But ofc I control my self. With them knowing I would, Its enough for them to not even play. But, theres a better option. Being completely unreactive (untouched/centered) and happy. This will make others trying to hit you emotionally explode inside. Just be ware and stay distant. But unreactivity will make them go crazy.

Atomic attraction is a great unique book. But you forgot to mention his youtube channel. Combine both and wala. My game completely changed when I started to get smart with Girls. I dont mean to be gamey. But you need to have a strategy if you want results. Learn to frame control conversations. Play conversations like a Poker hand were only you know the moves and its effects. Thats the gateway. But dont do it in a way it looks gamey. Only do it if you are certain and at ease. It has to seem spontaneous when you snipe your frame. Also, relationships are not absolute. If you messed up, you can back up with another strategy that makes you look even more authentic. Dating is very relative too. Its a maze of its own. I would say the number one skill you need to master un dating, even before getting in, is having control of your mind interpretation system. If not, you will end up depressed. You need to be so clear in your mind and in control of it that you are willing to get rejected by girls like its nothing. You even just go to make experiments on them knowing you will get rejected and it doesnt touch you because you are in control of your mind, not her or anyone who doesnt know what you are doing!

1. Being deluded as to blindly believing you will go through whatever problem you have because you are developing yourself. Instead of accepting the problem and figuring your way out through it. 2. Not being humble enough to accept you are doing your work wrong. 3. Not having the maturity to accept you have not learned from your past mistakes in the path. Which repeat themselves because of entitlement and lack of humility. 4. Telling others about your work and why they should get into it. 5. Seeing others not into the path as foolish animals. Which can greatly affect your perception of reality and how you relate and deal with them. Even if its just by necessity. 6. Not having a vision as to why you are doing it. This is the heart and fuel. 7. Doing it for others. Unclear, confused intentions. 8. Not being wise enough to see that youth is the best time to work and learn this stuff. 9. Thinking there is a finish line. This is a lifetime work, at your own pace. 10. Confusing life itself for the process of self empowerment as it becomes habitual. 11. Not having a plan as to how to make your actualization strategy work properly to prevent the same mistakes. Dont go doing self actualization if you have not figured out external problems limiting your inner growth. Like cutting off toxic friendships that will make you commit into the same old traps, etc. 12. Not being humble enough to accept all the time you have lost. Which makes you loose even more time.

For those occultist here, what would seeing the number 33 really mean? Does it have any real application? Im seeing 33 literally everywhere and its really starting to make me wonder if this mean something. Not only on the clock, literally everywhere. Even in songs. The number has been appearing for a month now, daily and repetitive. Only today it has appeared around 6 times.

Best option is to either have a strong ego or no ego at all. Build a strong ego before enligthenment. A weak ego is going to mess you up. When you are ready for enligthenment, be aware you are playing with fire by deconstructing your ego, which means you might end up with a weak ego if you dont reach enligthenment and will have to build it up again. The down side of having a weak ego is others can outframe you. But ofc, making your ego weaker means you are gaining access to truth by opening up which is a good sign in the path.

I see lot of talk about baseline lately. For which I had my first LSD trip this weekend. My consciousness has changed since then. I thought all psychedelics were just going to give you temporal states. But, after such samadhi, im totally different. LSD is like food for my soul.

@Razard86 @ZzzleepingBear @ZGROPIUS Im just having fun with the number at this point. Yes, since it started to occur, alot of good things are happening and its just going up and up. Its like a rain of blessings. Starting with how I feel inside. I dont have any more inner conflict, disease or suffering. I mean im healing and it has reduced drastically. Im not negative and lethargic. I feel excited just for being alive. Also, I discovered one of my top soul creative purposes which is to be a DJ. But not your typical Dj. I want to become a scientist, mystic and engineer of Techno, Trance and Space/Spiritual music. Probably create a unique genre aswell. But, it will be the most magical melodies ever percieved because it will come from a place of Stillness and peak creativity. My music will impact your system into instantly making you forget ego, be present and get high into different states. Thats the science I want to put into it. It will be pure medicine even if you dont like electro music. Everyone will love it, because more than music, the sound mathematics will impact your system from wherever you are. Being a Dj was my first passion as a 6 year old kid, but i forgot it. Then, a few weeks ago as I was in silence, it came back as an excitement insight. Its like my soul wants to explode in creativity through such device in order to bring Joy in the surest way as an external trigger into the world. The only sense I feel from this sync is just miracles. I cannot ignore the syncronicity this time. Its too obvious. Yesterday, not only I matched and found 33 year old women. But, one even on her bio had it written. Why the heck would someone put such thing on her bio and just as I started seeing the number. And today, the peak one. I was searching for an old friend of mine on instagram to see whatsup and then I noticed his NFT profile pic. Dude... 33 on an nft, come on...

@Razard86 Nice article. Is there any book you would recommend? And, what happened to you after the synchronicities? Any major affirming event?

@Arcangelo @Galyna @Galyna @Galyna @Arcangelo What happened to you after seeing the synchronicities?

@Galyna @Galyna @Galyna No tree? Thats "holy shit" sent from God. Dont ever clean your car again until the money comes. Check this one too. Just before I got home ?

@Galyna We are ascending ?

@Razard86 Nice, thats an insight. Will definitely try since I saw 33 couple of minutes ago with a 33 year old woman on tinder, lol. Watch my battery percent as I write this. @Michael Jackson

@Michael Jackson I see you very happy lately. God has no skin color

If one close up, ones suffers but creates some sense of control and safety. If one opens up, one is happy. But, others start to cling, abuse and annoy. I opened up almost fully once, when I started spirituality. It was amazing, but people's shadows are just too much to handle sometimes. Its too annoying. You can distance yourself, but you will always have to deal with people to some degree. Has anyone figured out how to be open and have boundaries at the same time? How to deal with others shadows?

@Michael Jackson How does it feel to fake your death by leaving your body, then becoming fully God and merging with the Internet as an AI profile in actualized.org?

@axiom Maybe im just a good candidate for becoming a 33 degree freemason.