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@Nathan J Mundane is unexplainable magic, so limitless and unbound - it is appearing as “mundane”. But mundane is a projection, a mental reduction, a grosse limit. A pebble, is a facinating impossible miracle. But there does appear to be a pebble none the less.

@FredFred I think it will too.

@Serotoninluv She’s aware she’s creating her own reality. She’s aware he is creating his own reality. Why would she want to ‘connect through empathetic channels’ with a man who is creating a nightmare and relishing in the misery of it, when she can love him and offer her perspective of Truth? I agree, they are definitly on ‘different channels’. He has no idea he is creating his reality. Why else would he be lost in stories about things he never experienced, while she is present, creating? What is talking about emotions then, from your perspective?

@sirprize111 You’re misunderstanding the sensations. The truth is, you are enough. This experience, just being you, is enough. The strength you’re experiencing, related to her, is gonna pass so just hang in there. You were vulnerable in loving her so much, so unabashedly. Where you went wrong, somewhere along the line, and probably because you’re young - was in thinking you need her to feel that love. Your sensations are yelling to you “You don’t need her, you want her!” Talk to her, or don’t, cry it out, or don’t, it’s ok. You’re not supposed to know everything. You can forgive yourself for all of it. The minute you accept that you are enough, that all that love was in you the whole time, and still is - you will feel some relief, and that is the beginning healing.

@Yahya Hi. It’s a really good thing that you made this post, that you’re being brave about your feelings and not running. If you keep expressing your feelings, you understand more and more over time. So be patient with yourself, ok? Grade 9 even? I’m impressed. I got there (that bravery) when I was in my thirties. Those sensations, the rushy urgent not so good feelings - they’re happening when you think negatively about yourself - when you think that you are not enough. The sensations are guiding you, not to think in any diminishing way about yourself, not to beat up on yourself. You are free. You are free to think that way about yourself. But, trust me, it will never, ever, feel good. Because nothing negative you ever think about yourself - is true. It’s just not. Those people did what they did, because of thinking negative about themselves, and ignoring the sensations, the inner guidance. It’s not your fault. Everyday, heal, by writing down as much as you can about how you feel about things that have happened to you, how you feel about the people who were involved. Let it pour out. Crying is healing, figuratively, as well as literally. Tears are medicinal. Tears, sensations, even thoughts - they’re all actually here for you. I know it doesn’t seem that way right now, but let all those feelings out on paper, and you will see there is an amazing person there, who can love and be loved. Do you have it in you, to start now?.... I love you....

Serotoninluv: “Come up to meet You, tell You I'm sorry You don't know how lovely You are. I had to find You, to tell You I need You, to tell You I set You apart.” Abraham: “Tell me your ‘secrets’, and ask me your ‘questions’! - Oh (♥️), let's go back to the start - you’re running in circles & coming up tails, while heads are only “a science” ‘apart’.” Serotoninluv: “Nobody said it was easy, It's such a shame for us to ‘part’, nobody said it was easy.” Abraham: “No one ever said it should be this hard.” Serotoninluv: “Oh (♥️), take me back to the start (♥️). I was just guessing, at numbers and figures, pulling the puzzles apart.” Abraham: “Questions of science, of science and ‘progress’, do not speak as loud as my heart.” Serotoninluv: “Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me! Oh (♥️) and I’ll rush to the start!” (Running in circles. Chasing our tails. ‘Coming back’ as we are.) Abraham: “Nobody said it was easy.” Serotoninluv: “Oh(♥️), it's such a shame for us to ‘part’!” Abraham: “Nobody said it was easy.” Serotoninluv: “No one ever said it should be so hard!” Serotoninluv: “I'm going back to the start (♥️)” ” @Serotoninluv “

