Nahm

What we want and do not doubt does appear just as she did, just as you’d hoped, because of your alignment, your feeling good if you will. But when we attempt to turn what we want into what we need… we have returned to doubt. Doubts are just thoughts that come & go, which starve and die without your attention. You are the bringer of fun which never comes & goes, and you know it, and that is very attractive.

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Pure ismless beauty.

“When you make the two one, and the inside as the outside, and the outside as the inside, and the upper as the lower, and when you make the male and the female into a single one, so that the male is not male and the female not female, and when you make eyes in place of an eye, and a hand in place of a hand, and a foot in place of a foot, and an image in place of an image, then shall you enter.“ - Jesus

@allislove ?

Respectfully, you don’t, won’t, and can not ‘find yourself’, you already are yourself. ‘That there is nothing to do’ isn’t what resonates negatively with you, the thought of the separate you resonates ‘negatively’ with, you, goodness, awareness, no thing, the creator of purpose, which is whole. Respectfully love, never do you say to yourself. No one has ever experienced that. That is what feels ‘off’, because there are not two of you. There are not others which are you. There are not / is not others and a you. How about loving, being the goodness you are, and helping others, and focusing on your goal(s), or that which you desire to create & experience? The prison of the mind is the believing of the thoughts… this way or that way… should I have my cake or should I eat it. Of course not. Applying goodness is a goal like believing a you could become enlightenment, or attain or achieve it. It = you already. Goodness as a goal is the belief you are not it, are separate, the “separate self”, who’ goal is goodness. If you want to conduct goodness, conduct goodness. If you don’t want to, don’t. If you want to be kind, because of how you feel, be kind. If you don’t want to, don’t. A goal is not avoidance (so I don’t… x, y or z). Avoidance just is avoidance. The motive of ‘not falling into depression’… is focus upon depression. The inspiration of creating the life you actually desire… is focus upon the life you actually desire. The first step is complete acceptance with what is. Letting all conditions upon this moment go. The more you do, so to speak, the more it is realized there is only ever this same ‘moment’. Pure magic! ‘This M’F’ing “moment” literally becomes what you focus upon’. “This Moment” is Unconditional! You can have, do, be and create - ANYTHING! Avoiding depression…? Is that the experience you desire? Avoiding depression!? That slap was so good she slapped the ‘R’ ‘E’ right off the wall! Slapped the re-producing the same shit right outta that lady!

@Godishere It’s not a disruption. It is ‘still’ the flow. There is no more a you imagining than there is a you taking or not taking a psychedelic, having or not having free will, making or not making choices. The sneakiness is smoother & deeper than Barry White, more circumventive than OJ’s dream team, and more cohesive than the Manitowoc County judicial system. God=Absolute. Is.

God (some other thingy) didn’t. You (God) did (still are), effortlessly, and without noticing, simply via focus. If focus of unobstructed desire were on being an astronaut, you’d be asking why God created the moon, perhaps not noticing you actually did (are right now) ‘along the way’ so to speak. Exactly like you’re creating that there is a nahm right now. Or not maybe. Dunno. Either way really, what a trip.

Being present now, aware ‘my mind’ is just as it appears, a thought. Stating what you want to create, vs believing ‘you’ have a ‘problem’, or that ‘your mind’ is the ‘problem’. Hopefully the ‘prison’ obstruction vs creativity flowing is noticed in this regard. Entertainment value…maybe? Notice the difference in regard to feeling. Stay focused on the point (creativity), vs using a nonexistent me as a distraction. That’s low hanging fruit for the creator. What’s happening is real, but the separate self in thought is not. It’s exactly the same as thoughts about a unicorn… there are the thoughts appearing, but there isn’t actually the unicorn. That there is relative, existential and or absolute is an exceptionally unique dogma… a false dichotomy of reality which supports there being the you which knows these thoughts are ‘real’ or ‘true’ things. But all thoughts just appear and are not known by a separate knower. The knower is (quite literally) “the known”. Stop and point to the separations you’re stating are true. Notice they aren’t actual. If you met someone who firmly believed in unicorns, you could request they point to it, and they’d see that they can’t because it’s just a belief. Same for the subconscious. The believing you’ve been knowing & talking about these things is the facade or falsity or ‘the separate self’, “the one who knows”. But it’s just thought attachment, and really, not even (no one attached to any separate thing). The point here is creativity, and ‘getting out of the way of it’. If you consider these beliefs and dogmas to be like a hand holding a cork under water, what happens when you let go?

Me neither. Right. Me too.

