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That's unnecessary and scary..psychiatrist have limited access to tools.

@What Am I that must be a lifetime lesson. Congratulations for overcome it without damaging yourself.

He means 5 Meo malt of course. And what Leo experienced on Allad is not normal. This never happened to me or anyone bof my friends who took Allad. Leo seems very sensitive to Allad

some observations: almost all people who do leos life purpose course end up with the life purpose, which is leo doing in some form (becomin a spiritual teacher). My advice: go out of your actualized.org-bubble! Only a few are good enough to follow this path and there are so many other good purposes/ideas out there.

@Hugo Oliveira I don't know there is something going on with demons. Maybe I would call them symbolic representations of neurological energetic patterns in your brain, which have negative themes in common (hate). I saw a demon in Astral plane. He was just standing there. So I know they exist ( whatever they are)

Then you are way more advanced in the astral plane. I think talent is needed. I know it is very different from dreams/lucid dreams. I just meant at the end it's just another kind of dream (which is almost as realistic as this real life dream). For me it had never an big impact other than being confused what the hell this astral plane looks like. Also it was very short, maybe 3 to 5 minutes. What to do in 3 to 5 minutes? I always was in a rush, I knew I would switch back to my physical body any second. The most interesting thing I did was this: prepared a MC chicken from mc Donalds on my shelf next to my bed and leaving my physical body to eat this Burger. It tasted like a mc chicken however I was like a ghost, I had no sensations of my organs which process this food. Just the raw taste and I ate half of the mc chicken. I also cannot remember all details of how exactly it felt eating this Burger in the Astral plane. So I cannot remember the weight of the burger, the smell etc. just raw taste while I was somehow eating it. Even the chewing part was not very detailed. It was a numb feeling.

I used Allad and it has the character of a teenager who is funny and creative. You will be entertained for sure. But don't close your eyes all the time (except when it doesn't matter). Open eyed is very interesting , veeery visual and colorful. 5 Meo mipt is very good if you are looking for pleasure (below 15 mg oral)

@Davino I would wait until the MDMA peak is over and then you can do 5 Meo DMT and malt. Because MDMA peak can be too strong. You just want to be in this OK-feeling space How exactly did you do malt plus Ketamin combo? Dosis, time of consumption, roa

@Davino Never in human history has someone done this triple-combo so you will be the first human being. A historical moment

Have you already tried the 5 Meo MDMA combo?I think its very different.no fear. Maybe this is the perfect combo: take MDMA and then right after the peak of MDMA (1.5 hours in) plug 15 mg 5 Meo DMT with 5 mg 5 Meo malt.

I was consistently traveling but I stopped because I got nothing out of it. For me it's a waste of time and energy. It's for sure good to know it's possible but it's at the end just a very hyper realistic emersive dream

Why not here?

Nice!!! Take your time

I never vaped malt but people here have smoked malt hcl successfully. I think they converted it, not sure

Very very interesting. I ask me about how vaping these two together would have an effect and what ratio here

What happens if you do this? And is this a mix? Do you mix these substances first and smoke them together or each individual.In e liquid dissolved?

I found this very good YouTube channel about AI history and future and what impact it has on society Here is one video, but all are great on his channel:

Yeah I agree with you it sounds like ego death but I articulated this sentence not accurate. It was more a fear of black out in a second. Just loosing my awareness.

I was after one 5 Meo trip scared to loose my awareness, I deeply feared to really cease to exist. I could not grasp or hold on to any sensations (thoughts included) with my consciousness.l fighted against this. My question is, is it really possible to loose my awareness and is this the real breakthrough experience? What happens then? Do I just get KO and cannot remember anything?

I had a lot of fun with LSD below 100 micro and there was never a trade off. "The more fun you wanna have the bigger the downer will be. " I had fun with LSD and no hangover, no downside. It doesn't matter how much fun I had.So I have a different opinion on this.

Look at Steven Hawkins.There is more to life than a girlfriend and friends. Find it. The black pill is true on the average. But if you look on the individual there are exceptions.I know a good friend who is an 8 but an introvert and even if he is partying a lot, hosting house partys, he never got a girlfriend. He don't know how to talk to girls.So we talk here about probabilities on both sides.

You mean the black pill community. It is so a man who is not in 10-20% knows instinctively he is not as valuable. But that doesn't make him vulnerable.It just means he knows that he is less valuable and has probably more difficulty to find girls. It's frustrating for him for sure. On the otherside you could define vulnerability that if he get rejected he will feel a lot more pain than the high value man who has a lot of options.that definitely true For me vulnerability is more like shame and easy to break once self confidence

Yes but still I wanted to tell you something different. We men get anxious by approaching a woman because it's a win and lose in it. That has nothing to do with vulnerability. It's the same or even bigger anxiety men have who go into casinos and bet a big amount, waiting for the result. If a woman rejects you you feel a pain of loss.

Yeah but you live in another country, not Germany

Good question then it was maybe loosing consciousness like a black out.