Nahm

@AleksM DUDE!!!! Immediately after I hit submit, I got the ders message, but for the first time, it wasn’t from you, it was from me. What the actual fuck. If Leo’s been doing this all along, I don’t want to know. Seriously. ? what are we to do with this? I still have no idea.

@AleksM ‘dualistic reality’ , “me & you”, objectivity, and the definitions written & words said therein, are illusory. Reality can’t be defined because there is no one to define it to. Is reality experienced....no...no one to experience anything...no distinctions to be experienced. Same situation. It is. @Monkey-man reality is absolutely real. Illusion is an illusion. Life is not real. Life & death are dualistic illusion. Neither exists, and each only has meaning contingent on the assumption of the other having meaning. Neither actually have meaning. Neither are true. When you see you are not alive, you see you don’t die. Like all words are contingent on the “meaning” of other words, so is it with the very ‘air’ you “breathe”. Living in an illusion we think is reality blows. “Living” in an illusion we know is an illusion is pretty sweet. Being in reality is bliss. The word freedom immediately reveals a lack of freedom, a veil. There is no word in actual freedom.

Really thought about this post through my day today. It seems there is conscious eating or not. If we really look into religion we can’t be dogmatic, if we look into reality we can’t keep believing it’s real, if we look into the self we find the whole, and we can’t look into nutrition and still eat like animals. Applying consciousness raises consciousness. @Joseph Maynor “How would we feel if we were raised by another organism so that it could eat our dead muscles and skin?” - we are, earth wise.

@Ascend 4 different anxiety / depression pills at once and was around 60 pounds overweight at one point. Now, I don’t even really remember that. It feels like someone else’s past. I credit trying pills & therapists, a ton of anger & resentment towards everything, then getting sick of nothing working and realizing I had to do something about it myself, then meditation, exercise, healthy eating, and Leo fuckin with me about free will. ???? @ajasatya I’m glad you clarified ‘not to exercise’. I was going to ask. ❤️?

@sarapr get counseling, meditate and exercise daily. If you’re going to watch movies, pick some up lifters. Just asked my wife for her two cents, she said look to see if the mood swings are the resulting of over eating or overdoing sugar/carbs (she calls this ‘next two days sugar withdrawal), and if so, get a blood test done at each point in your cycle to rule out iron or vitamin deficiency is at the root of uncontrollable appetite. Don’t listen to her though, she don’t know nothin. ?

Nahm is illusion, along with his thoughts, and spacetime. A goofy one, but seriously, an illusion.

The one on the right might be realizing it’s not real.

Reality is reality. Illusion is illusion. Reality never changes. The illusion is an illusion. It get’s clear quick once we’re alone.

@egoless maybe you’re asking why you’re hallucinating all this...?

@egoless the universe is now, and for the simplest, most logical reason & purpose.

@blazed what if, when you did the water experiment, it did work, and you’re ignoring the results?

@Joseph Maynor we don’t all do that.

@pluto Fuck water!!!!! It worked for my whole life! Lol!!

@Parki your dose was bigger than your foundation. Redefine your meaning of research.

@Toby i see. No control over it. You lucky bastard!

Best 5 steps I can think of to creating a guru: 1. Eat for clarity, not pleasure 2. Exercise every morning 3. Meditate every morning 4. Self inquire daily 5. Take psychedelics responsibly

@Toby why don’t you eat meat ‘most of the time’?

@Sagatarius what do you mean by guaranteed? Realize all you’re doing is slowing the illusion down and taking a look inside yourself. So, anything you find, is you. Own it, don’t fear it. It’s just you! No one else can know what you’ll find in you, you just might find a mind crushing paranormal LOVE.

@Joseph Maynor great post. Sounds like you’re focused and making serious progress. Would you care to share your plan to increase your consciousness? - steps you’re taking to eat clean. I think a lot of people would benefit from your level of self honesty here, but may not know how to ‘beat the meat’.

