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what is the best food for happiness? Answer: "So, my answer to your question is that people pursue happiness in all sorts of ways. There is no single way which will make us happy."

No ranking: mirosoft one note !!! spiral dynamics/9 stages of ego developement leos book list 5 meo dmt/Al-lad/lsd This forum/ blog articles I learn so much here, this is a goldmine. thank you

@Aaron p That sounds interesting, 25 mg less stronger than 15 mg. What would you guess could be went different Did you really used the same syring, same hours of fasting before the trip, putting the syringe in same depth (4,5 cm optimal) into your rectal? had a shit right before

So can you directly start with kundalini yoga or would be some other yoga maybe better to prepare you for this kundalini stuff?

But the Code will be translated into machine Code which only have Zero or one and this will be translated into Gates and registers and to the end to Transistors. The Computer memory cannot make sense of it in terms of being conscious of their meaning. There are just bits repeatedly. Example it will repeat 1 trillion times 0101010 0101010 .. These are just bits. Computer just saves it

i dont get it this software just displays a sentence. why you get effects

@Breakingthewall please elaborate, Roa, dose and setting. Congratulations so far that you did have a breakthrough

@Leo Gura Very interesting. This makes total sense

@Leo Gura I thought was that after shot in the face you experience the other side: total bliss. So I concluded to better get over the nasty part as quickly as possible and the enjoy the bliss part. But yeah slow and steady wins the race is another approach I try with 5 meo. I am still on low dose 5 meo and 2 mg plugging (with boofing technique) is already challenging. I want to make a break and work on myself and then I want to come back. I am low vibration now because of a breakup. The dose on 5 meo I can master is my spiritualy benchmark. I only will raise if I experience bliss on the dose before.

@Leo Gura hmm but for a first time 5 meo breakthrough experience is it not better to be in this hell for just some seconds/minutes? Like what is better, God shoot you in the face with a shotgun (vaping) or God is slowly ripping you apart (plugging) I would prefer to be shot in the face. More quickly and less struggle to fight against the experience

@zikzak I know but I talk about plugging 5 Meo of course.

@Bazooka Jesus yes, still very subtle. If you do 5 mg many times (I mean not in a row, always with a break in between) it will slowly get stronger and stronger and therefore fear can come up ( but manageable) 5 mg can also be very enjoyable, like a very good meditation session and beyond. So try this out first and when you can handle it then raise the dose. And plugging needs exercise. Your first plugging can fail (I failed too). Would be bad if you waste your 5 meo with high amout on first tries plugging

@Bazooka Jesus Start with 5 mg. This will really not scare you at all. It only costs 30 minutes of your life. Why the rush? Take time to know the substance. 10 mg will be much easier to handle if you do 5 mg first.

@acidgoofy I already know why the fear comes up. I am afraid of the truth. I heard it is beautiful but also shocking and disturbing and once you know you never forget. Life will never be the same again. And it can make you go to the dark night for several years, induce psychosis or other life shattering stuff. And realising this truth could happen every second during the 5 meo trip. The next second truth could be revealed and there is NO RETURN!!! THAT is my fear so I really know what I get into. This fear is well known to me and is totally justified. So how to face this

@acidgoofy Yes I tried lsd. Before lsd I tried 5 times AL-LAD and never had any fear at all, was just nervous at the beginning but when the trip started I was curious and exited. FIrst time LSD I took 200 microgramm and at the beginning everything was fine but then fear hit me and I was so overwhelmed by it I could not sleep without lights turned on. After one year of a psychedelic break I came back with low to to normal doses. But these trips are different. There is fear always lurking around and I cannot enjoy psychedelics anymore. When fear comes up I now focus on the breath and fear goes away so this is my strategy. My goal is to overcoming fear and if my strategy on focusing on my anchor (breath) doesn t work with 5 meo then I dont know how I can overcome this fear. What are the best strategies? Or maybe I just give up and look at it. No anchor on my breath

@Leo Gura I dont mean having difficulties on breathing. I just ask me if I can focus/rely on it anytime during the trip because it gives me savety. I just need an anchor if the storm gets strong. If it is not the breath then something else (concentrating on 3rd eyes, music, arm movements whatever). Can I count on this on full dose 5 meo anytime or does this one anchor hinders me from realising God? Should I even let go my anchor?

@Space Can you really breath through everything storm that arises during higher 5 meo trips? I mean do you have the ability to concentrate on breath no matter what? Even if god realised itself? If so then I could overcome every fear. I thought on higher doses 5 meo you forget even how to breath so how can you stay on it

@davebryand Nice !! Sounds very intense. Martin Ball never talked about ego death much in his books. He said either you are on or you are off. There are no grades in between. Maybe you never experienced an ego death before? Or was this something different? Like real mahasamadhi? I dont know

@outlandish Our legendary forum member Azrael had this recommendation to use kola nut powder against fear. I quote him @Azrael Can you still recommend using kola nut powder against upcoming fear for 5 meo sessions? It is a long time you recommended it.

@Bazooka Jesus Well tested and approved method among some users here

@Bazooka Jesus one of those people here who recommend drinking kola nut powder was Leo himselfe (correct me if I am wrong Leo). And sometimes he exaggerates a little so that you dont do stupid things: Yes, optimum is an empty stomach so that your energy is not used for processing food but for the trip. But you can drink totally save some water and also this kola nut powder. Your stomach will still be fine and you can handle the fear with this. It is a good trade off

@Bazooka Jesus Lol do you know how little 2 g is? this is just a drink. Your stomach will be fine. It is like drinking water

@Aaron p I ordered Kola Nut powder. Some people here on this forum say this will help you with upcoming fear and transform it into exitement. Take 2 grams of the powder, mix it with a little bit of water and then just drink it. Then wait 10-15 minutes and do the MeO. I just tested it once and there were nofear but also no efffects on 5 meo because the dose was maybe too low who knows. I would recommed you to experiemnt with this powder before using mdma.

@Bazooka Jesus Very good reason, I understand your concerns. To be honest, I dont know the right answer here because I just tried low dose 5 meo so far and got some skills which I hope will help me when I face my fear of death with a big dose 5 meo one day.

@Bazooka Jesus start easy with 5 mg rectal. There is no panic there (just a little heart racing but this will last for just 2 minutes and you are still in full control). Nothing profound and you can train plugging.