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I could feel it certainly yes

That's amazing

do what you want c:

There can be other things that affect you as well

Not more careful really, maybe a bit more blunt in a sense since you have to get your message across so that there aren't misunderstandings. I use emojis if they fit very well to that situation, but rarely

It's not that bad. Things like that can be great experiments

Don't force it too much. It will come to you when it's time. There can be different kinds of gratitude, and the gratitude people often experience is just one way and overly idolized.

Not really. Trusting intuition takes you where your intuition is headed

What are you even talking about? Often he talks about how he uses those techniques all the time. I don't believe that it's an issue for Leo to become enlightened. He has his own things and youtube to take care of that leads him to not getting enlightened quickly. If he "had the freedom to", I bet he could use his intuition more and become enlightened if he wished to. I think he uses too little intuition for enlightenment to come quickly. He uses blue level discipline when he could have access to turquoise intuition to take care of things smoothly

Time. It's a freaky thing - don't try to "get it" too much

A healthy ego, well you know. The ego is a fantastic tool in our lives. So what a healthy ego is in my opinion, is an ego that fits your current situation well. My path has very much been having a healthier and healthier ego. I do not see the issue with spirituality to be not being able to go deep enough. I think that we should follow intuition and things like that, leading us to what we really want to do. But obviously to try and live this way you need to have had a considerable amount of progress already. And you might get lost. The amazing awareness that is there will come to us once we are "trying" to improve our lives, which for me means trying to follow intuition. But it will come when our situation and surroundings are good enough. Not when we try to go too deep too fast and just end up feeling things we're not ready for and that we don't need. With a healthy ego and a life of building up positive things (acceptance) we will imo do much better than by trying to reach cool states. So how I do it is not trying to force a deeper state, but being aware of what is in my awareness already. Then when I'm ready my mind will naturally bring up new things that I need to accept

The question is simple so the answer is as well. Generally men tend to go up the stages being more orange and less green and so on. They will move up the ladder in a style that stays away from some feminine things, not integrating the feminine things well in each stage. Women tend to however move up the green side having their values, ego and all that is more accepting of green things. For me as a guy forced to adapt to a family, I had to move a lot through the green side. Then when I get to move out, I will integrate more of the masculine aspects. From my own findings if one has an environment that holds one back the growth becomes more scattered accross the stages, and then we scatter more to masculine or feminine things

The how much is hard to say. It can be kind of a trial and error process as things like self-honesty and awareness develop over time. Sometimes you don't have to know how or how much, it will just work out

Learn about law of attraction for the answer. But don't be too shallow learning it or it goes wroong

Reality is what it is. People seem to interpret it in different ways. So maybe it looks different for others, but their reality is also a reality even if it's different from yours.

I change my sensitivity to things like energies and emotions from time to time depending on what kind of people I am able to surround myself with

Some strenghts like physical strenght is draining to use and cannot be a sustained way of being powerful. Some other ways are more sustainable and allows you to have mental strenght in every situation due to being flexible with your mind. If we know our strenghts then we should also know if using them is effortless and if we're able to do that. So we don't really know all of our strenghts, but it's possible to look at your personality and such to figure out the main things of your strenghts in the past

It might also be that you were actually really repelled by her for x reason and hence anxious. So don't be too hard on yourself. With fears, just look at them. Feel them. If they don't pass, it is not time for them to pass

Lonely>found a self help video for it that helped me. Later on I googled some other kind of help and Leos videos must have popped up and provided good food for thought, just what my intellectual mind was craving. Universe brought me here c:

I'd recommend to just take those things as pointers and look into them if you really feel like it. It's all that weird stuff nobody really holds your hand through and conclusions have to often be made on your own

Well many say that to have a lasting enlightened state you need to have undergone kundalini awakening. Usually this means having a clearer and an energy system of more concentrated energy. You can do things like yoga to energetically start helping your emotions and become more aware of them, while also beginning to raise kundalini. I'm kind of a believer in kundalini awakening also happening automatically or intuitively without strict practice once you simply go far enough at least if you have some basic information on it.

Learning about your emotions and that stuff certainly helps a ton and is a big part of it

It could be so many things that it's hard to say. You could have a strong desperation for positive thoughts causing this or a self-model based a lot on negativity on the surface. Thoughts tend to protect whatever model you have of yourself. Or spirits as well could cause them

It's like law of attraction. Whatever you resist is attracted as well, so you are bound to learn lessons that way. So if you're a "true seeker", whatever is most important to ask for you is shown to you. For example if one asks how to become enlightened and the question frustrates them, they have found their answer. The frustration is what they were looking for.

So, firstly see if it is what you really want to do instead of becoming like a super mega beta who just admires alphas and tries to be one despite not actually enjoying that role at least to that extreme. Next thing, you just have a bunch of "issues" you need to acknowledge if you truly are weak, this is only the normal self-development progress which has its own unique order of development to a degree for everyone. To be strong you need to be flexible.