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@roopepa It’s all good.

Dispel those beliefs in separation. Try pointing to the ‘stuff of thoughts’ (like “a thinker”) to distinguish, or rather apply clarity to, thought narrative overlays vs actuality. Inevitably, the practice is adopted and those are realized to be just thoughts about nothing.

You already are, via focus. The current lens of focus is “my problem”. Focus instead on the solution, on what you do want. You won’t find “the filter” per se, as ‘you’ is the lens & filter. Scrutinize that belief / projection / assumption. Be aware of strict dualities, this or that’s, held in mind. All seems black & white but is entirely always in actuality grey. The black & whiting is only in the thought, while reality is an apparent continuum without distinction or separation. It’s not about looking for new, or ‘right’ beliefs. It’s about more deeply inspecting & realizing what is already the case. Adopt the practice of daily morning meditation, to allow the layer of self referential thinking, “me as the thinker & doer”, to fall away in deep relaxation. Be more aware of your vibration, how you feel and why. Make a dreamboard. The universe exists only for your experience of it. Have fun. That is “the secret”.

That there is delusion is said from truth, and so is that there is not. Similarly (literally the exact same), that there is nonexistence is said from existence, and so is that there is not.

Even if you feel like crap and your health & well being deteriorates, at least you have that you’re right about those people.

IMO (not me), If Enlightenment/Non Duality (me) is a brain state (not me), then its not really Truth (me).

@Dodo What is the question.

Realizing there’s no people tripping & thus reasons people trip is projection. What’s “I”?

@Dodo Who doesn’t know too.

@Dodo Who knows God knows.

… let go of my contingency upon healing.

Who knows.

Yes, literally. There is the believing of thoughts / the absence of the meditative mind kind of ‘others’, or ‘mental othering’, and there is the metaphysical actuality of seeing as ‘other’ bodyminds. The literal visual seeing of “your” bodymind through / from “their” bodymind. This is not a “radical state of consciousness”, this is, so to speak, what you’re already literally doing. Further, and again minus the dualities implied in language / communication, you see as “them”, with & through “their” fears, hopes, dreams, desires, and relative notion of identity etc.

Where are you thinkin evil is when you’re not creating it? @Godishere “My survival depends on lying and manipulating”. My good man, you have been lied to and manipulated into that philosophy, via your own slumber of willingness to be. There is no “survivor” that horseshit is about. That is the lie, the manipulation. You are not a pawn Godishere.

Where is it without your finding of it? Kind of a mind bender… isn’t it so?

Natural effortless real Inspiration is uncovered by recognizing how motivation (motive) and ‘the separate self’ of thoughts ‘works’. Self referential thoughts feel off and drain energy because the mind is at odds with what feels good, which is synonymous with in-spirit-ation and energy. Learn how to ‘Get out of your own way’, rather than continuing the self combative motive path, which isn’t working. As a nice bonus you feel amazing and enjoy doing whatever, without any sense of pressure or time. (That stuff is all self ref thoughts). It seems like when you’re talking about yourself it’s just obviously correct, because you are that particular bodymind. Until you adopt the practice and inspect & liberate.

Again, minus the duality implied, yes, always.

Psychedelics give me temporary after-effects of confusion The confusion is the hindsight thinking... that there is a you (a thought) which took a psychedelic (belief/not you). It’s not ‘wrong’, just confusion.

@Godishere Apostrophes are used to more clearly denote a subject and object relationship, of possession.

Tej could not be more authentically spot on. As God, when I am doing my sessions so to speak, sometimes it is with God, again so to speak, a self realized person, and we are just ironing out some kinks, some old thought patterns or beliefs. Then it is fine. Most often, so to speak, I am talking with a yet to be self realized person. In this case it is extremely misleading and introduces confusion unnecessarily. Are you God? Yes, of course you are. Can it be said in truth? Of course not. There is no I which is God. Nor is there someone else there which it is said aloud to. It’s really contingent on whether God is still believing in and thus projecting upon separate selves. As unconditional love, God never diminishes or demoralizes. God is knowing only of gods perfection alone, and even that is saying far too much.

What you are reading from the book is spot on. What you are misunderstanding is that there is literally no guilt. The world literally is the playground. It does not seem like it if you blame the world. Such as the world could make you mad, the world could make you sad, or the world could make you corrupt. If you are experiencing this, recognize this is reactionary projection, and when you experience the reaction focus on breathing from your stomach, and experience the reaction without reacting in terms of behavior, actions, and words. Only if then is it clear the reactionary projection was the averting of feeling. Not sure where you could be coming from on the course in miracles being different from what pretty much every spiritual teacher is saying. That’s very odd. A course in miracles is a fundamental staple of spirituality and non-dual theory, as much as and synonymous with the immutable laws. As to why you are worried about nothingness, and some kind of loss, like fun etc., it is because you are seeing material which is opening your eyes to the truth, so misunderstandings and beliefs you’ve been holding are coming up and out, and being projected onto the very material which is helping you. Your idea of nothingness is not the actuality of nothingness. It’s an idea. Nothing this is far better and greater than any thing. Nothing / not-a-thing is appearing as all “things”. Yes, it makes perfect sense. It is almost word for word what just about every spiritual teacher is saying. Specifically, if you have not heard of or listened to Rupert Spira, definitely check him out on YouTube. His teaching is basically synonymous with course in miracles. If memory serves, that book talks about doing one thing at a time, presence, mindfulness. Doing one page, or teaching, in one day. Try to abide in that rather than thinking ahead. Get your meta bang for your buck.

There is not typical and non-typical solipsism, there is just solipsism. Try to disprove Mormonism. You will realize quickly ism denotes belief, conjecture, dogma, a way of thinking. That you cannot come up with the most beautiful poetry that has ever manifested is a limiting belief. In honesty, you don’t know what’s gonna happen five minutes from now. Seeing is not happening in your perspective. Perception is perception. Thought is thought. Notice you cannot think perception, nor can you perceive thoughts. Awareness is directly aware of thoughts, and directly aware of perception. Then notice there is no duality or separation between awareness and thought or perception.

@evolving55555 Sadhguru is spot on. It just depends if you’re coming from the perspective of separate selves or not.

@machiavelli Ya, minus the dualities implied. Even made a video about it.

@iboughtleosbooklist ?? Waking up is not terrifying, it happens literally every single day. It just isn’t noticed, because wakefulness is appearing as, and veiling itself as, the activity of thinking. If you don’t like how an idea feels, don’t hold it. You wouldn’t hold a hot coal in your hand, because you would listen to the pain. Meditation is the letting go of the hot coals, listening to the suffering.