Nahm

♥️?? That I am a conscious man however, is not a feeling. It’s a thought. Love, is what we feel, is what “we” are. There is no thing to understand. You are understanding yourself. You are too amazing to be comprehended. I feel it though, and it is awesome.

@MiracleMan That’s lovely. Time is of the dream. The dream in not in time. Reality is not free of time and illusion, time and illusion are in fact reality - pristine, without a mark. Not a one of us will die, death is of the dream. A choir of laughter in revelation can not be, that infinite humor, is of One, just as you are now.

@Ketki I am not separate from that.

The One can not “take” anything. There is no “thing”. There is no “experience of duality”, that, is a thought, which you - awareness, are aware of. That thought, “duality”, would have to believed, taken as Truth, for there to be, “duality”. No thought is Truth, You are Truth. The thought, is you. The thought is not a separate “thing”, which can or can not be “believed”. “You” / “Nahm”, is Your abstraction, Your thought. There is no “Nahm”. There is no “suggestion”, there is no “becoming” - You are already “completely nondual” - complete, because You are “nondual” - One - THE One. There is no separate “you”, which “relates with” a separate “world. You are not a person who was born into a world. Look to your direct experience of being born, and you will find that cabinet is empty. There is no experience of you being born, because you were not born into a world. The world is within you.

Nonduality = not two.

Evil does not exist “from” the human’s point of view, evil is a thought, evil is the point of view. “I was not convinced” .....If you hold yourself to be this separate “ I “, then “it” of course, could never be “convinced” because the perception that “he” is making arguments against “your” current belief has been utilized by “you”, and has reinforced “your” current belief that “you” are other-than the “evil”. Notice the fragmentation & thinking involved in deducing, the “argument”, Leo, etc. Ya? Who would “One” be arguing with? Wouldn’t there inherently need to be “Two”, for there to be an argument? Are you One and love is this “other thing”, this “separate from you thing” which “someone else” argues with “you” about? What experience have you of reality “emerging out of” something else? “You” make the distinctions (big-small / feminine-masculine / black-white / hot-cold) - without the distinctions, is there still a “you”? ”all the things “we” perceive as negative”.... What experience have you of “we perceiving”? What was it like, perceiving from / as this “we”? What do “you” mean by “it”? What / who is, “it”? What is your direct experience of this - “making sense”? Who does some thing “make sense to”? What is this “neutral”, this “point zero” which is other-than, or, “instead of” love? Perhaps if you can not articulate and describe this “neutral / point zero”, then consider it is just a thought which keeps “you” separate from what “you’re observing”.

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@Vagos ya.

You are conscious you are God.... ”at the same time you can be yourself”? “And experience duality....” Reality is “in front of “you” “? ”Immerse in nonduality (not two) and duality (two).....”both worlds”...? If ”Everything is One”....then what is “the precious personal”? Who “makes love with that”? Who “immerses”, who is “your”, who is “self”, what is “that”? Who “attains”, what are “both worlds”, what is “full” awareness? If you are all that is, why the distinction between “becoming a sage”, and “girls and weed”?

Well, when you woke up in the morning, was there someone else there, someone who had crawled into your ear and participated in your dream..... Insulted you..... Infuriated you......and then left when you awoke? Is it really like that? No. What is it, really? Are there really “parts” of you? Are you really hating “him”? Notice the futility, the silliness, in pretending you are parts, or two, and that your thought of hate is “hating him”. Have a laugh about this. What does it really mean to you to “care too much”? Is that not a justification, a means, to continuing to fragment yourself? Really look at why that particular memory is reoccurring and being referenced now? What is it telling you? What ground work did you lay, what have you been saying to that friend, which led to them knowing you were likely to be sad upon seeing this? Perhaps you’ve been repeating this projection over and over to yourself and your friend? If you like his personality - then you could see that he is not making you anything. “He” “makes” you anxious & depressed? Or - your thoughts which surface when you see him are anxious & depressing? “It's like someone holds up a mirror close to your face and forces you to look in it.” “Forces”...? If you were “forced” to look in this mirror - what is it you would see?