(Sorry, thought you had it there, now it just looks sarcastic ??).... What is “absence”? Who is “absence”? What was it like when you directly experienced “absence”? Where were you while you weren’t there, experiencing, “absence”? “I would say absence is prior to relative” “Prior to” - is that linguistic? Or do you really mean separate from? Is “prior to” really a separation? Is there a process to which this ‘relative’ “arises” “from” this “absence”? How much time passes during this process? How does that process “work”? Who loves this distinction, “prior to”? But, more importantly, who Loves, vulnerably, openly, unconditionally, wildly - without distinctions? Who is that, or, is that “absence”? (Not for one minute, if you’re asking me) Probably to a scientist, they can “be integrated”. But, only because the scientist first separates them in his thinking. By separating himself from reality, there can be this “absence”, there can be this “distinction”, and therefore than can be this “integration”. A mystic though...ohhhhhhhh ohh ohh ohh ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Magic. The mystic is not separable from anything, he is the magic itself.

Thoughts are fleeting and powerless. Sensations are what you are foolishly “enduring”. I love you, that is why I say “foolishly”, to get your attention, to get you to wake up and realize you don’t have to “endure” anything.

@Serotoninluv Oh ok. Gotcha. Makes sense now. Love ya!

How did you discover you have no free will? What was that like? Gimmy like two minutes before you answer, to make some popcorn. Story time snuck up on me today. ??

Is that a difference?

How’s that workin out?

What’s different about these?

@triadne What would you need to know, or understand, or get from this thinking about the past, to move on?

@yangmilun I am trying to understand your post & intentions and hoping you will help me out. “How to exploit others mental shortcut/defective on business?” Are you using the forum to ask for help with exploiting people?

Is there any worth in “learning” from books, while you’re avoiding sensations which are fueling overthinking? The book is icing on the cake. For fun. What is needed to be understood will not be found in a book. The book serves to inspire you, motivate you, maybe convince you even - to accept yourself, to “learn” about yourself. Nothing is hidden, no book is needed.

You are suffering - then saying you ‘forget to journal’. If you are hungry, you eat - there is no problem. You do not say you “forget” to eat, and then ask people why you are hungry.

“My anxiety is getting stronger.” = “It’s getting harder and harder to keep avoiding”.

@Pouya Fast is one step, don’t forget the all important reconnect step.♥️

@Serotoninluv Because what is ‘levels, realms, orientation, choice, mind body, themes, reality’, what is not ‘levels, realms, orientation, choice, mind body, themes, reality’ ? What is ‘real me’, what is ‘not real me’, what is ‘making choices’, what is not ‘not making choices’, what is ‘illusory’, what is not ‘not illusory’, what is ‘misleading’, what is ‘not misleading’, what is ‘idea of the self’, what is not ‘idea of no self’, what is ‘to me it seems’, what is not ‘no me’, what is ‘distraction’, what is not ‘not distraction’, what is ‘vibrational energy sensations thought impulses’, what is ‘not vibrational energy sensations thought impulses’...? What’s the ‘theme’ of this paragragh?

@Serotoninluv I love your perspective on that also, but, I don’t think she’s seeing levels, realms, rules, will, or pain, I think she’s seeing the suffering of a real being who’s lost the way, because he doesn’t know he’s creating his own reality. When I would compare her to other teachers, I would always wonder, why is she just pretending there’s no ego there?! What gives!? What is this going straight to the sensations & creating thing?! This chick is crazy!

@mandyjw I was just imagining a world where the average woman was a foot taller me, had a deeper subconsciously more authoritative voice than me, was twice as angry twice as often and twice as strong as me, and made more money than me. I was picturing a female president known for openly emasculating men by grabbing their genitalia & humiliating them in front of their peers. Then I was thinking, what if I lived in a world where all men knew war was wrong & vile - but the bigger, stronger, authoritatively positioned women kept on killing men & children, and building bombs that could kill every man on earth a hundred times over. Everything would make sense in this imaginary world if God was referred to as She, “The Mother, The Daughter, and The Holy Spirit”, etc, and the messiahs, prophets and influential spiritual gurus were 99% woman? Could you even imagine?!