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Thank you guys. I've actually made nice progress this year in so many areas, including my work ethic. It's just that at this moment the money is laggin behind, but there's also more potential than ever before. I had this solipsism insight this week which was fantastic but it did leave me cold and alone afterwards. Last night I realized I need more self love and how precious life is. I need to love myself for every thing I do, I realized it breaks my heart when I self criticize like I do sometimes. I need myself here (my heart), I need myself now more than ever, I can't do it alone (without love).

No what's that?

Thank you so much. Do you have any daily routine to remember your WHY and the bigger picture? How many times daily do you switch between big picture and "to do" stuff?

@Ajax thank you, very valuable. I guess what I mean is that everything in my life is starting to point to me doing some sort of coaching and helping others but transitioning from my work from home business scares the crap out of me.

You coach right? How did you build an effective network that generates money like you said here?

You kinda look like him from afar, you ever wear sunglasses while picking up girls?

Yes, moda is great

In the name of radical honesty I'm going to have to come back on my earlier replies here. I think @Schizophoniayou might be onto something when you said autism is an energy imbalance. I recognize it when I talk to aspies, I used to be like that too. After flaming you in this thread I went out last weekend and did 1.5g of blow and there might be something to be said for the fact you're less autistic on the stuff. But it just seems like such terrible advice since most people aren't going to be able to handle casual use and spend time reflecting on their lives as much as I do. But to be honest, I have no fucking idea. So now I say: "I don't know".

@Sandy6 that's a great insight thank you

OP is more legit than Leo. Maybe you should start a YouTube channel, this actualized stuff ain't going nowhere.

You see this guys? He said weee instead of love you too. This guy's legit.

Amen fucker, love you

You guys look in the mirror you can reach Clown Consiousness, it's even higher.

Have you already tried? An hour seems really long.

That alien stuff is just a joke to test how stupid you are. Just live your life and stop worshipping teachers. Stop looking for the next " spiritual goodie". Leo said he was gonna work on his sense of humor and sprinkle in false stuff on purpose. Well he's an alien now. Jesus fucking Christ guys.

You gotta admit that second one is funny af.

@mr_engineeryou understand why people say this?

If she's on benefits you gotta overthrow the government just to date this bitch

So get a job in customer service it'll cure autism. The goal is to learn to socialize, read social cueues and respect your own and others boundaries while enjoying your time. It's like you wanna learn to bow hunt and somebody's like "why not use an AK-47?" or hey just burn the entire forest down. I do, because you don't control stimulants, stimulants control you. It should be obvious I'm speaking from experience, not closed mindedness. Your ego wants to use stimulants, of course, mine does too, that's not open minded that's self serving.

Now imagine someone with no natural social calibration on cocaine talking to you "because this cured his autism bro"

Yes it makes you talk to people, so what? That has nothing to do with becoming social as an aspie. I'm the last guy to judge people for their drug use but cocaine as self help advice is really dumb.

??? Are you serious bro? I've done cocaine and it just made me waaaay fucking worse cause now I didn't have the cognition to watch for social cueues. This advice is ridiculous. Yes you can improve your neuro plasticity a lot more than you think, I used to tick many more aspie boxes and some of it just went away with time and maturity. But cocaine? I've done maybe 40 times and whatever flow state I was in that week will be amplified. IT DOESN'T ACTUALLY HELP MAKE YOU SOCIAL.

I think just do approaches until it doesn't matter anymore

I'm autistic and ive been in this place so many times, overthinking social situations and beating myself up. I can guarantee you that the demons are 99% in your head and in reality she's forgotten about it entirely and it wasn't that weird. At the same time it's good that you're thinking this because it'll push you to grow yourself and learn from social situations. I often overthink what's ethical, I don't think it's a bad thing. Besides dude once you get good at this you'll be a fucking monster like the best of both worlds. Autism has serious advantages.

What's the harm in trying? I recently started doing martial arts which I should have started much younger, but I'm still very glad I did. All the things I wanted to do at one point I'm glad I did, changed my life nonetheless.