@improvementedward For the meditation, focus on breathing from your stomach, just under your belly button - while sending the “let go signal” to every individual muscle until you feel it “let go”, from the crown of your head, then eye sockets, cheek bones, jaw, neck, etc, down to your toes - over and over and over. Do this while maintaining / returning focus on stomach breathing. Don’t try to stop thoughts, they’re just thoughts. For the mindfulness - everything, every single thing, changes. There is one exception, one thing which never ever changes, awareness. You, obviously, are the awareness, as you, are, aware. Not mindful is lost in the world / thoughts. Mindful is being, awareness of you - that which is aware of all changing things.

@CreamCat Ya. Sure seems like you’re moving though doesn’t it?

@Brant Love is Love, and you are too Brant! Keep letting go of the past in all ways it isn’t serving this moment! ??

@Sri McDonald Trump Maharaj Wishing you clarity and perseverance through this tough point in your life, and resonance with the love within you brother???

@ActualizedDavid We all love you, hope you have a nice day, and feel the love within David! ??

@Amun Seems so obvious now, I’m embarrassed. Thank you Amun??

How are babies made?

@Mezanti There are years of thought patterns (beliefs) at play. There is an identity which has been illusively forged by them. The path is deconstruction of those. Awareness of them is key. Write them down to become more aware of them.

@Mezanti The eyes thing is a reoccurring theme. I believe it’s the mental construct not yet able to surrender, so ‘it’ try’s to make sense of what can’t be made sense of. Essentially, it is the product of repeating patterns of thought, not jiving with the introduction of potentiality or, non-pattern non repetition. Consider using a pen and paper, you might be surprised at what comes when you inquire that way, and it seems like there are some unresolved emotions which can be released, by being expressed. In writing, emotions are released, and because you are writing, and seeing what you’re writing, cognition is involved, and upon release, there are satisfying understands. The on off on off you mentioned, is often referred to as “the waves” when tripping. “The waves” are like the static inbetween two radio stations, as you move from thinking to awareness, and awareness to being / nondual. Sounds like your ‘waves’ experienced were where thought patterns meet awareness, / uncertainty meets certainty, / repetition meets potentiality. Substances kind of “force” past this point. As it was not pleasant for you, the answer would be again, expressing the emotions, so that there is less unresolved activity within your body, and can be more surrender. Awareness of deep, relaxed, stomach breathing, all day, can really help with awareness of thought patterns.

There is not “my mind”, there is Mind. Try to find the edges, the separation - there’s isn’t. Mind ALWAYS has your best intention at heart. Stop fantasizing randomly, and start visioning. You’ll be pleasantly surprised at how mind responds. Though there is no mind, nor causation, and of course, no response. But try it and see.

Yes, infinite, no end. Deep, bottomless. Personality is a construct made of groundless repetition which can be deconstructed, like all other “things” in the light of Awareness. It makes people uncomfortable to express you don’t actually have a personality. Categorically, it’s in there with karma, suicide, God, etc. In the sense, if someone is asking about them, there’s an expression / answer given on their behalf which is not the Truth known by the one answering. Sadhguru is illusory. Confident he’d willfully say the same. To attempt to put his, or anyone’s being into perspective, you need to first see that of course, you are the only one who can be enlightened. “Oneness”, is quite literal.

Just a little counter balance, nothing personal, imo 25g’s is an INSANE amount of shrooms to take. Took 8g once. 4-5 in hindsight in plenty. All depends on the barriers though really. Also, careful with how much shrooms you take after having experienced meo. Consider trying 2g’s first to feel it out.

Is it best to be comfortable...or to stop being comfortable? Sometimes self discipline is exactly what’s needed. Only one could know. If ‘humble’ is forgein, I’d consider meditating just as the Dalai Lama instructs.