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@StarStruck why not. People with deep trauma dont care if they die. Perfect mindest of letting go the ego and their trauma

Datura.. Can you use it without Brain damage? Is it for anything spiritual useful? No one recommends it really. I just ask me because datura grows in my garden. I dont plan to take datura, just play mind games. And I am curious Back in europe, witches mixed datura with other substances like Opium and so on. There must be some usage

@Leo Gura truth seeking is masculine energy Love seeking is feminine energy Most men/women here like feminine energy more. It is just more sexy

Why is it possible that such a beast exist on this planet Why does it tricks you into madness.. It doesnt want to be eaten thats for sure

@Salvijus Ok but how Do ou know? Did you experienced for yourself? If I watch Transmissions on YouTube I cannot know if there was samadi happening to them or not

@Salvijus @Salvijus Did you saw my link on YouTube where a fake Guru can blow 1000 people into bliss? Sadghuru has no time for meditating, he is ruling an ashram. Otherwise He would still Do his yoga /meditation exercises

@Salvijus haha of course you can blow 1000 people into bliss and can still be fake. Psychologe of the mass Go to Minute 20 where you can exactly see that everyone can Do that. https://youtu.be/hTfKpAWkgJY

@Raptorsin7 can you be initiated to suryia kriya also online? You went to india to do this? Wow..

@Zaise wtf thats a heroic dose. On Lemon tek even stronger. Glad that you have had such a positive experience even on high dose. Nice!

@Razard86 Man..this gives me chills..just want to focusing on breath...but if I fall apart in 100000 pieces there is no breath anymore to focus on...DAMN!!

@Razard86 YESS!! That I also found out. Focus on breathing during psychedelic experiences gives me so much stability. I tested it many times where my body clearly went to stress mode (loud heart beating, deep feeling in stomach that things go bad). Just focus on breath and after some minutes...Fear GONE! However i never experienced an ego death and this is the most frightening thing I fear. How did you handle a situation like an full blown ego death on psychedelics? Did you also focused on the breath? Was it fine or torture?

@Salvijus I will do it! costs a little but thats how it is (first this engineering course and then you can do the shambadhi mahamudra). Good they do online courses. No power to travel there

@Salvijus is Shambhavi mahamudra online initiation also powerful? When do you see changes? I will do this program by sadghuru one day @BlackhawkYou just sound total depressed. You really need help

@Blackhawk @Blackhawk @Michael Jackson @Razard86@Razard86 - - bug Hey Blackhawk, you said you dont have any childhood trauma, this is highly wrong. Everyone experiences childhood trauma, at least your birth brings trauma to any human. It could be that you simply blocked the memory of traumas which happened to you. You could be mental unstable from the beginning. Analyse why. Depression maybe?

@BuddhistLover in 10 - 15 years an ai developed by Chinese government will rule the Internet. Every suspicious open minded site (like actualized.org) will be censored. I think this can happen

@Blackhawk ok sorry to tell you but you seem immature for your age the more I read your comments. Blaming this forum for your bad experience is one hint for this. Overreacting like losing your Job (police dont know anything about lsd) is another. You will keep your Job for sure, no one loses his Truck driver Job because of a medical emergency. It even not happened at your Job. I am not from your country but still feel you just dramatize 130 micro is a good starter dose. Why you still fucked up must be found in yourself and not in this forum. You just seem too immature for psychedelics

@Blackhawk I know you are a bit in shock, but dont give up psychedelics because of one bad Trip. take little steps. 2cb is more friendly than lsd. Take a break until you feel the call. Start with 2cb again, see how you can handle your fear. and then go next to another psychedelic. And so on until you can work with psychedelics in serious ways You will laught about your first lsd Trip one day if you go on. Right now of course this sucks.. Medical emergency can be anything(heart attack, you hurt your butt..) . You are ok. No one will take your driver license because of an medical emergency

@Blackhawk oh man.. But does the police know you took lsd? In Germany Doctors need to take secret what happend to you. And do you feel normal again (besides losing your Job?) What psychedelics you took before Maybe you are Spiritual gifted (even on 300 micro most people dont react so strong)

@Grant6 it comes in waves but which wave is the highest, you really dont know. Could be the first, second or the fifth wave

@Grant6 haha I am also nervous one day before until eating the shrooms. Directly after eating I am not nervous anymore because I am in for a ride. However before the peak I get always nervous again and after the peak also because I dont know if a bigger wave is coming. This is something I dont like from shrooms. On allad I know when I reached the peak and when I come down

@Carl-Richard now it seems he should have worried about

@Blackhawk ok this sounds really Bad. what exactly was hell so that you called the cops? What was bothering you Why Do you think you will loose your Job because of this? You dont drive in your Job, Do you? You said you already had experiences with previous psychedelics? Then I ask me why you reacted so strong on this substance Some more thoughts on this: You have right now an ego backslash, dont worry you will be fine after grounding yourself. Be Kind to yourself, you did nothing wrong. How could you prevent this anyway, you are in good age, had a good starter dose, good setting, respect for the substance and you reached out help here in this forum. You have done everything right and still you had an bad experience. Now it is time to find out why, take a break from Spirituality and come back again in small steps

@Someone here good to see that you are more humble about solipsism. There Was a time after Leos deleted solipsism Video where some solipsism experts rised out of this forum and spreaded their ideology on every thread

@Blackhawk@Blackhawk I am 36. how was your first trip?

@Blackhawk How old are you? Just curious 130 is perfect for first time. Have a good trip!