Not two. Adding a ‘you doing’ layer of thought narration is like taping newspaper cartoons on an 8k screen. Presence is whole, undivided, mysterious & mystical. You’re already absolutely free to do whatever you want. If you want, you can even focus on thoughts about how you’re not free. Thoughts about wether or not there is free will, etc. When thoughts about you being or feeling guilty arise… the experience is actually simple. It’s nonsensical thinking, since there’d have to actually be two of you for it two make sense. Sense is short for sensation, as in feeling. If you want to feel love, think in ways that make sense. Ways which are aligned with the truth of direct experience. The direct experience is that there are not “two you’s”; awareness of the thought… and the one the thought is about. Thoughts that make sense feel good and are creative, and do indeed create, and are indicative of the creator, love, nonduality (not two). If you look at the sun directly, you turn away naturally as not to hurt your eyes. If you put your hand on a hot stove, you pull away naturally as not to hurt your hand. But when thoughts about yourself arise which don’t feel good, they are being focused on & believed. The way of doing this without noticing is filing this into a categoric label, “guilt”. Yet, when you choose better feeling thoughts, it is as if the universe is literally made of love, and just welcomes & embraces you into it’s magic. Then, matters like “doing”, “you’s”, “being”, etc, just don’t matter. Passion, purpose & doing, or patience, silence & being, always the 8k of the ineffable one. You are so free in fact, that you can always choose a better feeling thought. You are so free, that you can even focus on the thought, that you can’t choose a better feeling thought. True freedom. Focusing on stopping something is feeding focus to that something. (Rumination instead of conscious creation) When focus is upon something else, there is then there experience of something else. (Conscious creation instead of rumination)

Presence. Write down anything you believe you need. You could even write down “not needing”. That get’s the thoughts ‘out of your head’ and in front of you, so you can take a look. Then look around and notice everything you wrote down that you need, you don’t have, and you’re fine. Anytime you believe the thought “I’m needy”, inspect it again.

@roopepa Awesome.

Why you always we’ing? Whose point is that really? “I don't think I am laying in my bed right now hallucinating stuff. Although that's just a belief. I can't know. Unless you are lucid in the dream.” An I definitely can’t know, and a you can’t be lucid and in a dream. Lucidity is the absence of an I and a you, and a dream.

This. ⬆️ This is boring. Telling the story of yourself, carrying that story with you everyday. The story of the separate self. The “normal person” lol. Your telling of the story is your own recreation of your prison. No story, no prison. There isn’t “your creativity” and “his or her creativity”. Have a look around. That is creativity. It’s not “your’s”, it’s YOU! But you, are telling a story about a you. A “you” which “has” writer’s block. That is how creative you actually are - you actually believe the story! You’re defending the story of you while asking how to be creative - Amazing! “Don't assume what's easy for you is easy for others. It's obviously not the technicals which are difficult (to go open the fucking laptop and software and play around), but rather the resistance of the mind and all the negative subconscious meanings attached to it.” That’s just a story. The story of the me & others. The story of “the subconscious”. If you’d just slap a place & a character name on that story, you got a hell of a song you already created. There is no lack of creativity present. Just stories to the contrary. Don’t believe your own stories, just continue effortlessly creating them.

The feedback is a loop, between mic & amp (or guitar pick ups which are mic’s, & amp). The effect of the intensity of the loop is in the contrast; awareness that awareness is not in a loop, which would be thoughts, or, a self referential thought loop (a belief). Similar effect compared with psychedelics, and the Heaven or hell therein, upon clinging, or letting go, of beliefs (self referential thought loops / feedback).

How does an awakened being experience decision making ? By appearing to.

Something has to change, undeniable dilemma - boredom’s not a burden anyone should bear. Constant overstimulation numbs me, but I would not want you any other way. It’s just - not enough, I need more, nothing seems to satisfy - I don’t want it, I just need it - to breathe to feel to know I am alive. ? ✂️ But I’ll keep digging, till I find some thing. ✂️

The ‘lesson’ is that there is only now. Which is not really a ‘lesson’, just, what is, or, what’s actual, that which will never change, or most simply, you (minus the story about yourself, a past, & a future). The past is not what’s happening. Focus on thoughts about a past is what’s happening. The mind wander’s in avoidance of feeling. The bridge, or way this repeats, is believing the thoughts, specifically that the past is actual / happening. The other option is not avoiding feeling, but expressing it. Self Referential Thoughts. ‘They’re’ about a you in a past. But you are presence. When they arise, focus on relaxing the body and breathing from the stomach. Expressive Journaling empties this discord out, and goodness fills you up. More thoughts never resolves more thoughts. Subject Object Thoughts. They’re about there being two, which there isn’t. This is how one ‘runs from’ feeling... via thoughts feeling is separate, as in ‘yours’. These are good feeling ‘connective’ alternatives for focus (instead of thoughts about yourself being separate, in, of, or bound to a past.) Grounding. Having An Inner Smile. Lovingkindness. Seeing Yourself With Love. *This is not clinical, medical or psychological advice from someone with a degree or any certification whatsoever. **There is no implication intended here such that your experience is invalid or being denied. There is the intention here, the message, that you are not separate, and every thought which does not feel good to you, is a thought about that you are, separate.

There is no actuality of ‘during the experience itself’ (that thought arises now) . Point to how ‘this experience’ is not, or is separate of, ‘that experience’. Self referential thoughts arise, and believed, there does seem to be that which I experienced & this which I”m experiencing.

@FoolsGold Ya. Just needs to slow down.

Welcome home

Not. Two.

How do I stop an addiction to excessive theorizing/thinking? Meditation. Self referential thinking. Expressive journaling. The emotional scale. Self Inquiry Grounding. Having An Inner Smile. Lovingkindness. Seeing Yourself With Love.

@mandyjw Omg yes. Even the attachments are made of love. Obviously.