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because youre having trouble with these things, i see you are referencing your past that 'keeps' you from being where you want to be with those things. so yes, absolutely, your past is not existant. let it go and turn your focus to the liberating NOW in which you are completely free to not do the next most probable thing.

play guitar and sing. learn dyaphramic breath control.

there is no subjective reality. belief is just a thought you keep thinking. it is to each of us individually that things like the devil or religion are true because everthing is merely thought and belief. you'll see what you haven chosen to believe. liberation sprouts from this.

reality is literally relative to your perspective. you see and hear and experience based on your attitude and perspective.

@Loreenaif u pursue the truth you'll learn so much that you start to see how there is no end or beginning to be found anywhere. All is God. You also. It's the default. We must keep ourselves ignorant and in a victim mind set to keep seperate from the everything.

@philosogi it seems nerve related. How are your nerves?

appreciate learning of the complexity. look forward to transcending all of it and knowing it was all relative to you all along. you can't skip the path, but you can skip on it.

@Gneumatics Been singing and playing guitar for 30 years. The answer is yes.

You may want to look further into it. It answers your proceeding questions.

@Anna Konstantaki a mathematical theory is made by the consciousness. "Solving" expands the consciousness. There will always be larger and smaller things. They are made by observance.

The fabric of reality is an incomprehensible intelligence of everything that collapses into something specific relative to the observer. So there isn't one reality we are all in. Each of us are real, are each a reality. The stuff between us is not real, not reality, it's God. There is no reason to argue about reality and insult each other. There is no reason to argue about God. We are each experiencing our own legitimate reality / God.

There is free will. Right & wrong are opinions. You are depressed because you're choosing to think depressing thoughts. Thought, then feeling. Listen to something happy and you'll feel happy. Allow the momentum to build. Your problems as you describe them here stem from choosing to believe that you don't have free will. The fact that you chose to believe it should be your proof that you are doing the choosing. Often, people who trip balls until they are practically unconscious misinterpret their pending unconsciousness as a nothingness and derive that there is no free will because there is no 'them'. You typed that, so clearly there is a you. Clearly you chose to type it. If someone claims they experienced nothing, obviously they were still there to experience it, so it's not nothing. Relax. Do something you enjoy.

@ashashlov What do you make of the uncertainty principle?

One thing you'd get from daily morning meditation, is you would no longer have that fear.

@LowPlanetary Hope this helps. Here's how this reads to me: I know what I want. I'm considering ignoring it and listening to other people. I don't meditate every morning, so my inner voice and the voices of others are all on equal ground, making it hard to choose. And the part about you sometimes feeling entitled to a passionate joy filled life when that's really just a fantasy for most - what the fuck did you do this life for if it isn't passion and joy? Seriously, who are you listening to???? Do what you came here to do.

the hallucinations and reality / matter are equally real or nonreal.

This is your life. No one is coming to help you. No one will have the consequences of your decisions except for you. Do what you came here to do. None of this matter is real. You are real. Listen to yourself. Don't listen to others who don't listen to their higher self.

@Scholar If math or anything could perfectly predict anything, there would be no stock market, etc. Giving consciousness properties that you don't have.

Creating a hero simply requires someone to need one.

@Leo Gura Thank you. There was a comment that you made about free will and uncertainty that I thought was on this thread but now I can't find it. You had said something like the universe is a clock, and many decisions we make are in trial and error. (Sorry if that's not accurate, but again, the comment seems to be missing) My question is, is your opinion that we make some decisions, even in trial and error, or that we make no decisions at all because there is no free will at all, only the illusion of it? Someone else commented after you that we don't make a change immediately but we change the trajectory of things. Do you think that is true, in the sense, we make decisions even in that way, or again, that that is an illusion as well and we literally make no decisions? Thanks for being the only person / place I have ever experienced that someone like me can probe deeper and it's understood that's it's all part of the 'process'. Most people get frustrated, so you and this place are very special to me.

@John Flores Are there any steps you can think of that someone could take to experience ghosts or aliens? Actual steps. Like if someone asked for steps on playing guitar it might look like this (instructional): 1. Hold pick in right hand 2. Hold strings down on fretboard with fingers of left hand. 3. Drag (strum) the pick across the strings

Love is the experience of our connection.

Yes

@My_Name_Is_Mud As far as I can honestly deduce, I don't have a belief about ghosts. I would love to experience one. I'm excited about the possibility. @John Flores If you met a millionaire who wanted to see ghosts or aliens, what steps would you tell them to take? (With as much brevity as possible)

@John Flores Thanks for clearing this up. If, hypothetically, someone had ample money, how would they go about experiencing the paranormal?