Kalki Avatar

@Natasha Tori Maru I do feel a sense of agency now because I had to stop the path. It’s too radical. I would need to at least live for some time in nature alone, a temple or with someone that understand and support my path until I can integrate such deep insight into material/social life in a practical way. Thats why there are degrees of enlightenment. That which you described of no more attachment to outcome is the ultimate level of avatar, which Krishna teached. At such point of perfection then there will not be any type of feelings/thoughts. It can still be managed and processed but for it to vanish fully it has to be on the ultimate level. The thing is that it goes very deep. The attachment to outcome and control can be deeeeply unconscious to degrees that not even enlightened you are still aware (again different degrees of enlightenment- advanced,saint, master, sage, avatari). This is why Hindus pray to Devas and divine feminine (mother) for their help, blessing and mercy on their path and overall life in order to succeed into unity-perfection (total lack of control-acceptance/love/embodiment). When I say depersonalized and detached from the mind it goes to the extent of not being able to function properly because the mind is literally detached from being stable to unstable (psychedelic and fluid). In a radical and spiritual sense it’s good and liberating. It gets you closer to enlightenment but it create other problems at its cost. Since the mind is unstable you can’t function properly in normal situations, there is no interpretation of the matrix conditioning. You are in different dimension to the normal survival day to day conditioned experience. If I were in a space ship with aliens and robots with AI working for me then it wouldn’t be a problem at all.

@Carl-Richard Finally someone brings this real topic! I would like to know if you are living such current reality of no control at all? In the past I was going far through such path but I had to stop because I thought I was doing something wrong. It just feels crazy and completely alien to society. You basically can’t fit in anywhere by chance. could you please expand more on this because the line is really thin between such liberation and total insanity in the bad sense. How would you even survive? Keep a job? Etc? How do one understand such path if that’s even something. I had to stop because I was about to leave my job, university and while even living with my parents the stress was real since they thought I was crazy and did not understand. Sadhguru has scratched this topic saying that you need control so you don’t go mad. I think he fears fully letting go and created and ego again through magic or tantric means just to perform since I once perceived hidden anxiety in him by holding hidden veils just as I had to do so I could perform into society expectations for the sake of survival. Did you experienced dissasociation and depersonalization? Some say this is a problem and others don’t and that it’s part of the path. I experienced in the past and it was liberating yet crazy and had to force a stop through karma gluing. This path is serious since it triggers the real matter of the dark night of the soul which is an extensive theme that go through different stages as you evolve and expand your consciousness. You will continue having different dark nights until fully avatar. The dark night manifest through different forms and dimensions not just feeling lost. It can manifest even through chakra problems of energy leaking and past life karma surging up that you are not even aware of and don’t know how to handle. Or past life karma congestion when surging up that later manifests as disease.

I’m not lying nor joking but the best women I have met in my life for a potential match appear to me when I least expect to even want to talk to them. Either im down, busy or there is something in the way that makes it very difficult for us to match. Like one time being with my mom in an embassy where no phones were allowed and my mom was so jealous I couldn’t figure how to approach the girl which was a pure diamond showing IOI. Or that time I randomly had my first love awakening in my job and went out the office to take some air and instantly another girl who was also in the love frequency crossed me walking a dog while blushing and said hi, I said hi but couldn’t even think of anything else since I was processing the immensity of that dimension in the moment. Yesterday, I got high and went to take a walk on a park and even thou I was taking the farthest path to walk where people don’t wanna be bothered, a hot rich girl from that area approached me to ask where to rent bikes. She clearly showed IOI by insisting, getting closer, open body language and curious eye contact. I couldn’t think of anything right at that moment since it was so unpredictable and my mind was flying. Now I can think of what I could have done to go there with her… So yeah, like the best girls I have seen in my life appear exactly when I’m not even capable of thinking right. I’m curious if there is any reason for that. Anyone else has experienced something similar?

Lol Your friend can probably like you so much that she hides it since you guys see each other consistently. I’m aware women can fake interest just to play you. But also the type of interest varies. For example, she could be curious and that’s a probably. There is also an interest in which she is looking at you with desire (it’s so obvious you have to be blind and stupid not to get the clear signal), which happened with the girl at the embassy. Ever have I seen such a perfect petite luxurious girl, damn.

