Nahm

Doesn’t matter much to me if you do that or not. In any case, I’d suggest letting that go. In this moment, it’s a condition. A belief in a ‘thing’ or experience you need for happiness. Happiness is under, or prior to beliefs & conditions, as those transpire only in thinking. “Ego death” does not equal any kind of actual death. It is the seeing through your belief in death. The revelation of this, when you know this to be true in direct experience rather than thinking / believing, is known. The revelation of course, is that there is no “death”. It is not something which ever was, or existed. This is why people say they are “in awe”, or “reveling” in the beauty of existence. It sounds like you are describing a psychedelic trip, in which you took enough to dismantle / deconstruct the majority of beliefs about who you are...but not enough that all of them deconstructed. In any future endeavors, do proper research. It is not then. It’s now. Focusing on the past in that way is clearly not serving you, and you have had enough of that. Allow the proper wanting & orienting to the your wanted future, with the dreamboard. It is not “so deep embedded”. There isn’t any actual second prior to now, there isn’t any second following now. It’s just always now. If any concerns seem to be from a past, they are not. Carrying that weight, carrying that concern, is called “carrying”, because you would literally have to carry it “into” the now, carrying it everywhere you go, for it to seem like it “from the past”. You can let it go. “It”, is a thought, right now, and that is all. It is up to you to begin choosing to put your focus toward what you want. You’re free to, always. No one could ever take that freedom from you. It would not be possible. The more you focus on it, the more you repeat it, the realer, the more “here now” it will appear to be. If you were to drop it now, in a month you wouldn’t be thinking about it at all. (Because you let it go). Always up to you.

@zeroISinfinity Be as little children.

@Beginner Mind Yeah, I wouldn’t do that either. ☺️ The comment is about creation limiting beliefs, not psychedelics.

Ok then, I’m callin bs on this belief. ? Not suggesting you should do them. But man, let beliefs that don’t serve you go. Change that vibration. “This place is a dream. Only a sleeper considers it real. Then death comes like dawn, and you wake up laughing at what you thought was your grief.” ~ Rumi (It’s not “poetic”, it’s literal)

@Nemo28 I don’t believe you. ?

Just one awakens, and that is enough.

What a gem. ??

☺️?? I’d even go so far as to say, this is when one arrives to the party.

Add to the dreamboard. Crack the “line” open.

@Prevailer Strange loop.

♥️

@diamondpenguin Good, thanks. Dreamlike. How bout you?

The challenge is inherent, in that books and teachers are all pointers to. None can actually tell you the truth, as you are literally the only potential decoder. The game is already afoot.

Let’s return to the topic.

@zeroISinfinity Made pizzas yesterday, from scratch. HUGE mess. Wife & I cleaned it all up together. Was twice as easy, and ten times more fun. Sadhguru often speaks of this “togetherness” too. I don’t know if he’s awake enough though.

@Emerald The duality is in the comparison. The demotion is in the comparison. The effort is in the holding of the beliefs to support that belief, not the actuality. The actuality is purely effortlessness. “Just sayin”. Not trying to be argumentative. At the same time, I agree, don’t rush anything. ??♥️ (This comment is not relative to the previous comment about trips.)

@Beginner Mind Is that mic stands and stage lights behind you in your pic?

@zeroISinfinity It’s all good. That’s interesting & relatable btw. I haven’t had geographical sense of direction for a while now. No chance, even where I parked my car, zero ‘data’ bubbles up. It’s a funny thing though...relying on GPS to find it. The irony. It just keeps ‘working out’.

Yep. @PlayTheGame

@mandyjw Wearing it now.

@zeroISinfinity Chill and lend some patience to the phase, bud. It is Good, perfect. No problem at all. Same for ‘your’ phase, same for ‘my’ phase. No problem. God bless experience. @VeganAwake That’s super cool imo that you chatted with those folks. Had to be pretty interesting, even if it was perhaps interesting in it’s ordinary-ness. Sometimes that’s the coolest experience. Good for ‘you’.

@mandyjw Interesting. At the time it was no shirt, as I’d just taken a shower and hadn’t put one on yet. But literally, the soap, was lavender. Lol. You’re psychic!

@electroBeam Reality is a ‘solid’ feature of reality, loopy-pants. ?

It is hilarious. Also perfect in transcending paradoxes.

Just for fun, try that minus the concentrator. Write the question, focus on it, and then literally let it go and just go do the funnest thing that comes to mind. Literally forgetting the question. Just saying give this a go. Absence is a heck of a ‘deconstruction’. “Give it to God”, maybe God “gives it to you”. Forgetting & remembering. Full Send! Full Receive! So sweet. Love ya.