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@Tim R woah Thanks for the explanation

@Apple Juice Ok I can feel you, then this must be a truely dark space you are in right now and only few will really understand whats going on. I hope the very best for you. I just can promise you that you will get fully back to yourself but this will take its time

@Apple Juice I am just speaking from my own experience and this is just my theory: When you get bulky you also need the personality for wearing these muscles otherwise it doesnt fit. Right now you have already the personality for being bulky but maybe your body isn't bulky. Thats a disbalance. So if you get bulky you transformed not only your mind but also your body to this new Mr Testosteron. Girls would love it and maybe you too. Your ego would feel better I think if every aspect of you is congruent. You have anytime the choice to go back to your old self by focusing to external things, to get out of constantly observing yourself. But if you transform to Mr Testosteron completely and give it some time to fit, maybe you never want your old self back. Did you consider this possibility? If you even after fully become Mr Testosteron want your old self back, you can loose muscles very Quick. It needs just some weeks off from training to loose all your muscles

@Apple Juice I had almost the same Issue like you(but not so hard). I was a weak guy with arms like bones. Then I thought I want muscles and went to the gym. In 3 month thanks to my genetic and hard Training I became very muscular. No clothes fit anymore, every one saw my changes. I reached my goal and I saw me in the mirror with all these muscles. But something was off. I felt strange, it was too much change for my ego in too short time. I had thoughts of quittung the gym to go back to my old body. But I kept on pumping, in the hope that these new muscles will be some day a part of me. I realized that with this new powerful body my personality also needs to change so that they fit together. I was always introverted and shy, non Interested in social things. But suddenly I was in the Center of attention. So I changed my personality slowly, looked for hanging up with extroverts. I adapted and was a new personality. Now I am a bit older and understand that people can change but that there is a core that always stay the same. I can be introverted, extroverts. And if I loose all my muscles I would be ok. I will have such identity loss issues not anymore, it went quiet away after some months Maybe you can learn something from my story. Go to the gym if your new personality doesnt fit to the rest of you. Become the full Mr Testosteron and then let go of this personality. transform it. You are above these ego games, but right now you are totally emersed in it like I was and that feels weird and can be shocking. It is a Phase, I hope you have some faith.

@Nadosa welcome to reality

@axiom my girlfriend made lemon tek. It reduced nausea a bit I think. However She vomited after 1, 5 hours taking it. True preventing nausea is maybe possible with alcohol Extraktion or boofing

@axiom woahh..thanks for the report!! Do you think it has healed your trauma? psilocybin is actually the number one for trauma healing which is researched. Why they choosed this, there must be something on this substance other like LSD dont have. But could be also practical reasons (shorter duration)

@Mosess hm you are right. Reminds me of the film The Joker. Let us be careful to just label emotional energy as crazy

this is too much female new age stuff to handle for me. thanks anyway for sharing. I think speaking crazy is an approach from osho to still the mind and is nothing new

@Nadosa once you Touch the truth there is a way to go back. Just forget the truth. It is possible

@Javfly33 could you describe more about this one lsd Trip which changed you for month? How many trips had you before? How many time passend since? How much Did you took? Was there a special setting? I have some theories. You were overhyped about lsd and this made you fall in love only to recognize that it will not always be Rainbow trips. Another theory: your ego learned from this experience and adapted. Your ego evolved and created new barriers to prevent you from heaven.

perfect. I hope this will clarify future solipsism threads

@EntheogenTruthSeeker ok I want to try it out. You eat just raw fruits and light cooked vegetables the whole day? Raw vegetables lead to digestion issues, they need to be cooked for better digestion(=more energy) No Fish, no egg, no milk products, no bread ? What about nuts?

@Nahm what Do you mean by this? Do you agree what he said? I am a little confused

"All of existence, consciousness itself, can only experience things from one perspective at a time." This sounds very limited, why should it Do it? Why not simultaneously? There are some lsd reports where you are simultaneously in another persons head. Also what about oneness where you are experiencing every being at the same time?

Would be great, this is really a heavy topic. I almost Did it but Was too scared of the contradicting Informations on Internet that Metal detoxification can, if not fully removed in one Session, hang in your body on some other place and that can lead to problems

@EntheogenTruthSeeker wow, Thanks for your insights! How Did you detox your body? What Do you mean by this?

Please just answer if you or some body you know have experienced reiki. Does it work? As a daily meditator can I expect something more powerful with reiki? Why must reiki be taugt through a Master with reiki Grades? Is this necess sry or a scammy snowball system

Thank you for this, signed in

@Gabith Did you developed seeing beauty every where through Spiritual practices or Was it instantly from one second to the other that everything is beautyful? I can See beauty also in everything but I need to Focus a little, shift out of survival Mode an See what incredible intelligently creation is here to serve

@Vincent S how is this massage called. Almost every massage include some trigger points or muscle knots

@Flyboy Hey, your intention might be noble but don't spread misinformation. The article clearly does not have the conclusions you tell us about. You just want to prevent people from MDMA because you had a bad experience. Thats fine, but dont bring up articles and say something about these what is not written there. I have some questions about your unusual case: Please tell us what MDMA did you took? Was it crystal powder (which is the purest) or some mdma pill. And did you tested it? Was it a normal MDMA experience or was something strange happening during MDMA trip? you said, it contributed to a pharma-huasca disaster 2 weeks later. Why do you think it was MDMA and not the pharma-huasca that fried your brain? Was your brain fried beore you took pharma-huasca? Why are you so certain that it was MDMA?

@Flyboy please read the article carefully before you spread misinformation. it was never concluded that mdma for some people does not require a large dose or multiple uses to cause long-term toxicity. Don't mix results of animals with humans. And in this study on humans, only humans with MDMA ABUSE were selected. Abuse means, that you take too much, too often. "There is now direct evidence of a lasting decrease in 5-HT uptake sites (a marker for the integrity of 5-HT nerve terminals) in human volunteers with a past history of MDMAabuse"

@Flyboy Did you misused Mdma? If you Do 6 month break in between, there should be no longterm consequences, thats what I read

@Arcangelo what was your dose? was it mdma crystal? can you explain more? I also did a session but never achieved a big result. I was just chilled. No insights. no healing. no love. just was in peace and chilled