@Toby are you speaking from personal experience? If so, how many days did you meditate, self inquire & not eat meat? (Sugar too if you’re interested in sharing) and you did not notice a substantial boost in energy? a way better night’s sleep? Far less reactional behavior & thinking? shocking increase in clarity? all vitals move towards a healthier happier longer life?

Water is a lot like the brain and the “objective outside reality” belief. The filters we hold in our personal introspection, and the very filters that allow the belief in an outside reality.

@Dan94 You had me at “delightful sense of release”....Here’s a repost of what I found in my own beliefs....as discovered beliefs become total mindfucks... When I realized that all of the western religion I grew up in was not spirituality. It very opposite. When I saw that I am indeed at the root of any suffering. When I realized that not one person (me too) in the world has ever known anything. The first time I witnessed another person walking and talking but yet completely asleep at the same time. literally asleep. Like they had zero memory of this. wtf? When I realized our thoughts change our genes and dna. When I learned that amount of visual muscle does not equal amount of physical strength. When I learned the statistics of the healthiest weight per one’s height. When I learned what false flags are, and that they happened large scale. When I learned of the men’s rights movement. First I laughed at it. Then got mindfucked. When I learned that I was in a paradigm. Still am of course. Thank you for that little nugget Leo. Mind blown. When I learned the earth is giving off a measurable MHz frequency, and I am too. WHen I realized what the lyrics to Fucking Hostile were actually saying, after having listened to that song a hundred times already. When I realized all there is is what I’m aware of. When I realized I am alone. Gripping. When I realized Nihilism is part of a process. When I realized I had been pointing to nothing at all in terms of evidence that I was my body / brain. When I realized that all sound and communication is based on an agreement of meaning by me & the ‘hearer’, and also as me as the sayer and me as the hearer. That meaning is as real as unicorns and fairies. The first time I saw all the light coming from all ‘living’ things. Total mindfuck. The first time I saw someone’s aura. The first time I wrote a song, and I as a person, did not write it. Previously, I thought people said that to show humbleness. Solid mindfuckery. Side note, spell check offers nothing for mindfuckery. (Appropriately) When I first witnessed how I am experiencing the matching ‘frequency’ of me in all things, all the time. That baseline relativity or whatever we’d like to call it. Our ‘vibrational point of attraction’. The first time I saw a ufo. Wtf? “There’s really ufo’s?” Wtf? The first time I saw one with someone else. That was like a double triple mindfuck. We just kept looking at each other saying what the actual fuck. We were speechless otherwise. It just sat there above us. I felt like all three of us where what the fucking really hard. My current most cherished mindfuck is when Leo pointed out that I was conflating. I had never heard that word before. I paused my entire life and looked into it for a couple weeks. Psychics, Reiki, solo retreat, shroomed on it, contemplated. Holy. Fucking. Mindfuck. When I saw that my wife and kids (and everyone for that matter) are the same entity. That mindfuck lasted for almost a week. When I spent a regular Friday night with my friends and experienced how they are all facets of me / the one. Tears of joy and whatthefuckness nonstop. I had to walk down the street cause I couldn’t stop laughing and crying. The first time, in that same respect, a total stranger just checked out and started talking as the one, and then their person ‘came back’ like nothing happened. I’m used to it now, but that first one was a solid two day mindfuck. In my current paradigm, the king of all my mindfucks, is that I have not yet experienced another human, face to face, who is aware they are me, though I am aware I am them. The first time I saw how the illusion is all of the relativity, and how perfectly it works. To realize that it is YOU who is limiting experience is the essence of freedom and the sensation of liberation.

@Joseph Maynor the clarity is priceless.

@stevegan928 you’ll know a lot more after the 1g. Give it at least a week before 2g. Then you’ll know if you’re ready for more. Slow & easy on all that. You can’t be too careful or too over prepared. ??

@Deep Confucius said, “simply playing with the tackle does not make one a master baiter”