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@flowboy Loving your signature line. That’d be a great forum feature. @Fuku (no offense)

Ya but, that there isn’t a second possibility known, points to a deeper truth in the video.

@Mikael89 That’s what she said.

@Bill W Feel for ya man. I think letting go is where the relief is for ya. Sounds like you’ve been carrying a lot for a long time. This book comes to mind... https://www.amazon.com/Surrender-Experiment-Journey-Lifes-Perfection/dp/080414110X And even more so, this one...https://www.amazon.com/Ask-Given-Learning-Manifest-Desires/dp/1401904599 Also, maybe bring some magic into life...dry erase board...what you really want...

@AlphaAbundance Still conscious and aware though, eh?

@IndigoGeminiWolf You already are, with this very post, asking. Whatcha gonna do next?

@Ibn Sina There’s no room in imperfection for perfection, and there’s no such thing as imperfection. Infinite can not know finite, and you can not forget, on purpose. All is the only way it can be, just as you made it. Look for problems, look for beauty & love. Still up to you.

First find the line between perception and world, so you know what you’re actually changing. Then get that if outta there. Might be far less to change than your if view leads you to believe. There’s not really a practice of loa, more so the depth of realization you already are, and always have been. Meditation, first thing, every morning, don’t skip a day. Choose a better feeling thought.

@aniss Notice, you’ve been fine the whole time. You got sick of living in a way that is in discord with what you want and how you feel. What you are wanting is an end to suffering. You are using the excuse ‘I might lose my mind’ to continue suffering. Start choosing thoughts that feel good to you, activities that you enjoy. Twenty two is just about the roughest age imo. This is just where you’re learning the most important thing, is staying ‘connected’ with your inner being, your true self. It is a stage, and it will pass.

Just write your perspectives down on a piece of paper, then write the opposite perspectives next to each of them. Notice, someone see’s it the way you were, and for them, it is “true”. Someone else see’s the opposite perspective, and for them, that is “true”. Seeing perspectives are only relatively true, you can realize you’re in the position to choose your perspective. Let go of the perspectives which aren’t serving you, which don’t feel good to you, by saying - “ok, ya, I really don’t know that...it’s just a perspective”.