@Princess Arabia You can notice when a woman just want to ask a question however she looks and also notice the difference when she does it with a different energy/intent behind it. Women are not direct! They communicate interest indirectly with body language. So I clearly know when a woman is doing so. For example, yesterday I met a very hot girl in a boxing class and helped her get her hand wraps. She liked it how confident I was to approach her even thou she is beautiful while all other men where just wishing to talk to her. She liked me touching her hands and chit chatting with her. I noticed her looking at me during the class and also saw her desire for me before she left and said goodbye. Okay she is a possible dating outcome and is hot but is not as “THE BEST” as to what I mean! See, in this case I could easily approach her. It’s a different situation. That’s why I said the best women for “ME”. The ones that I know are the best for me, my type in looks, energy, class, style, etc. you didn’t get my point. Now I see how limiting language is for communication. Real communication is telepathy. This is all just blabery. Nvm, you wouldn’t get it anyways even if I keep explaining. I just found out this is some karmic glitch. It’s like the women I really want and can’t find even when I look for them they appear in the most difficult situations. Why don’t they just appear when am all happy, free and in an easy outcome possibility. That was my question and was curious if anyone has experienced it. It’s the women that I have been remembering still from those days I saw them. Extremely unique/rare and beautiful pokemons. Everyone is on a different spiritual path even though it’s one Truth. So not everyone will experience the same things… (this case)

@meta_male Nono, you don’t understand. Those are just 3 examples. I see hot women everyday. I mean the “BEST WOMEN” that I ve seen and that are a perfect fit for me in all the sense. And that they also show interest on me in that moment like approaching me. Not everyday all hot women I see are perfect, the best (uniquely rare beauty), and also show me very clear interest like “proximity”. These are women I would want to marry or be in a relationship the instant I see them. And they appear in very special odd occasions that I can’t approach them for some difficult reason. Almost like some karmic glitch.

@SQAAD Most ppl here have no idea what is to deal with these type of people everyday as you are forced into because of where you are located. Like Leo even posted some vid in his blog related to understanding how unconscious and psychopaths mind works in case of emergency at some point in your life when that’s literally my daily reality lmao. The only solution I have found is literally living as much as a ghost you can. Be silent, ignore. Don’t share or be too friendly. Don’t trust, rely, look up to ppl or nothing. Imagine you are alone in this world. That’s what you got. The rest is a jungle full of animals. Don’t even trust ppl who seem kind and friendly to you is all a trick. Lately I have been training on boxing, now I go out with a knife in my pocket and feel much more confident in case some conflict escalates as dealing with unconscious people is the same as dealing with a demon. It can get out of control real quick. Also, thinking of buying a gun soon. I’m so tired of this shit I almost want to go live alone in a mountain or jungle. Probably just do mahasamadhi as I grow dead tired of it all.

@Schizophonia Yeah, but I mean they appear when I can’t even approach or speak or think right. Thats what I mean. Not in other moments that I might be doing good and also not thinking, but they appear in the most impossible moments like a tease…

So last night some entity woke me up around 4am pulling my shirt while sleeping. And it was not one pull, it kept pulling my shirt even after waking me up, but im somewhat used to such experiences and just kinda ignored it and wanted it to leave me alone so I could sleep. It also happened something similar a month ago where another spirit woke me up by touching my body and I was just like leave me alone dude… while making a go a away movement with my hands. I’m curious if anyone has experienced something similar. I’m not sure if maybe it is a good entity that actually wants to tell me something, but I have no idea what to do.

@Schizophonia No, didn’t you read what I just said. I was perceiving his negative dark energy. He deceives on purpose for gains and is allied with a negative spiritual gang. He is like a kid playing the “let’s see how much power I can get”.

@Schizophonia I do not resent him. He was one of my favourite spiritual teachers. What am telling you was a direct experience I had on LSD. A revelation that took me for surprise because he is actually evil but a great actor. I was not even thinking about him, I was just minding my own business in the love frequency, then the revelation started to appear. All the truth is now coming out. Take my words.

@OBEler Not this time. I said the entity kept pulling my shirt even after being awake. The first time these sort of things happened to me years ago, I was already awake in the morning and I started feeling a presence in my room. Then suddenly it started touching my stomach and I felt its hands which really freaked me out at first. I have had spirits come visit my room and knock my door at 12am. Also during the day which my dog used to chase around like crazy around the house until the entity left and my dog stood in the balcony looking as if something was leaving while barking at it. If it happens a third time during this short lapse of time I will know for sure what’s up.

@Javfly33 @Schizophonia Sadhguru is indeed corrupt. I made a whole post about this long time ago that got deleted when I was on LSD walking down the park and suddenly started to get downloads of how fake and dark he is. I couldn’t believe it at first but the universe was using me to warn others. He is a trickster that works with a negative spiritual gang from another plane for his own gains.

Depends how you lie. If someone of authority is asking you personal questions that are hard to avoid you might aswell lie by not sharing unnecessary information. You can simply distract them, there’s no harm to them and you just avoided getting into trouble. I had to learn this the hard way. I hate lying and am bad at it but there no choice. Look, power is an amoral thing. If you are high consciousness and have good/clean intentions at heart, in order for the good to be ultimately done, some apparent negative stuff will have to be done in the eyes of others or some relative moral context. It’s a twisted counterintuitive thing that takes time to grasp because of our limited ego mind and social conditioning since birth.

