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@Psyche_92 ?? Nice!

Has eggistential been used yet?

Explain.

@kieranperez Very wise oberservation. Of course it is. All thought is. Unless you are well practiced in awareness of thoughts. But then, you woulnd’t need the practice.

@MM1988 I know dude. I know. The effort is spent trying to keepin it in. It takes a lot of energy to suppress. Let that shit out. If you need to sit for hours, and cry all night, do so. Stop running. Enough. Don’t be afraid of the suffering, the sensations of fear and frustration. Embrace it. Feel whatever arises and you begin to be free of it. It might take while, you might need to do this a few times, or more. That’s ok. Just let the body do what it already knows how to do. “You” just sit there and accept it, and go through it. BREATHE DEEPLY & SLOWLY. The suffering is the result of running from the fear - the sensation in your body. Don’t be afraid. Sit back and relax as best you can, and let your body purge all that shit. And stop telling the same old story, that is perpetuating the suffering. Tell the story you want, have faith in that. It might be blind faith today, but that’s WAY better than the alternative of same old. A day will come, soon, where you won’t rely on faith, you’ll know. And guess what you’ll do then? Help somebody. And guess how that’s gonna feel? Like love.

Let that go. That is meditation. This repeating of your victim story, diminishing yourself, saying others are lucky but not you - that’s all THINKING. Let THINKING go. That is meditation. Or don’t. Keep telling that same story. What do I know, right? Nothing.

I was suicidal. I took a hand full of happy pills everyday for a while. I learned not to blame, but rather to do the work. To look at myself. Then I started telling a different story. Enlightenment has nothing to do with this. Stop using it as an excuse to keep telling the same old story. And for God’s sake, stop looking for people to commiserate with.

I am not triggered. I have no hate. I’m aware that I am the assignor of meaning, so I am not. Are you aware that you are the assignor of meaning? No. You’ve been lazy and afraid. Will you admit, to yourself, that you are assigning meaning, and you have been denying this? Ya, it’s going to be rough, that realization. But you are braver than you know. You can tell another story, and that one will come true. There is nothing to learn here, this is exactly what you’re already doing. You are a much, much better story teller. Perhaps, instead of deflecting your ignorance towards me, claiming I am ‘triggered’ - consider telling a better story about me. Then see that you can do this for yourself. I know that you can.

@MM1988 Listen closely. There is no meaning. There is love. YOU are assigning meaning, but you are one sneaky sneaky being, and you keep tricking yourself that the meaning is coming from objects. It ain’t. All meaning, is coming from you. Stop being so damn sneaky. Without ignorantly projecting meaning onto everything to fit your same old story, - freedom, love. Ignorant is not an insult, is it a state of unaware that YOU and only YOU are making up all meaning. Start writing a different story.

You too. Knock this childish shit off man. If you continue to say “I need a relationship to start letting go of the past and loving myself”, you are projecting that past as a condition. You are intelligent, I see that. You know better.

Stop ignoring the selfishness and the obvious fault in your line of thinking. You know exactly what you’re doing here. You’re doing this to yourself with conditions & excuses. You’ll need to choose a much more mature perspective, conveniently, you are much more mature than this. This victimizing yourself via conditions is not going to make you happy. If you look for love in yourself, you find it. Please stop acting like you look and it is not there. It’s irresponsible of you and misleading to people less mature than you. Enough dude. Enough pushing the past onto your now. Enough. Put it down.

@Nic ??

@Serotoninluv Well stated man. “living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see...nothing is real..nothing to get hung about”.

This could have been called The Eggsperiment. It’s too late for that now though. ? Edit: @Consept Doh! My bad.

@Serotoninluv Let’s get that added on urban dictionary.... “The Black Eyed Baby Bandit”.

@Emanyalpsid Understandable. The nature of eggistence is a complicated matter.

1. Have someone punch you in the face. 2. Then immediately try to pretend you did not just get punched in the face. Truth / Nonduality is not mistakable, like the punch in the face is not mistakable. “Yeah but what about.....what if....this guy says.....you’d have to admit it’s possible that.....this one time I....you don’t know.........anybody could be.......” - clearly you skipped step 1.

@Emanyalpsid Ya. That’s what she said. You are definitly at the right place ??❤️

@Nondescript Nonduality is interesting.

This is interesting.... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dABoQqGhMXk&app=desktop

@Nondescript Wise words man. ?? Glad you came around. Consider, if you like, who else could be enlightened, but you? And perhaps, "our time here" is eternity, maybe such things are not as separate as they appear. Counterfeit in that sense, is a new term for me. Would the word, 'falsity', or 'in false understanding', be somewhat synonymous?

@Nondescript I hear you, and I respect your faith ??. I think the more you look into yourself, the more you’ll find a really delightful, complete, and even infinitely funny, compatibility. “I am that I am”, and “The kingdom of heaven is within”, are of the wisest most insightful words ever written. Not to mention this little doozy...gets me every time!..... "Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven” I like to take that as, he didn’t say, “Unless you get real serious and figure everything out...” I like to think he means, keep it light, fun, compassion, play. When I think about the possibility of the merging of nonduality, Christianity, and what you have overcome in your life - and what that stands to do for others - goosebumps man, chills. Very happy and excited for you.

@Mikael89 Yeah I hear you, but he is him, in his life story. ??❤️