OBEler

How do you do that during a 5 Meo session. I personally witnessed on many people that ALL people close their eyes automatically when effects really start. They lie down and close their eyes instinctively. Do you always sit and have eyes open even on a 5 Meo trip? If you lie down you would see just the ceiling.

@Hojo it seems you experienced some kind of "sleep paralysis". You just went deeper because during this state you lost time. During and shortly after a sleep paralysis you have the opportunity to get out of body experiences. Overall a very unusual experience you described.

I ask me which of those psychedelics can improve or even heal heavy depression and what dose would be needed (high vs low dose multiple times): 5 Meo DMT 5 Meo Malt 5 Meo Mipt Ketamin Shrooms MDMA Please answer from your own experience, I know actual studies about psilocybin and Ketamin.

@Hojo I mean the 3 month after this night where you felt death. I asked me how you were perceiving reality in this time and were you fully functioning?

@Hojo wait... you saw not this reality? No objects? For month? Was this permanent same state (dream/ being awake?) How did you survive in this world if you don't see anything. Your body was doing its thing autonomous? What you describe sounds also like coma but you were at the same time somehow functional? Did you work?

@Hojo "I would wake up or realize that I was still looking at nothing and freak out" What do you mean by that? You saw still this reality, objects etc. do you mean you saw that these are just hollow pictures hold in your consciousness? With absolute nothing behind it? Like just a scenery.

@Hojo i had one experience while strong determination meditation combined with do nothing where I was looking with open eyes but after some time I was not there just existence. There were zero experience during that time. I had no perception of anyting. When I came back I saw single frames first and I was surprised that I am conscious and gone before. I lost time how long I was not there.positive Energy rushed through my body after I came back. Is that a cessation?

@Hojo what do you mean with you saw consciousness. And why has it probably nothing to do with shrooms? It's pretty commom to get insights about consciousness on shrooms that's why you take them mostly. Edit: ah thanks for the clarification.

I mean , what does such a trip look like to get free from depression afterwards. Is it just chilling and enjoy a bit energy? What happens normally on such a dose.

What dose and what setting? How deep do you need a shroom trip to be to cure your depression. For example Is an ego death needed etc. Yeah I researched shrooms are very good to relieve depression.

@Cathal Wow, I have a lot of respect for you. Welcome back! Did you get any mystical experiences?

You can also plug MDMA crystals (not the pills!). It's even better than oral, less nausea.

It would be very interesting to see how Ralston gets consciousness on steroids with 5 Meo. He is a special guy so it would be not a casual 5 Meo experience for him.

@Spiral Wizard "Now, he still seems closed around the topic of psychedelics. I know you have contact with Brendan (not sure if with Peter) but I encourage you to have a genuine conversation with Peter about the topic of Absolute Consciousness & psychedelics. Your understanding has grown significantly since your interview with him and I think now you could really speak with him on eye level. Do it!" Do you really believe Ralston would be open for a real open discussion about psychedelics with Leo ? That would be awesome. But the question remains if Leo is ready for a discussion with him.

You will not fuck up. It's too easy. If you really are interested contact me and I will help you.

It's so utterly simple to make a 5 Meo malt vape pen. Just mix malt with e liquid , squeeze the liquid with a syringe in a cartridge. Ready to vape. 5 Meo malt HCl dissolves without heating . This whole process takes you maximum 5 minutes of your time.

@TheGod i am not the one who is depressed I ask for my girlfriend. Women are not so into exercises and hear rock music while doing it.

Commitment is defined to do something no matter what. He is not committed at all. He just like reading and that could stop as soon as he likes something more.

@TheGod the problem is that with being really depressed going out becomes impossible.

@Daniel Balan yes but a hippie can't understand that. He lives in a phantasy where go with the flow and giving up control is something to be lived because it sounds so spiritual and he identifies as a spiritual person so he must somehow do that. It always ends with losing all your money, your relationships and your sanity. I don't feel sorry for them.

It's not a commitment. He just loves what he is doing. If he would not like it he absolutely would do something else instead.

Reminds me of a fight club scene where you give up control while driving a car. It ended in an car accident. If that's what you want then do that, lol.

It works very well on others too. I saw it first hands how my friends had one awakening after another and they basically say what Leo says without knowing him. They got the same insights. Not as deep as Leo now but they are just at the beginning.

Ralston, can you consider to take 5 Meo to see how far you can go? Your experiences with LSD are not enough to dismiss all psychedelics.

Ralston doesn't allow discussions in his YouTube channel comment section. You just can ask a question to him. That shows what's going on. There will never be really a discussion with Ralston.