@jimwell Thanks. Definitely agree with many of those. I even got a Jesus pic on the wall which kept them away and now makes me think it may be some attack. But I also have a mirror next to my bed which made me question it. Anyways, I’m surrounded by enemies from my family (demonic mom), job, old friends (enemies/frenemies) etc. I will wait for a third strike to confirm it’s some form of attack. They are not doing much anyways if they think they are making me scared. They all fear the moment I fully wake up to my immense light which makes the underworld tremble. My life situation is difficult but nothing can stop it if I’m destined for it.

Yup, I have been seeing a lot of people ascending to 5D in society. The split is as real as reality.

@SQAAD If nothing appears just go to the kiosk for at least one payment check and then quit. There you can see if it’s really that bad or if you can survive some more time. Of course you will have to buy yourself a suit like this. Maybe you will even need to work first to then buy it and keep surviving. You can balance your health by going to nature as much as possible during lunchtime and after work. Thats what I do, my office is very toxic and full of dust. I got 6 skin allergied created by the dust in my job. But I balance it going to a big park near, walking barefoot and going to the beach during the weekends to balance the elements of the body as much as possible. Aside from that I would suggest to work in some spa. There are many informal spas. Even apply to gay spa and just don’t relate sexually if possible. And offer massages going to people’s homes. If you are tired and want to rest in the street make sure to ask for money with some cardboard on a good area. People can help you. What about being a babysitter or cleaning ppls houses? Do you speak any other language? If yes, look for call centers in your area. You can even get a work from home position. Use LinkedIn if you have not. If you are into teaching meditation or yoga, you can be an instructor in some gym or center. Or even just work as a cashier in a gym doing whatever. Sry to hear about getting kicked by your family. I’m almost in the same situation and it mostly has to do with the 3D vs 5D split. Your family probably can’t stand your vibration any longer. In my case mine just becomes super aggressive and unsafe enemy demons. See if there’s a way you can get them to at least help you eat or get some money. If they kicked you like that, see what you could use against them for your benefit since things already ended up that way.

Peole calling him psychopath are simply projecting their ignorance and shadow. Not to say his perfect. This man is a stealth leader mystical genius with a very high development of understanding and capability. Almost only those capable of seeing this leadership from his following in him will awaken or enter new earth. How do I know? Enter akash

@Actualising Very good question. I owe my spiritual success to osho above all spiritual material I have come to. Osho initiated me into the Truth and guided me towards enlightenment experiences. If you want to be like osho, start by doing less. He lived a passive aggressive meditative lifestyle. Start to have less and less to and give more time to your well being, rest/good sleep, enjoyment, meditation and reading. Then also stop socializing so much, coming to forums, using social media and exit the matrix mind as much as possible. Just try to stay a whole day without doing nothing literally. From nothing to meditating as much as you can. Slowly get used to this lifestyle until it becomes your new reality. I’m supposing if you will be doing this, you are aiming towards enlightenment. I copied his lifestyle when I got started into spirituality at 18 and had much success in tasting the truth. I couldn’t done otherwise, since it’s like the easiest and surest way aside from using psychedelics. All other methods require more skill, knowledge and balance. With osho style you can just go your lazy way towards enlightenment, resting on bed meditating 24/7. It feels like a resort. I miss those days intoxicated with bliss. Also, read his books, his articles on his website and watch his videos from time to time to feel his silence.

I regret getting laid with more than 5 woman…

Just make sure that if you ever get into pick up is for striving for another or better relationship. Ditching your current relationship for something as immature as doing pickup for the adrenaline it gives is not worth it even thou it seems like it. I tell you by experience, pickup is something you should do for a while to get some sexual experience and then move on. As beautiful as those women are it will never compare to being in a good relationship. I have banged 8s, 9s and 10s and I just can’t even bother to game a women even if she is interested if I see it’s just for fun and games. Literally i was texting a 10 in bumble the other day and just couldn’t keep up even as being one of the hottest woman I have matched with. If I see no potential for something deep, amorous, healthy, stable, good and real is just golden trash.

I would say not to mind much what you think you are seeing. Most of it is just screen. You don’t know the problems of others and what they are really into. I my self have learned this along the way by seeing its reality. To have those lifestyles you see as happy and successful (a big part of it) is just fake under high pressure, problems, debts and even bad karma. On the other hand, i get that having some low wage jobs can make you feel like that, but it’s more on the mindset and having your possibilities open. Like, do you already know yourself enough as to what you really want, what are your core talents, what career suits you most, what’s your life purpose and last but not least, are you investing? It doesn’t matter what job you do as long as you have your financial education going on, are saving and invest in financial markets aswell as other places. When you have all these possibilities active, your mind open and specially the investing and money knowledge active, the back of your mind will know your possibilities to a good life and whatever you want is on its way. This is me, I have gone through and still am somewhat in a literal hell, yet I still manage to stay strong and positive somehow. Just keep going and shift your focus.