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@fopylo That is definitely a ‘real’ thing. Egyptians called it ‘anking’ or something close to that. I think the only missing component to what you shared is realizing the energy goes up & out the top of your head, and then downwardly around you and back into you in all directions. It does have an odd ring to it, but she can do this too, and the two of you can simultaneously, and the word orgasm doesn’t do it any justice. Fortunately, it takes some practice to tune in & feel the subtle energy, and then it gets less and less subtle, in the best possible way.

You can’t stand what she says, yet take issue with ‘the silent treatment’ / her not talking. Only when it is inwardly admitted that you’re hurting yourself, everything changes. Know your power by noticing your conflicting perspectives & behaviors. Align them instead with what feels good to you, and include the ways you think about her in your aligning. The love within you is greater than all things, all people, all situations, all perspectives. Perspectives are like movies. If you don’t like what you’re watching, you can change the channel.

There is an underlying belief you somehow adopted that you are not already good. That something is wrong or subpar with you and needs to be improved. Attempts to ‘fix’ this don’t work. Changing the belief works. Recognizing that it is a belief, that it feels off because it isn’t true about you, works. You’ve got to change the story you tell. If you tell the story that everyday I feel like I am drowning…. You miss that that story is what doesn’t feel good. In missing that, you miss that it is your perspective which feels bad - not something about you which needs to be improved, so that you could feel better. You are already the greatest feeling possible… which keeps being covered up by the perspectives which aren’t resonating with… you … the greatest feeling possible. This is an example of one of those discordant perspectives. It’s based on that original belief, that something is wrong with you, or you aren’t good, or good enough, and need to be improved. From there, the perspective that ‘it’s all failed miserably’ arises and is believed. But it’s just one perspective, and it doesn’t feel good. You got to let go of perspectives that don’t feel good, rather than believing and repeating them. It could just the same be said that you progressed, as you explored much and it is helping you to realize going outside yourself is holding those discordant beliefs. Go inward to discover that in fact you are fucking awesome. Don’t try to add, to figure, out, to fix, etc… let go of perspectives that don’t feel good. The world, your experience, your life, will follow. When one is heavily judging themself, one projects this onto ‘other people’. When one let’s go of judging oneself, everyone else is revealed to be perfect as well, exactly how they are. You could scrutinize these discordant perspectives, and that can be difficult feeling wise, but that is good because it’s actually letting them go, rather than averting. When you think & say people are deluded, that is judgement, which doesn’t resonate. You’ve got to choose how you feel over what you think. If in fact that even is what you think. I don’t feel like it is. I feel like you learned it and believe it. It might seem like it’s easier to keep believing that, as if it puts you on a pedestal or higher than other people… but as I think you’re finding, it doesn’t pan out to work that way. Notice spiraling. One could have a bad moment, or a bad day… but sizing up a whole lifetime as miserable isn’t true or accurate, it’s just a discordant perspective. There is only actually this moment now. That is where the discordant perspective is. There isn’t actually a ‘whole life’ ever experienced, it might seem so, but that is actually just the repeating of the same perspectives. Gotta change perspectives, to those which feel good for you. You are believing there is a huge problem… and then expecting a huge solution. There isn’t a huge problem. Every moment is a fresh new opportunity to change the way you’re thinking in alignment with feeling good. When how you feel right now is believed to be because of a past, notice, there is no past here… that perspective is what is here now. You do have the power to choose a better feeling perspective - but - you must let go of the expectation that a ‘huge solution’ is needed. You must change perspective only for, only because, it feels good, right now. This is essentially choosing to care about how you feel, to care about yourself. You have to genuinely choose that for yourself. You are most worthy and most deserving of knowing the happiness that you are. You must allow this… by being willing to let go of beliefs & perspectives that are not indicative of you, that don’t align with the truth of your inherent goodness & deservedness. As you let go of perspectives & beliefs that don’t feel good to you… you will find there is no lack of inspiration or focus. It is precisely because you are inherently inspiration, focus and goodness - that some perspectives don’t feel good. I feel for you, I’ve been there, and I am wishing you the absolute best. It can be most helpful to talk with someone who’s experienced challenges like this, and made it through so to speak. If you’d ever like to talk together, send me an email through the link & site below. No charge. Actually would just like to help. In any case, you can bring well being about, this is not only within your power, it is your inherent divine nature, and the greatest possible joy to discover. In a way I’m actually envious, a pinch jealous, that this discovery lies ahead of you, that you get to experience your greatness a new. I’m excited for you. Ended up typing a lot… to draw out a single point I feel would be most helpful and impactful… it’s feeling the relief of choosing a better feeling perspective. And then experiencing how momentum builds as you continue to do so. It will change everything. You can. You have that power.

