OBEler

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  1. @Keryo Koffa deep insights and heavy doses of truffle (fresh I think?)! Thanks for sharing
  2. That's basically it. Just on a big scale with a whole nation. Total war
  3. @Antor8188 a vape pen? 0.5 mg? Expect nothing happening.
  4. @Thought Art someone said the smoke must be hold in the lung
  5. I vaped for 20 minutes and had 6 hits. The control is really amazing. I am in this 5 meo space very gendle. And I reached a new level of high I had not before (of course not in the near of a breakthrough): I closed my eyes and everything became wavy (also like the inner mental picture I have of the room I was sitting became wavy). That was a bit unsettling but not fearful. If someone can tell me what to expect if I go deeper please share. I am still figuring out how to vape properly. I sometimes swallowed the smoke. I think thats not good. And I read here in the comments not to hold the smoke in the mouth but in the lung. So When I inhale, after that I try to catch some air and then I have everything in my mouth so I try with my tounge to push the smoke down into my lung. I dont know if this is the right technique
  6. If you want understand the nazis a bit more, maybe look also at how joyful and energetic they were and that they loved Hitler as the leader of germany. This was not staged. There was no hard punishment for people who failed or did not want to follow orders even under the generals. Only at the end of the war this all changed. So most Nazis were Nazis out of free will.
  7. @Javfly33 You are definitely touching something very deep. I am too unconscious to feel that fear during the day so I feel good most of the time. If I take psychedelics, sometimes I feel this uneasyness and fear arising. I think that's the one you are talking about. It's a fear in the moment of now. If I am conscious, what I am exactly right now experiencing this fear comes up. It's a feeling of fear and something is wrong. Like in the movie true man show. Something is weird. that what I am looking at is just made up by my mind. If I am too much self centered that happens.
  8. If you do it without a protocol and the old scool way, then yes. But I have the believe this vape pen is a game changer
  9. @Someone here Please put your magical sleep disorder away and let's be real here.You are a classical example of the Dunning–Kruger effect. And good that you contemplate so much but it seems that doesn't make you more competent in this field. The bias is too strong in you. Carl Richard explained it so good, please try to understand his last post again.
  10. Why did not Owen stop him. Owen is also fault. Now we have andrew Tate. Too much toxic manipulative men out there now probably because of these guys
  11. @Breakingthewall Burnout happens if you are working hard and are constantly measured by your achievements. Then through an event (illness, mobbing or whatever) you cannot be as productive as before and things fall down. You get angry about yourself and are more eager to become more productive but you get less and less productive until you reach an end where you just can do basic tasks to not die (eating, sleeping, toilet, teeth brushing). To get out of this is first step: acceptance of your situation.
  12. As I said, I cannot give a fuck as a moderator of this forum. You can share your thoughts. But with a bit more humbleness and willing to learn from others. Otherwise you can convince other beginners into your worldview with such confidence you have. And yes you can then mislead many people. I tried to stop this here with directly calling you delusional.
  13. As a moderator I have to address this. If you start a thread with insights, then expect that people will deny your insights - especially if they are delusional. We are all here to help each other. But if someone is constantly in delusion with absolute confidence then this gets problematic. If you don't want to hear critics against your insights then maybe starting a journal would be the right thing.
  14. Because we see that your insights are delusional. So the normal thing is then to correct your delusion.Do you want to stay in your delusion? Maybe we are all delusional, let's be open to this. After this comment it sounds you don't want to hear any critics. Sorry to tell you but that's a sign of immaturity.
  15. @Breakingthewall I think leo is recovering from burnout so dont expect much. Burnout is a serious thing. I know a friend who suffered a year and you are zero productive. brushing your teeth and going to toilet is most of the time the only productive thing you can do on a day.The body needs recovery for a long time. But after recovery you are back to normal.
  16. @Someone here I understand him very well. That's what I try to tell you the whole time here: You don't understand but you think you understand. That's called delusion. Reread again and again. All I can say is you are trapped in a incomplete understanding of reality. Nothing wrong with that. But you think you have figured it out. No, you are lost. You don't understand much, you just pick some true sentences from Leo in your posts and put them together with your logic and hold them as true and think you are smart. But many people here recognize that you don't know really what you are talking about and try to help you here. So please be open minded to be on the false track
  17. I think you don't get what Carl-Richard said in his last post to you. He described it perfectly. Please contemplate again
  18. Thanks for clearing things up that was the key to understand solipsism better. Best would be to awaken to IT.As Leo Said, you cannot understand IT with your Intellect alone.
  19. @Someone here @Someone here ITS easy to answer that. You can deconstruct everything. Easiest method: Close your eyes, shut down your memory and imagination. Nothing exists but seing blackness and some physical sensations for YOU. But the question for me aries what happens to others from a meta perspective: I constructed others.now I deconstruct them. For me its clear they dont exist anymore. But what happens to them in their reality.
  20. @Carl-Richard someone here thinks that "others" dont have a subject experience. So he thinks If you construct another being in your world, this other being is not linked to any subject experience. Like you Play an online Game and find Out that behind the Avatars are Not Humans who are playing this Avatar but they are just npcs. So Avatars with no subject experience behind it.
  21. I know that but that was not the answer to my question.
  22. Great example. So right now I have No direct experience of reality, because I construct too much upon reality (Filters,space time,objects). Once these constructions fall away and direct experience will be there,what do I experience then in this direct experience. what happens to these other beings I constructed before in space time with "my eyes" vs "their eyes". I mean are they independent existing of me? I construct them to have an Interaction with them. When the constructions fall away, then what happens to them