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You need to stay with that feeling of confusion instead of pushing it away. It is your shadow

This sounds like an anime to me

You may want to see if there's a refreshing view on things you would enjoy in life. For example when people who after a disability learn to walk again they benefit from musical activities while learning to walk because it activates more of their brain and creates connections. When coming from a very stubborn and closed mindset, if you enjoy anything that you could connect your experiences to, or find things that take you a step into a different direction from how you used to think, it'll get easier. Who knows if this was a theme you were to integrate next anyway, the very harsh hatefulness and stubbornness. Maybe you did a really good job getting lost so you can be even more clear about it when you feel like you're on a good level again. And I mean you might already be, but I've just been through a similar phase with different context so I thought I'd share this stuff

Don't make it about Leo

If it's done wrong it's done wrong. Look into koans. What I mean is that if you want to know the answer using self-inquiry, of course you won't get it through the actual thoughts. It's a technique that forces you to be aware for the answer. I think he is mainly orange with bits and pieces from above of course

Yeah, take your time and think about things in a bit more calm way. Think about it without worrying about the next day, how everyone around you will react, what your first compulsion is. There might even be ways to solve things you haven't thought of yet.

Sometimes these things need to be solved in different environments, or are at least a lot easier to. So see what you can do about this right now, maybe read more about it, or just look into other aspects of your life that want change also.

That's great stuff. I've recently heard a similar story with chronic pain. It inspires me to also know that a lot of my hindrances may be temporary, making them easier to accept. I guess I should add that for me I was unconsciously definitely being depressed and all that in order to eventually choose a different life path which has so far ended up great.

I personally think it's a fine but not mind blowing thing if you have any familiarity with energy previously. I'd say do it more for yourself than occasionally being able to heal someone etc if you're looking to help yourself after all. But it of course could be a great experience especially if you have like minded friends. It's hard for me to say what you need right now, maybe some books or videos related to emotions, understanding anxiety or maybe more physical or practical to balance things out

I'm still new at this.. but I don't think we always need conflict to evolve. We need recognition and awareness, which can sometimes be recognizing conflict

I think you gain bigger insights cause your next step happens to be learning to process and detach from information even that great and life changing in a way

Once you start have creative force of 'wanting to change' things that doesn't want those thoughts anymore or believe them, kind of like recognizes the mood from which those thoughts come from isn't good for you, they're bound to leave after a while. You can have your mind be free, don't worry

Maybe like 3 hours is the longest, but it's really situational and all. How long is mostly a matter of how long do you feel like meditating. Overdo it and you'll lose motivation for you were trying to force yourself too much, I often meditate more throughout the day than in sittings, even if it might lead to less consistent results. It's the way I can really motivate myself and it supports myself otherwise

Ask yourself what's wrong with jealousy, why it is there and how you could understand it better. This is the direction I'd go towards, it can have many underlying reasons even depending on person I'd think, even if there are general directions

One thing I've noticed might be that a person who has things like that has an experience or memory probably related to those kinds of things being denied etc at that age or related to that age, such as trauma related to things at that age, which makes you still crave for it as it is asking attention to be resolved. Now when it comes to these things, it might take multiple layers of emotional work and stuff like that to get to a point where any relief starts to happen with the issue you want to fix, as it may require other things to be in place to transform something else. This is just my take on it, but I hope it helps give a perspective

Well often there is some kind of mental things underlying there, but at the same time if the ways to enjoy yourself at your level of awareness happen to be a certain kind then you shouldn't completely deny yourself of those. This will just make you unhappy

In a way systems of morality have little to do with non-duality

It is hard to give advice on these things, so I recommend taking a more general line of aiming to feel good. This way you should eventually solve any issues coming your way especially with some theory learning and such. And of course there's a chance you had parents, community etc that had suppressed sexuality and you seeing it might make you think it's demonic, but of course this might not be the case either, you'll figure it out

Well, if you mean whether we should depend on others or not, or what guidelines there should be I think it depends on yourself. Some people find it easy to not abuse others or not be abused by others with favors. Some people take on too many responsibilities to distract themselves, some have it all done for them. But sometimes it is genuinely good to ask and receive favors and also help others. It's not really a black and white thing, but the attitude you give out tends to come towards you too

Maybe take a break, maybe make your techniques very simple, such as just relaxing as Leo's new video is.

@SuchIsLife What we see as great changes from time to time. Someone without money will think a job is the most important thing ever and have great motivation for it. Someone who has a lot of money won't think the same as easily about a bad job. So our motivations change depending on what we lack, how our personality is etc. Things we want to do also change over time.

Energy stuff. Generally our body is pretty smart and you don't need to do much to it

It might be a motivator for someone else, it might not be a motivator for you. But it might be a motivator for you in another time

It's not too early besides u would keep the course there in case you need it later I'd think

Like, I understand that it might protect us from things or too fast development, but I want more info. Why do we not just grow super fast? Maybe a dumb question but I'm asking it anyway