Value is a rationalization & justification for aversion / seeking, perpetuating the activity of thought or thinking, which is the only veil. It seems like you’re on a track in this way, and that if you keep going you’ll find the value eventually. But that is more of a hamster wheel. In silence truth inevitably becomes unquestionably clear. Insight only arises within you, and you can experience all the insights you’d like to about the multiverse. They will come from, so to speak, the source within you… once the activity of thought settles. Foolish or wise, true or not true, awakened people or unawakened people, authority or no authority… these have no actuality. That is the thought activity. The veil.

All which are possible isn’t quite the same as all which are, or, what is. Unless human minds & the laws of physics are concepts. Then all possible is the same as all which are.

@tuckerwphotography Even the knowing of your biases is one condition too many for God.

Feelin the love, thanks

Yes, and I don’t know if it’s worth pointing out or is just more word game… but there isn’t a ‘thing’ ‘there’ (“hand”). The thought ‘hand’ seems to point to a thing, but does not.

@Kksd74628 Might like this one too. Shorter, sweeter, just the point basically, 3 mins. This, this, and this, are imo three of the greatest teachings anywhere to be found. And make a point to be so open minded as to consider you aren’t stuck at all.

@Kksd74628 (There’s a more thorough explanation in this video.) ‘Thought of who’, is a thought. ‘Thought of ego’s’, is a thought. ‘Thought of God’s, is a thought’. Thought isn’t God’s, thought isn’t an ego’s, thought isn’t yours or mine. Thought is like a merry go round no one exits. There is this apparent experience of thoughts. This experience is a continuum without a beginning or end.

Thing… is a thought too. We isn’t making up, we is made up. It could have a rude ring to it, if you will, but that is never going to happen.

@Kksd74628 No, all of that is mislead / misleading. But, you hold that you can not realize that it is, so what’s the point in the talking about it. You do recognize however, that the hand isn’t really a hand as in a separate thing… that “hand” is a label, a term that was learned… yes? Most specifically, that “hand” is a thought story, not an actual thing, yes? Maybe even more specifically… that what ‘keeps someone asleep’… is the believing that there really is ‘a hand’, due to missing ‘hand’ is just a thought… yes? There is the appearance or experience of the claiming there is my hand… while there isn’t a ‘my hand’…. That much is ‘seen’ / realized… yes?

@Kksd74628 You can put your hand right in front of your face, and slap yourself with it. Hand is still a thought.

Body & mind are thoughts. Only ‘rule’ of self inquiry is no thought is the ‘answer’.

@Vision Passion you feel, purpose you believe.

@somegirl In the vibrational sense, what you’re experiencing is between you and your source. Another perspective is that it’s between you and your mom.

@7thLetter What is it you actually want to share? What is that which is the reason you even want to create content or have a channel? If you remove the judgment of low or high quality, what is it you are really saying there?

@khalifa I’d find a good therapist and meet as often as is possible, and express how you feel. Every time the past and or trips come up, ‘return’ to the present and express how you feel right now. Overtime outlook and attitude (right now) in relation to the love you are (right now) will be realized, vs how you feel right now being caused by past experiences. Those are thoughts arising, memories, (not a past) and they are not in alignment with truth, love, or, the now… with you.

Get into those details / dualities as they arise, noticing they’re thoughts, thus not believing / attaching to them so to speak. While it seems like the feeling is due to the past, the offness of feeling is in regard to the thoughts arising now. ‘Go to’ a past or past events only right now. Literally find what you’re thinking or talking about. If Abe’s teaching’s resonate, use them… fully. Specifically the ‘lesson’ or message of ‘you can’t get there from there’. Sounds like that’s what you’re trying to impose, and discovering the hard way. It’s pretty easy to be ‘I create my own reality’ when things are clicking & working out… but when there are difficulties, that’s when you don’t say it’s because of an outside force asserting upon you (5meo) you introspect, have a look at how you’re interpreting, and free yourself of the discord in perspective.

Importance.

Another person seems to be a thought of a person, by a person… but there aren’t people, a person, things, or thoughts.

You. Meditation is ideal for allowing self referential thoughts to settle and disappear. Every thought is made of it. Every word is made of it. So there is no it, which any thoughts, or any words are about. Thoughts about a you needing something are the veil. Which there also isn’t.

The one you’re talking about isn’t ‘there’. You’re ‘the dream’ of a person in it… not a person ‘in an it’… actually trying to sustain a feeling or state. Seems so… but it’s not so.

Yes. ‘What’ is an idea.

Yes, and even more so ‘problem’ is a lens, just one way to look at things. It seems you’re conscious of this. Don’t feed them and they won’t show up anymore. If any uncomfortable emotions arise, express & understand what you’re feeling.