Nahm

@starsofclay yeah. Nothing to get pissed about.

@cetus56 ahhhhh nice!

@Jonson Whole like a mofo.

@Charlotte ?

@eskwire Great work! Thanks for diggin deep on the subject for us.

@cetus56 That’s cool! Man, watching the seconds on the right, thinking about Leo when I look at the days on the left. That’s no joke man.

@Applejuice awesome.

@Applejuice The practices are sound. Great to hear you’re sticking with it. I suggest not naming or categorizing the experiencing. Just keeping returning to the neutral state. It’s only gonna get better and better. Enjoy!

@Shakazulu Of course they do, evidenced by you holding the question.❤️ You don’t see they are you, and you don’t see they are showing you how to see that they are you.

Oh ya, and for God sakes man, start listening to Abraham Hicks. Get back to Leo’s videos down the road. Their too intense for you right now. Do one little thing today. One little thing. It will begin to appear less overwhelming. One little thing each day is enough. Don’t underestimate the power of music. If I have even the slightest hint of stress - I wake up and put on a song like Shake It Off (Taylor Swift). I’m a 43 year old married man with 3 kids. It’s a ridiculous thing to do. That’s why it works. Music man. Music. Powerful stuff. Where did your silliness go? Where did your child within go? Where is your ridiculousness? Bring it back.

@Charlotte He’s spot on. There’s no rush. Lol. You’re sweeter than apple pie, and I love you, but...don’t compare and equate a panic attack to death of self. It’s way off and lays negative pipes in your connotation. You are an honest seeker, you are not fucking around anymore, you have balls of iron. Panic attack is the polar opposite of death of self. Be without expectations. Master the neutral state, the empty cup. 24/7. Stomach breathing!!! What will be revealed to you in this part, (the psychedelics practice), is so amazing, so much bigger than the universe, so far beyond “thinking & not thinking” “levels of awareness” - that it simply will not fit in your current conceptual mind. So, don’t bother trying - the outcome will always be a false assumption. Every minute of calm peace is building your foundation. It started almost a year ago for you. Thought comes up - concern comes up - perspective that feels less than wonderful ease comes up - you practice the art of breathing and letting go. It is like learning how to use a light saber, which in your near future, your life will depend on. Take it seriously, but don’t be serious about it. The phase of ‘what you do’ is coming to it’s organic finale. The ‘what you are’ is coming. You know this. You’ve sensed it for a while Char.

@egoless Conflation bro. Sorry.

@Sirius You’re gonna be fine, I promise. There is not a thing wrong with you or your life. It’s all more malleable than it seems right now. One step at a time will eventually change everything, and each step is going to feel really good. You’re gonna get your life back. I had manic depression and was suicidal when I was 20. 20-25 is the hardest age. Help me help you with more info, and switch to pm if you like. Also, you can PM me all day, everyday. I want to help. We’re gonna change everything. I know that sounds unbelievable, but we are going to. No one can stop us. How old are you? Male or female? Do you meditate and or exercise every morning? If yes, what are you doing? If no, why aren’t you? To the best of your ability, explain why, what resisstenat thoughts are you choosing which are making that too hard? What’s your eating look like? What are the traumas of your life? Most of us have them. It’s more common than I bet you think it is, and it’s ok, and normal, to talk about it. What do you listen to? Which gurus / teachers? Have you done epsychadelics before? (Not suggestion now is the time, just seeking to understand where you’re at) You got friends? How many? Do you have a close friend? Are you in a relationship? And most importantly, what is your best guess at what event or events took place in your life that led you to start seeing the world as serious? Who do you love. (Love as a verb. Who do you give love to?) Do you have any pets? We can systematically reveal all the false understandings and you will have tremendous relief. I just made another post asking for help with IPad / Pc stuff. I’m ignorant there. But the inner world, what you need some help with, I know that like the back of my hand. Not one of us knows everything. We get to help each other. We get to carry each other. That is how it’s supposed to be. The practices of clarity & brevity start now. Don’t write pages. Find the point, what’s relevant, and use one or two sentences. This is a habit which will simultaneously clean & clear up your thinking.

@Pablo Neirotti Welcome to the forum!

@Shakazulu Know thy Self. That is the only healthy relationship you need. Looking for that with another is procrastination & falsity.

@dharm4 What are you?

@Slade How do you know if you’re on the right path? Slade. You have emotions. What more could you need? Just honesty, but, you already have that too.

@Ibn Sina Tell him to get his shit together.

@tsuki Fuck ya it is. A miracle.

@abrakamowse Ya. Whoever named it was clever af, as it doesn’t matter. ?

Kind of an oxymoron..?

@Arman You’he gooc. Dcn’t worry aboqt it.

So true.

@Applejuice Doesn’t strike me as a good time for you to start a family, no.

Ya. I hear that.