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Hello, I never experienced non duality during a trip. I normally trip with closed eyes. So I ask me if I will recognize non duality with closed eyes and will it be different compared with open eyes? Will non duality shock me if I will experience this for the first time? I am always a little nervous during a trip that from one second to the next I will experience this truth and it will change my life forever.

Can somebody who experienced non duality share his opinion if non duality with closed eyes is differnt than with open eyes?

dont do sun gazing. some people can do this because of eye colours. others get blind forever. please, I researched this stuff well enough and just cannot recommend it.

@Leo Gura exactly, you can kill yourself. but only if you do ibogaine treatment wrong.. the clinics want to tell you only with a doctor is this possible. but that is marketing. furthermore some clinics you cannot trust. they offer bad service. with a lot of research and if you really have someone who is an experienced trip sitter you can do it at home. do an EKG, and electrolyte and liver function tests before this. if you can calculate the dose right and have someone who is watching you for 24 hours it is possible. But of course this should be your last option. I still would recommend anyone not doing this at home and do this with a doctor at least. if there is a trustfully clinic around you it is worth the money. but find one first.. there are some deadly incidents not because of ibogaine treatment but the time after. this stuff is 3 months in your body. if you take opioids directly after again you can die. here is the risk.

you can do ibogaine at home, you just need a very trustfully trip sitter and something to puke in. nothing else. many people recovered from this.

@Tanuj wow, I always heard that many people got their kundalini awakened with a little psychedelic help. Can you link us the guided kundalini awakening meditation?

Is IT better for your eyes or why choosing Dark?

I get Hangovers with Allad every second time. What is strange is, either I get a 100 % hangover or no one.

@knakoo What trip history did you have before you went to your first 5 meo session? Congratulations!

I cant belief how deep she went with just 100 microgramm LSD and no spiritual preparation. Could it be that women are more responsive to LSD and their derivates? Furthermore she doesnt freak out, she is total fascinated ("I have never seen such infinite beauty in my life") and at the same time she is clear in her head and grounded.

@khalifa I am glad this video gave you vibrations. That is not coming from ptsd. Sometimes I also get these vibrations when someone goes deep. The 1950 people were maybe better at tripping than our generation.

@Dumuzzi So during a normal day in dexember 2012 you just had this powerful energy rising up the spine and from then on it never stopped? You just did some meditation to make this happen? lucky one.. (ok i dont know what you did in your previous life times)

@Dumuzzi Very interesting. How exactly did you activate your kundalini? What do you think was the main reason?

@Bazooka Jesus You are right. Maybe this is a new safe way to reduce hard trips? Why do not other people recommend this so often? Also Leo said, reduce all distractions. So therefore there cannot be something better than a room where you can rest alone in silence and total darkness. That would be the perfect setting. What do other people think about this? One more question: How did you get your room total dark? there is always some light in my room

@khalifa maybe this sounds stupid, but what about taking 5 meo again because of unfinished business ?

@Bazooka Jesus why Not just close your eyes during the whole Trip? Is this not the same in terms of hallucinations?

@Kazman Hm your trip sounds like total madness from beginning to end. I am scared for seeing god/reality! How can you see gratitute in this? if everything is me, that is the worst thing I as an human being with an ego can possible imagine. So lonely! I think I need to experience for myself one day. I hope it is worth

@Bazooka Jesus what is your background? Some people react different to this experience, you did it well. Lucky one. Hope one day I will get where you at

how did you get there, can you explain? I am ready for kundalini awakening after 5 years of search

@remember bipolar, maniac, depression, obsession, psychotic,... all these she had with different grades and not always all the time. Depression is maybe the biggest one right now Finding a real haman or healer in germany would be great. Any suggestions are welcome

@remember @remember No not at all, I just compared shamanism with medicaments from psychiatrists and said that shamanism/psychedelics are much more powerful at getting to to the root cause of depression

@remember where did I say it is the only way? I never woud say this. I just said we tried a lot of other stuff lol everything is based on beliefs, you can say this to any method we tried on her. You think a little too simplistic when it comes to healing. She had many traumas and maybe in her past lifes too. So of course you cannot wipe out these with one try, You can release bad energy bit by bit. Everytime something big happened it cleaned a bit from her karma In germany it is hardly to find a healer, any recommendations would be nice. Of course I would inform me about shamanism risks too. Every tool has his own risks

When you mean shamanism = taking psychedelics? No not fully. But even if this did not cure her depression yet, she got some powerful deep insights for her life and with dealing with her actual depression for sure. Of course we tried a lot of other less riskfull things before: meditation (powerful. had one ego death during a 10 minutes session ) holosync (binaureal beats). helped a lot, many bad memories came to the surface. She did this for some months with breaks in between. But it got weaker at the end. When she hear this music, there is really deep things going on in her. She is in another dimension Emotional massage: very very powerful for women I think, I could heal a lot with this. She had many past life experiences during this session, that was scary for me but she was fine Hatha Yoga: After her second exercise she said she felt like the transformation to a super saiyajin from dragon ball. The energy of the whole universe got through her she said, she was the whole earth and the whole sky. She did not do this again, I ask me why her healing stones (also very powerful, but she said the psychedelic experience was much much stronger) more sports and better nutrition (maybe reduced a little stress) psychologist and psychiatrists (was a waste of time)

@remember that is right, in germany there is health care, I just mean for other countries in the world you have to pay a lot. I googled it and costs were 60 $ per month and you need to take it years after years. You are right, after all I am doing the same, very carefully of course. But as I said, shamanism can solve the root cause. Antidepressants and other medicaments like that don't have this power

@remember You are trusting too much these psychiatrists. They just make try and error. Giving my girlfriend medicaments, which are new on the market and therefore making her to a test subject is risky. Furthermore these medicaments doesnt resolve the root cause and are horrible expensive Can you elaborate a bit further? What substance did the one person take, was his set and setting right? Total loss of sense for reality during a trip is normal. Does this person still have this issue after the trip?