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@Nahm I forgot to mention She uses some online therapists already in Japan but many have a low understanding of psychology. It is like watching some low content on YouTube about resolving trauma. Maybe She wants to take your offer(if it is still avaible). If you speak very simple words with her on english She could understand you. Your writing is highly complicated for me to read, I always need more time to read what you really want to say. I hope speaking can Do it for her

You all think that a therapist can help. But She visited many therapists and some therapists damaged her even more with their low understanding.

Ok @Nahm She can just speak some words Englisch but maybe a talk can help What I mean by Spiritual that she is experiencing normal day like being on the peak of an LSD Trip right now. Before She was using psychedelics She said She is naturally on 100 micro lsd. Also She can channel many gods(Jesus, Zeus, Poseidon, Maria, Buddha etc)

@Yali it is not different if you have 5 retreats which you would not count really. When is a retreat a retreat.

@Yali hey man.. I also dont know how many retreats I have done. If you Do solo, some retreats you dont count because you finished too early. So you cannot count exactly

@Nahm I dont ignore the advice for looking for a therapist. BUT there are some problems: - my girlfriend is japanese, here in germany these therapeuts dont really know how to talks to foreign people - my girlfriend is highly spiritual, there in germany very few therapeuts are spiritual - my girlfriend has problems to talk about her traumas, she feels unconfortable to speak her life history in front of a person she cannot trust really (therapeuts are just humans) - we tried 4 different therapeuts already and she had just one session in each of them. It was horrible to say (I was with her) Sorry but germany is not the best country for therapists

Another thing is that you see total blackness in Front of your inner eyes. So black you never saw it in your life. Maybe because your visuals Brain function is shut off then already

boring..cannot recommend to watch it some random buddies decide to do 5 meo. Dont know how much they take try better 5 meo for yourself, costs 30 minutes, saves time

@ZenSwift yes, total normal to me Look for sleep paralysis I experienced everything full consciously at the exact transition falling asleep. Heard me deeply breathing, no control of any body Part. But wait... Your astral body slowly can move This is the door to enter the astral realm

@mememe but how can you heal your Shadows without confrontation and without the side effects coming with this confrontation (panic attacs, vomit, sleep issues)? Is there any other way? Small steps you say, but if you get deep there are no small steps there. She experience every trauma that happened in her life right now.

@mememe hmm but She said, if She doesnt Look now She will loose 5 years. She is too deep right now, cannot speak to anybody, cannot read Text, cannot move. Wants to be total alone, to look at her Shadow. Looking at your Shadow will always be hard and anxious, right? There is no other way than to go to these traumatized Feelings and feel the pain once again over and over until you heal from it.

So She is not doing it right? She wants to look at her trauma issues but complains how hard it is and that she has nö energy for anything right now

@tashadwoodfall will you plug it? Which dose? Synthetic or the bufo frog? Good luck

@Nadosa you are right, she misses security. she panics if she thinks about future. this has nothing to do with psychedelics. She is not tripping since 2 month and she had heavy panic attacks before she had her first trip. Right now she sleeps the whole day

She now says that she is feeling like the peak of an LSD Trip all the time. She is too deep into something to talk to anyone, she cannot speak. She can look at her shadows like an open book and is ULTRA sensitive. She wants to be alone. Anyone experienced this?

@Bazooka Jesus Moin!! I almost overlooked your post Woah thanks for the advice!! She still suffers strongly from panic attacs. It got worse (see my recent thread) How are you, is your microdosing working? Did it reduced your emotional tension and anxiety?

Hello there, is there a recommendation for microdosing psychedelics or taking a high dose of psychedelics against panic attacks? my girlfriend had strong trauma from her past, she was bullied. Now 15 years later her music teacher bullies her a little because she plays not so good and now her panic attacks come back. She takes high doses of lsd (200 micro), it heals a bit but her panic attacks stay What would be best? Is 5 meo dmt a good choice?

Are these perspectives i wrote in the brackets right? Always confusing if you dont write from which perspective you write (I,you, ego, god, absolute, relative, all together)

Can somebody confirm, that I translated right in brackets)? Always difficult to follow... you, I, ego, God, absolute, relative,

@Thewizardking woooah unbelievable. I hope you can vizualize one day

@Aaron p it will speed up everything, yes. But I only can speak of lower doses. 5 meo helped me a lot in many ways. Try it out for yourself!

@Thewizardking how Do you masturbate if you think of a girl? Just by words in your head? I can vizualize her fully naked and can interact with her.almost like watching real porn but visualization is more background I dont See with my eyes these visualizations in Front of me like I would on psychedelics (or like watching a porn Video)

I would recommend microdosing lsd which makes you more emotional unstable but only at the beginning. You will grow with every week. You either Deal with your emotions or you should never ever take a normal dose.

@flume which psychedelics are better for healing in your opinion? And May I ask what your experiences were with mushrooms? I See great Potential here but I must confest, just Did it 3 times. Mushroomes/Truffles trigger deep Emotions

In Germany it is illegal because you cannot drive a car with it. Good reasons, but with alcohol you cannot drive, too.