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@Erlend K That’s what she said.

Not bigger, just free.

@Isaac Ben Awesome report. I appreciate the sharing. It’s funny, the often serious tones of ‘consciousness work’, and the reality that it really is all hilarious.

@MarkusSweden ❤️??

@Ether Right on. Keep rockin man. (Rappin rather)

@Ali123 Yeah, the awareness is currently outward on people and circumstance, turn it inward, find out why you think the way you do about it, why you feel the way you do about it.

@Ether To that place where you take yourself somewhere. Also, I woulnd’t say you have a producer. That’s a good way not to connect with a producer. I think you’d benefit from a producer with skin in the game. Someone who challenges you until you literally can not stand them.

@Ether I’d pick the 5 hardest rap songs and learn them so perfectly well that I begin to believe I wrote them. I’d take singing lessons, and study youtube vocal coach videos everyday to learn about breathe control, diaphramic breathing, the registers, intonation, inflection, the system of diaphragm, larynx, ear & mouth, etc, until you go full circle from where you are now to brilliant articulate singing and rapping, and ultimately back to the simplest of vocal deliveries where the scars & failures speak for themselves oozing into the listener rendering them helpless to your resolve. I’d also master the speed bag to see what bodily rhythm is. If I wasn’t feeling up to this, I’d change my state by having someone slap me accross the face, dunking my head in ice water, jumping in a lake, etc. Whatever it takes.

@Ether Is it a buddy who lays beats & accompaniment down for you for free, or is this a producer - in the sense, their motive is to market your material, they receive a percentage of revenue from downloads & events, etc?

@Philip Great share. Sounds like you’re making a life worth waking up to, and waking up to it. Really beautiful. That part about your friend got me choked up too. Compassion arising. The joke is very funny. “This place is a dream only a sleeper considers it real then death comes like dawn and you wake up laughing at what you thought was your grief. A man goes to sleep in the town where he has always lived and he dreams he's living in another town in the dream he doesn't remember the town he's sleeping in his bed in he believes the reality of the dream town the world is that kind of sleep. Humankind is being led along an evolving course, through this migration of intelligences and though we seem to be sleeping there is an inner wakefulness, that directs the dream and that will eventually startle us back to the truth of who we are.” Rumi

@Ether I like the synth sound from the keyboard, feels like adversity & thick skin from living in a big city. Is this practice / sharing, a demo, a finished production?

Keep the ‘connection’ after the music more and more everyday, just like one might with meditation and yoga. Write & sing for yourself, for the experience of doing it, because you love it. Share it if you like, but realize it’s a byproduct of you living fully. There is nothing you’ll gain ‘down the road’ or ‘if you put a song out’ or ‘if you’re are successful’ - that is even remotely close to this moment of being the singer.

@Ali123 Self inquiry stat.

@Eudaimonia What happened?

Knowing the path (free) and walking the path (free). Saw the one, do the other. See it again, as needed. No biggie man. All roads lead to no one doing. Also, there’s a middle way to be revealed to you from someone who has had none of your relativity (the deep trips, The Only Being direct non-experience) and who is living as you’re interested in living. You don’t even have to find them or look, they’d already be beating down your front door. The direct way and the disciplined mind way, you might say, complement each other in a sense cancelling each other out. Can be very freeing.

http://www.meditationiseasy.com/meditation-techniques/vipassana-the-meditation-technique-of-gautama-buddha/ Keep the spine straight too. Slight forwardness, so you don’t get sleepy.

A priori?

https://www.consciouslifestylemag.com/psychedelic-trip-safely-explore/

@Anna1 THANK YOU.

It seemed that way to me. Did everything I wanted to do in my life. No more fear. Even had an ‘ego death’ on a high dose trip, experienced Being and saw that all is love. Then I realized my whole life was built on evading fear. I think fear is as sneaky as one is clever, so it’s really hard. Such a tight loop. In there all deep and sneaky like.

@Anna1 Nurses are angels. ??

@Ether Pills may be a crutch for one and freeing for another, I really don’t know, but it sounds like you felt you didn’t need them, so congrats on moving forward. You are the peace, we are all the peace. Life’s all finite relative stuff, you’re the infinite peace. This post makes me wonder there are somethings you want to do, to expand, learn, develop a talent or two, etc. What is it? What are those things? If you stay stagnant, it’s numbing, if you keep moving forward then you keep growing - there’s appearance of resistence, but the beauty is the resistence brings out what is infinite, what is you. Eventually even the damn resistence is beautiful.

@zoey101 Fantastic voice❤️

@WaterfallMachine When you don’t know, no one can tell you, once you do know, there’s no one to tell.

@riplo Truth is looking through delusion trying to find truth or delusion, Truth is “looking” so all that’s seen is delusion, until the delusion of self is realized, then all there is is Truth. Insights, epiphanies, revelations, enlightenment, are helpful. Unity is a general Truth direction, seperations are falsities. Or just accept what is and don’t look, since you’re already it.