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That's when the after party starts.

Best of luck to you.

@I_Like_Thing which meaning are you suggesting?

My bad. I meant what are you going to do?

i happen to ljsten to this todayand realized you missed the point. he is explaining where Einstein was in Einstein's thinking,and that Werner H proved there is uncertainty, proving eisteins determinism to be wrong. just thought it was worth mentioning. hate for u to live the rest of your life thinking u cant do anything. ?

the fabric that is everything including you, and that is nothing in its nature and so only perceivable when it stops its nothingness to be anything specific, which is everything.

@Siim Land you go it. Eventually you can more readily see your own nothingness from seeing how nothing is outside of the giant causation. Then you can see that you are everything, so there is never a 'thing' worth worrying about. Then the rebirth, then the causation is malible.

One guys opinion of course. There's just that one decision for guys really. Income to support a family, or do whatever the fuck I want because no one is dependent on me. Do you want a family? Maybe do whatever you want now, family later? Go for both, but it's twice the challenge. You like challenges?

I do all those things. I feel it contributes to the bliss that is my life. It has not caused me any misery or cravings. On the contrary, it has made me notice a world I did not see before.

@Oleg F Dude. Are you in the Seaorg or something? Start looking for somewhere else to work. I don't think you are using the comfort zone term in it's traditional reference.

Ya. I did half ass it with these ' ' though. So at least there's that.

Have you studied epigenetics? There is thought for every counter thought. Pick the one that is on the path you choose. Give a little time to how you think about the things you want to get done. Make it an ongoing game, how can I see the beauty, fun, purpose, growth, etc in what I am doing or will be doing. We're all finding what we're looking for with our perspectives. It's all about how we choose to see things. You could prove I am lazy as easily as you could prove I am productive. It's always up to you.

Eye of the beholder. Even dogs apparently.

@LowPlanetary Shin nailed it. Meditation will show you how to sit still shut up and not react. After a month or so, you won't react to those thoughts anymore.

I knew you would have a great answer! Thanks for that! There is a unique 'comfort' in knowing none of this is ' real'.

There's the simplicity of the unique experience of you being you and taking what helps you on your path from either religion, so the bridge between is actually you. another rando- just focus on the many similarities from the words of Jesus and Buddha. Leave the more obvious conjecture, the dogmas. you won't be able to reconsile the two dogmas, that is inherent in their creation and design. there is only a hell for people to judge others.

there are far worse paths! its all good and good for u!

@jse that's deep bro. high praise. i often think of the that irony

love to hear more about those demons. i am encouraging it so i apologize for that but, guy says he's seen a demon, i wanna hear more.

youtube is an easy entry

A admittedly cold suggestion, but I think it will help you so here it goes- Try posting what you want to say in just a few sentences. Try to write and speak this way. After a while, you will think that way and then, you may have the clarity you seek.

@Siim Land Great thought. There is no 'end'. That's a belief. Transcendence has been my path for about 30 years now. Every time I experience it, the super fuckin awesome sensation I get, is the awareness to the infinity of transcendence. Trancscending one thing is a means to a beginning of another thing. An easy example is money. I spent a lot of my life with a belief that having a lot of money would make me happy. Once I had a lot of money, I experienced a certain happiness from it for a while, but then I saw that it was fleeting. That was my experience of transcending money, so I was on to the next thing to transcend. These days, all of my trans pursuits are of the mind, letting beliefs be beliefs. I gain insight to what beliefs really are the more I transcend. Does this make any sense to you at all?

My buddy always talks about how good a pumpkin spice latte at star bucks is compared to a coffee with hazelnut creamer in it from Tim Hortons. He thinks they are 'all the same'. The thing is, he has never tried a pumpkin spice latte from starbucks. He does not realize that I am talking about an experience, and he is talking about a belief. Please excuse my forwardness if it is unwelcome as color of PD encouragement that you do not find pleasing - Bro- you are far to advanced to not have a spent a few years learning quantum mechanics. You are discussing reality without having digested the furthest it has been examined by the greatest mysticists of all time, quantum physicists. It blows my mind to think about the epiphany that waits you, given the effort and focus you have committed to you path, if and when you apply yourself to QM. There is an edge to all of this that no one has progressed beyond in at least 100 years. It is the uncertainty principle. You could be the "Neo".

If you believe in those roles to begin with, then by default it is up to you to make your choice. People have labeled me in my past as exactly that. When I hear this, I tend to think in terms of the food, biology, neurology, chemistry and consciousness in terms of free will and probability of what leads that person to be saying what they're saying. Does that make me introverted or extroverted? Who cares right?