OBEler

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  1. I tried today the new plugging technique Calmness shared (Thank you!) and all I can say that it really makes a difference how deep you put 5 meo in your ass. Set: normal mood. was not afraid at all. Setting: 20 hour fasting. Had a shit 1 hour before. 7 mg hcl rectal (administered it standing, put it inside my ass up to the 0,4 ml mark), waited for 15 seconds and then sat on a stool. Eyes opened. Trip: Effects came much much faster than the last try I plugged 7 mg. In my last try where I put the syringe too deep up to the 0,6 ml mark I felt nothing at all. Now effects came after 40 seconds. It was an ugly feeling mixed with fear, then the heart beat was rising again and I was breathing faster. It was unpleasant so I closed my eyes because there I can concentrate more on my rapid breathing. I wanted to slow it down but then I realized I cannot control my breath in this situation very much. It was just so rapid and heavy so I let it be. After 2 minutes this heart beating and heavy breathing was over. I opened my eyes. I looked at the wall but it was a little strange like I could see the air in the room? Is this common on 5 meo? But this was too subtle so I dont know if It was just imagination. After some minutes a little wave of bliss came ( but not so strong, like after a good meditation I get these too). This was pleasant and lasted for 5 minutes.
  2. @Calmness to point 1: Leo said fill up to 0,2 ml . And in the article it is said maximum 1 ml. So Leos recommendation is almost the same, go as low as possible
  3. @Username Maybe your substance lands in the rectum area where it can hardly absorb. Next time dont plug so deep. Here is a good thread how deep you should plug it
  4. @Chris365 ok maximum 1 ml not 0,1 ml. Then the only difference to leos method is how deep you put it in your ass. But this is the most important one as far as I understand this.
  5. @Leo Gura I have buyed your syringe, you said put deep in your ass to 6 ml mark. But if I measure 3-4 cm correct, you should put the mark at 0,37 to 0,52 ml, not 0,6 ml.
  6. @Leo Gura Very different. 1 ml instead of 2 ml for faster absorbtion. you dont put it so deep in your ass like in your method (just 3-4 centimeter). This is critical, because you need to place this substance to the anal column, if you put it deeper it lands in anal rectum and there is little absorbtion. standing/sitting instead of lying is better so the substance goes down to gravity and not up to the rectal when lying. you need a closed external sphincter so no substance can leak out ( this point I did not understand, because he said you should relaxe this, but would a relaxing sphincter not be open? I can contract my ass muscles like no one can get in (therefore nothing can get out), would this not be better?? Please clarify) I will try it out, thank you!
  7. @zeroISinfinity Ok I can grasp a little where you at because I was in a similar place. It is not fun. And Yeah, other worldly problems are really silly when it comes to existential one. The price for me: lost girlfriend, lost Job, lost my mind almost too. But it was good in the end, grewed a lot, still normal Person.
  8. @zeroISinfinity you never tried 5 meo. And your last posts are all about going crazy. Are you sure what you are taking about?
  9. @Johnny5 interesting! Great to hear there are other pluggers who like 5 meo low dose. I feel not ready for a breakthrough, still like this energy on low dose. The Problem I have with low dose that under 10 mg hcl I almost have no effects, only one of 5 trips I would say. However at 10 mg my heart is beating extreme(with almost no fear at mind). Can you tell me what low dose aera you are plugging and where is the breakthrough area for you? Do you always get effects on low dose? Would be glad to hear from an low dose plugging expert?
  10. @Raphael same thoughts. people who hear metal are stage red/blue
  11. @Javfly33 Ok I thought that. Interesting. I am also a low dose LSD-tripper (70 ug) and I do a little yoga exercises for 6 hours and meditating in between. Eyes are always closed because I feel more save with closed eyes. Very good but no insights at all What do you do during these low dose trips?
  12. @James123 wow, congrats!! I remember your last posts were All a little Dark Did you went to the Dark nights before getting enlightened?
  13. @Javfly33 lol what do you do on such low dose lsd to get such insights? sitting still for 5 hours? How often did you trip low dose so far? Would be interestin to hear
  14. @Carl-Richard Oh ok sorry I misunderstood you, recently deleted videos? Maybe he grew so fast that he recognized his dillusion otherwise he would not delete it
  15. @vinc3nc there is a big ra therad on this forum 3 years ago. About this topic was talked a lot some years ago
  16. @Carl-Richard you didnt get the joke, did you? he knows very well how no normal people can understand him, therefore he must prevent to not laught during this conversation.
  17. @Consilience waaaaah, nice report! What daily hatha yoga do you do, is there a youtube video you are following?
  18. @Jacobsrw I already said in one comment before but I write it for you again. Ask you this one simple question: WHY did a hedonistic guy like him took ayahuaska? For FUN? This is one of the most mainstream spiritual drug you can take and it is not fun at all. Then for attention? No he kept it a secret. I tell you the answer why you take ayahuaska, most likely because you are on the spiritual path for quite some time. You need to know many spiritual persons hide their spirituality, or are you telling your teachers at scool about your meditation and stuff? This is something personally. Therefore he never showed it in one of his videos. So yes there is no "proof" but just use your head for one time and think about it.
  19. @jacobsrw I just react against illogical assumtions. Why did he choosed ayahuasca and kept it a secret . Everyone knows this drug is no fun at all. He could take any lower drug like acid, shrooms which are far more known to be recreational . That must be a big decision he made and you must be on the spiritual path (knowing or unknowing) to do this nevertheless. Therefore that he is on spiritual path since 3 years sounds plausible. I ask me how you still clinge to this idea that this is made up.
  20. @Jacobsrw So if i unterstood you right, materialism and hedonism cannot go hand in hand with spiritual growth because it reinforces the self. So here is something to think about young boy: Connor had this spiritual growth preciesly because he had this materialism and hedonism too much. He even said in his last videos that this was the main reason he went into depression because this hedonism did not make him happy. So he was in a desperate situation, he had everything materialistic thing possible and he realized this will not make him happy at all, which gave him the spiritual growth he has right now. You see, hedonism and materalism can make you a very spiritual person in the end. The more he was invested in hedonism, the more it was clear how hollow this is and parallel his pursuing in spirituality awakened more and more
  21. @Jacobsrw so what do you have to say for the arguments I gave you? I would be fine if this lost guy connor fakes the video, it just doesnt sound plausible at all to do this and I gave reasons for this. If you would stop projecting your ego delusions on me and instead respond to my arguments this woud maybe turn in a valuable discussion
  22. @JacobsrwAt least I can it more than you. You can do everything with consciousness, so even eating meat and enjoy life can therefore very spiritual. Think about it Another fact is, that not all your acting must be spiritual, lol I dont say he is awakened. But what you said, that his spiritual side is fake because he did not show it the videos before, that is what I want to show you that your conclusions could be wrong
  23. @Jacobsrw sorry but that doesnt cout. I am also a materialist hedonistic meat eater guy and still follow spirituality seriously but only some friends knows ( they also are dong spiritual practices in secret but go party, love soccer games and enjoy life). You must learn that personality of a human is very complex and can have contradicting lifestyles. If you run a youtube business where you sell your created lifestyle as a good looking guy who gets the attention of girls with wearing off shirts, you CANNOT show any sings of depression in front of the camera, otherwise this would be bizarr. Think about it. I know more about this guy in a single video than you stalking him for years. Accept it