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I am looking forward to one day where you let it out. Hopefully not on a joe Rogan podcast, lol.

@AION wow interesting, men don't want power but they see power as a tool just to get/keep pussy? That would explain why we as men are not really into status game like women and not geting joy of being on a higher position. Hierarchy is just a tool for men. For women it's way more than that. But maybe that's too simple said. spiral dynamic level dictates what you make out of power. I don't think on a jellow/turquoise level you want to get into power just for getting pussy mainly.

@Leo Gura I know thats red pill. I just mean you mentioned some time ago about an own discovered "black pill". It's not referring to the well known black pill that it's all about genetics. I just ask Me if your own black pill is something in that direction of Nietsche. Something between women and men and survival.

@Leo Gura it's brutal. Absolutely brutal. For women probably nothing new. But men will suffer when they hear that truth for the first time. This red pill was all available thanks to Nietsche but I ask me why it's hidden in society. You learn that not in school and no one talks about. Do you mean with your own discovered black pill something in this direction?

Wow thanks for your report. That's huge. Yes the brain may be find it weird at the beginning to talk to a machine like robot. But the effects are still there I think if a robot attacks you mentally, throws shit at you you would be also pissed off and feel negative even though it's just a robot. Your brain can't fully blend that out.

@pablo_aka_god great idea but outdated. Google Gemini 2.5 can handle 1 million tokens. So you can give it 2 books full of text ab it has still 90% accurate analysis.

You said the opposite before: "chat with chatgpt sometimes for emotional support and its insanely helpful. I fear that voice to voice could be too good." I don't understand you wrote before that you find Chatgpt very helpful and now not?

Awesome summary, thanks a lot! It's perfect structured!

Time to watch some Truman show. To be serious: I think in a sensitive state your brain cries for looking for patterns to hold on to. For me you experienced some random normal stuff. I had such phases too, sawing synchronicitys everywhere after a heavy LSD trip, I was probably in a psychosis without knowing.

2-3 years to go? What do you expect more? It was useful right from the beginning and since then became incredibly useful so that I use it multiple times a day for almost everything.

@WikiRando it's just if you accept that not everyone is interested in this stuff and be quiet about then problem solved. So giving up people is like accepting their state and it's wise to do that. Not only for you but also for them. Some people cannot handle deep insights and misunderstandings also happens.

@Misato Katsuragi Wow, I think a perfect book for you would be then the book of not knowing from Peter Ralston. You already did what he tries to tell the reader but maybe there are some missing pieces in his book which help you. It's an incredible good book.

on the other hand we have improved search engines and AI which help to find the right book out of millions out there. Also we have people like you who do the front work of looking for best books out there and share their knowledge. That was all not possible years ago. People were besides pick up rarely interested in self improvement. Nowadays this industry is huge.

That's right, but Tesla can really mass produce and everything is home made.

@LostSoul good luck, if you can post the results here everyone can see how it goes. Maybe it helps others also if it works for you. With step by step you can test the waters and minimize the risks.

The purpose is to make money with the next hype. That's called trading.

The hype is gone but next hype will come . There are enough hypes waiting for Tesla (robot taxis, human robots, Trumps promotion)

You can invest in solid companies who are good at doing hype. Hype is nothing negativ per se. If Elon musk is doing great at making hype and something good comes out then everyone is satisfied.

@Leo Gura Hype is nothing bad. And to make the impossible come true you need hype. As an investor I gladly welcome hype. It's good for the company. Tesla delivers. It's not something like a fraud company even if many things were promised too much. Tesla really can make the impossible come real through fake it till you make it. I buy the hype. Tesla can reach 1000 $.

@Toony it's exactly like NN DMT. No difference you just need to dose higher. Look for conversion so that you can vape it on Internet. It works with vape pens. So now you just need to think about if you like to try DMT or not.

@LostSoul there is risk in everything. But you have to calculate the reward for yourself. Also you can minimize the risks by doing the following: Do 5 Meo regularly, at least every week, you can do it even multiple days in a row at the beginning. Start small and then slowly raise the dose every session, don't step back. Get comfortable in the 5 meo space . See where it leaves you. Do you come to a limit? If not maybe you will have one session another breakthrough and this can then rebuild your ego better than before. If you do it that slow way it can be very smooth. But don't expect every session that it will be smooth because if it's not smooth you should not be surprised by it.

@khalifa I was rethinking about my last post. What you have might be beyond your relationship to fear. Your nervous system is out of balance. It might be that 5 meo broke your ego down during the trip. Normally the ego rebuild itself like a reboot of a computer and stays functional. However you told me that you had an heartbreaking event directly after your 5 Meo experience which may contributed that your ego did not rebuild itself fully. So what to do with a computer what did not reboot fully? Make a restart again (=taking 5 Meo again) so that these stuck energies can be released an you rebuild yourself again fully. It sounds counterintuitive to do the same again which destroyed you but I see that as a valid option. Martin ball had many such cases and a second dose brought them fully back.

What about actual Peter Ralston, what do you think?

Yes it's not completely unrealistic.

@khalifa You need to really embracing the fear. Study why fear exist, how fear is there for you to keep you alive. Then in all honesty look at the fear with no resistance and don't fake that because that's resistance. So optimal would be: If anxiety comes, don't resist. welcome it If anxiety comes be curious. It has a story to tell. you give then finally the body the signal that everything is fine. It doesn't need to give you anxiety anymore. the body knows them it produces unnecessary anxiety. Costs energy. It will not do that anymore once it knows everything is fine. Only if you signal your body that you are in a serious situation through resistance against fear you tell your body that something serious is going on. Your resistance is exactly the thing which keeps you stuck in the anxiety loop.