You’re creating your reality, right now. From the perspective of creating your experience, you’d put how you feel, first. Any other way is unnatural to you. Perhaps thinking has been at the wheel for a while, and it has become normal for you to believe causing discord with how you feel, is “normal”. In accordance with your own feelings however - it is not “normal”. Maybe you’ve even been believing it’s normal to sacrifice how you feel, for what you think you should do, or worse, what someone else thinks you should do. This will never feel good, because you are creating the experience, of doing what does not feel good to you. How you feel, is primary, and paramount. How you feel is the key. Meditation, every morning. Trust that the benefits accumulate, and don’t have expectations - just find out for yourself. Let go. Keep returning focus to breathing, letting thoughts go. Thinking slows down, momentum slows down. Reactionary thinking slows down. Defensive mechanisms slow down. This all begins to be seen, with increasing clarity. What feels good for you becomes clearer. Discover the inspiration is there waiting, and always has been. Take the time for you, first thing, every morning. Thoughts are like clouds, seeming to block the clarity. Meditation is non-doing, relaxing, letting go & allowing the wind to naturally clear the clouds. Let go. Let go. Let go. You are an artist & artistry, a creator & creation, a painter - painting a painter’s experience. You are the painter, the paint, and the canvas. You’re choice of thought in alignment with feeling, creates the life you want. This mechanism can not be seen, as “it”, is you. You are intrinsically a creator. Your being, your existence - creates. You created the universe, you are creating the universe, you are creating your own experience of the universe. The universe, is guiding you, and bringing you everything you are allowing in. You are not separate from the universe, you are the universe. The universe is not separate from you, the universe is you. In proceeding with what doesn’t feel good to you, you create the discord with your sensations, which are guiding you - the universe, your source, the whole of you - guiding you to what you are wanting. Experience ‘disconnected’ from the whole of you, in ignore-ance of your sensations, does not feel good, and is referred to chronically, as fear. Proceeding on a path that does not feel good to you, does not feel good to you for good reason - it’s not what you want. Going against the grain, between feelings & perspective, trying to force them to jive when they just don’t, doesn’t work. You can ‘make it work’, you can wrestle & effort things into place - but at the expense of how you feel, and always with a thought story of a better future in mind. There is no ‘future’, there is only now. With daily meditation, and choosing the better feeling thought through out the day, the thought aligned with what you want in life, you’ll begin to feel the profound difference between ‘emotional effort’, and inspired action. This will change any, and every, life. There’s only this moment, time is not passing. This moment, the universe ‘around you’, is entirely spontaneous & responsive to your feeling and the thoughts you choose. There’s no rush, no where to get to, no ‘better time’ - nothing worth putting ahead of you & your dream life. It’s always, now. All that appears to change, all that comes and goes, does so in your awareness, now. You have never experienced anything, outside of your awareness. All you have ever experienced, all there is to be experienced, is your own magical, ineffable, awareness. What you’re choosing to focus on brings more of that into your experience. When you focus with the whole of you, aligned with the guidance and intelligence of feelings, your reality begins to change in accordance with your desire. Reality is not separate already, and reaction & response, are beliefs of causation. You are the source of this moment, this universe, and everything in your life. If you believe you are reacting, that is a thought you have chosen, which does not feel good, and is not true. Let it go, and create - you’ll begin to see you have been the entire ‘time’. Notice the simplicity of this, and that it could not be any other way. You chose online, this forum, this post, for a reason. You’re choosing to continue reading this right now, for a reason. That reason is known to you intuitively, not quite yet logically. Something isn’t fitting, isn’t adding up, and you’re looking to understand what that is, why that is, and what to do about it. Get a large dry erase board, and write “what do I really want?”. Start writing and putting up anything that comes to mind - anything that feels good to you - anything. This is your board, your life, your dream - no one else’s. In doing this, you are drawing upon yourself - bringing great feelings to the surface. You’re going to be amazed at how things come together, and more so - at the realization that they have always been coming together - perfectly - all along. You will recognize this, and naturally begin to think less, and allow more unfolding of what you want, in more trust, and a deeper willingness to let go. The mind seeing this, on the board, is entirely different than ‘in your head’. This leads to more ‘being in the now’, more realization - you are this ‘now’, where you are creating. This leads to more focus, more inspiration, more genuine enthusiasm, more synchronicity, better and better feelings, and better and better things unfolding. As you go through your days, feel the peace of meditation with you, further and further into the day, with every day you take that time just for you, first thing, to let go. You’ll realize deeper sensitivity within yourself, in awareness of thoughts in alignment, and thoughts in discord. You’ll see, in the most mysterious, miraculous ways, the power of choosing thoughts in alignment, creates your reality. You are doing this, right now.

Meaning is already being. You are being. Believing they’re separate, is how you’re creating meaning. Nothing to worry about, see what I mean?

@Nicachi You are so beautiful. Sometimes it’s too much for me too.

@Joscha Or, you don’t know any of that. That’s possible, available even.

@Mu_ Never saw it. ?

@Courtney ?

You’re good now. You already know what not to do.

Tell him that. Also mention, nobody loses a job who wants to find another one, and doesn’t. Ever heard of that guy who lost his job, and though he diligently tried, he went the rest of his life never finding one? Me neither. Most people find a job they like more than the last one. From his twenty five years of experience, he could write on a piece of paper what he knows he doesn’t want, helping him to write down what he does want. The odds of finding a job soon are about 95%, and the most important thing at play, is perspective.

@JonasVE12 Death is hearsay, a wive’s tale which you’ve established as your belief. You’ve no direct experience of death.

Welcome!

@JonasVE12 You’ve exactly as much direct experience riding unicorns as you do death. Make a post about riding unicorns though, and everyone will think you’re nuts. What surfaces is the value of what everyone else thinks, and the degree to which thinking about it veils you.

@okulele Nice ??

@studentofthegame Write what you want in this life on a dry erase board.

@studentofthegame Yes, it’s a very useful sheet. I’d use it to realize some things we’d swear were true, are only perspectives we hold onto in misunderstanding sensations. Maybe use the sheets for a few months, and then move on to a dry erase board and your life’s dream.