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@Shadowraix Sorry to hear man. Keep mind’s eye on Beauty, and she is everywhere, in perfect love & peace. She is the very best of us all now. Let her in your heart.

Do what makes you feel better. It’s not that you are or are not “good enough”, it’s that you would be happier without judging yourself and others like that. Stop and think about this now. You are focused on something that happened 8 years ago. That’s your choice You could’ve chose anything healing, loving, freeing instead. Let the thought stories about what other people think of you go. You’ve weaved them into how you think of yourself. Neither, in any case ever, is true. You are never “devalued” - what you are doing, is believing your thoughts. Be mindful of how you have been inattentive to negative thoughts about yourself. Just notice em. That is enough. Notice you do have the choice to agree, to believe those thoughts, or not. Over time the momentum will shift. Speed it up by loving your self, taking care of yourself, and doing things you like. Be alone for days, see that this is your perspective - nothing to do with anyone else. And for God sake, have a laugh at yourself.

@Rilles You rock dude. Plain as day.

A solipsist walks into a bar.

@Shaun Maybe, as in, your state is out of your control, so at any given time or day - you could be suffering...?

@Pouya It’s the very last bullshit. There’s a full circle where you literally cannot focus on breathing from your stomach.

Sounds like you are using a kind of self disparaging internal punishing motivation model. Check out some Abraham Hicks videos on YouTube. Change your views on money. Leo has a video, The Psychology of Money (I think that’s the title) which is excellent. Check it out. It’s critical not to limit your deservingness. Careful flirting with ‘entitlement’, but self hate is the most limiting ‘force’ imaginable. Make a vision board and discover what you honestly most deeply want. Then begin the adventure from where you are to to that. You create it! Psychologically, there is a function of the brain which thinks from a ‘what society thinks’ perspective. THAT facet is the king pin bullshitter in the brain. The more you ground and root yourself in YOUR experience, and begin to become attentive of when you inattentively ‘switch’ to that ‘what society thinks’ perspective, the more confidence you’ll realize in your creating. If you’re interested in changing these perspectives, consider reading The Six Pillars of Self Esteem, and Loving What Is.......and then Ask & It is Given, and Think & Grow Rich. For day to day ‘pick me ups’ in terms of confidence, changing your psychology & state immediately, YouTube Tony Robins, “Motivational speech’s”, etc. And meditate every morning. Twice a day is much better. If you do these things, in 3 months you will be seeing everything so differently, you won’t even be able to remember how you were ever arriving at your prior perspective. You can never go wrong believing in yourself. You can do anything you set your mind to.

@Pouya “Actual reality is TOO MUCH to handle. The Highest Way of Being.” With regards to that statement, breathing from the stomach 24/7, and loving.

@Pouya That was nice.

Lol. Yes!

@Pouya How do you know?

@Pouya Fundamental practices make all the difference.

@Pouya What is the evidence of form?

The thought you need the ego to live your life in some way is a thought in which the content implies there is an ego. It’s a thought, though. Seems like you’re thinking if you let go, nothing else in life would happen. The miracle is, that it does. Impossibly.

@Shadowraix Great video. The “clear light transparent to itself”. Neat to hear someone else on that. Thanks.

@Zeke lol

I don’t understand.

It maybe seem like your experience of being is similar to your experience of other people, but if you scrutinize & contrast those experiences, you’ll see just how different they are. It’s not the body at play with regards to what you’re asking, it’s your beliefs, attachments, identifications, etc. Transcend it in direct experience of both sides of the duality with food / health / well being.

@Shaun What are you worried about? What do you think might happen? Also, how do you feel about meaning and meaninglessness?

@Zeke An hour of basic meditation every morning.

@FrankTheTank The issue will always be you are literally the only one who could prove this Truth. Always up to you. Love your name btw.

?? You’re amazing Yannik. Have fun.

Great work and thanks for taking time to share! Those experiences and states will contrast others in your day to day, and you’ll dial in more and more. No failure at all, solid efforts imo. Impressive man, keep rockin.

@Truth Addict That’s great to hear. I’ve noticed, and happy for ya man! @BornToBe There probably are.

@Truth Addict @Knock Thanks