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Sounds like you're holding anger for something that someone did. Then eating poorly which prevents you from having the clarity to see that you are the one hurt by holding the anger. Not that it's easy to let go of, but in the end, all else is procrastination.

@Socrates I don't see why the universe would be imperfect if I helped someone. Still seems perfect to me.

@Epiphany_Inspired what's the dad like?

I love your post, and I'm just asking out of curiousity given your stance on thinking / logic and enlightenment....has your practice of meditation expanded to nonthinking? Thanks

@harisankartj Each of us are our own reality and what we see in between is projection and perception. Your dreams are your reality minus the consciousness co-projected into space time by other people.

@Visionary I used to have anxiety and manic depression, at least that was what some ignorant doctors diagnosed. Then I went vegan & started excercising, lost 50 pounds, gained tremendous energy and clarity and realized - I'm actually 100% made out of what I eat, and so is the quality of my thoughts. No problems anymore. I have no idea why I didn't see the obviousness of this before. Favorite shake....raw meal w greens protein mix, ice, chocolate milk, banana & peanut butter. In Japan, citizens are required to have a physical annually. If a males waist is over 35", female 31", they receive nutritional counseling. America's obesity rate, 60%...Japan, 3%. If only we all ate what we want to eat. But, then I suppose the competitive factor would be off the charts.

@Socrates relative to what?

@Epiphany_Inspired. it might be easier to let go of your past and then decide if moving is the right direction.

the universe is perfect

On a good note, if things are so boring and purposeless for you now, that reveals you have much enlightenment to look forward to.

@Scholar because that's how we made it

@Socrates To me it seems perfect as it is. There are such larger forces at work. The world has been in motion for a long time. When I see imperfections, I have seperated myself with that very judgement, and disconnected. When I see that all is perfect, and allow myself to change if needed, to accept things, I am reconnected. God is everything. The worst thing you can think of, God is also that. The infinite intelligence that is the substance underlying all atoms, is also God. It is so unconditional that when people build gas chambers with it, it still says nothing. Who am I to hold a focus of imperfection on all that is?

@Socrates something perfect can't be improved.

@Socrates yes, literally, theoretically, that is what it means.

The world is perfect as is.

With this topic, you are focusing on something and asking for advice on how to not focus on it. Simply focus on something else.

@CuteYTDawg Thank you.

@WaterfallMachine Stop discounting it and start learning about it. Maybe I can help recommend the right book. What books have you read about this so far?

i would like to meet intelligent life that doesnt consider us intelligent life.

@Emerald you are so in the zone. awesome.

Reaction becomes creation. Happy for you. The better it gets, the better it gets. You will be shocked at what reality is if you continue in that direction. @Salaam

@WaterfallMachine Reality is everything that collapses into specifics when you observe it. So, knowledge is what you need if you want to change the product of the collapse. Read.

@Rajat Belief is the literal fabric of reality. Careful with those five analogies. You could be 100.

@jse amen. SOunds crazy, but we did come from the stars. And the instant a creature is discovered, it's immediately not an alien.

How am I looking - would be a much more accurate and fruitful question. Never thought I'd say that. It's hard to digest, but everything is made from a substance that is in a state of everything. There's no question on what everything can be. The question or filter, is what you are allowing.