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A spoon of raw honey before bed helps me sleep or a warm herbal tea like chamomile or valerian with raw honey and lemon. You could also try a warm shower or bath with Epsom salts and few drops of lavender essential oil to relax your whole body.

You definitely feel more spiritually centered not ejaculating for a long period of time.

When you see your body and your world dissolve into the illusion that it is and only consciousness/awareness remains you will understand that its much much beyond the brain. Its the direct feeling and experience that makes it beyond "what if's".

The LSD merely allowed you to connect to your higher frequency so you can witness the energy you did not witness before but that has been draining you without you being aware of it. This is what psychedelics do and why they are helpful, they allow more whole-brain communication or similar to how a child's brain works which is why you can notice every little aspect of reality because you are much more living moment to moment in the present rather than in a mindstorm of thoughts. Maybe those Chakras/Energy Centers need to be worked on and cleared out. So heart/throat/3rdeye and maybe crown. The other thing is the small amounts(besides micro-dosing 1/10th) are not recommended because it sometimes feels like your stuck between worlds and it can be an uncomfortable experience, you either go full dose or none at all. I believe if you had a full dose it would of been enough to push through that blockage as with the greater doses you will have much less of an ego and you will be much more accepting and surrendering to everything.

If anything consciousness work/spirituality will eventually free you from mental disorders and illusions besides over-abusing some psychedelics like MDMA i don't think you can physically damage your brain form this kind of work as long as you keep a balance and ground yourself from time to time but even then its extremely unlikely. I used to be so far beyond this world when i first had my awakening, i couldn't possible imagine living or even talking with other humans anymore, now to everyone else i may have appeared insane at the time but to me i knew what i knew from divine touch/order so it didn't bother me nor effected me in any way because i didn't allow illusion to interfere with my experience. Eventually i tuned back down in order to be able to vibe with everyone else whilst keeping my direct connection to source, this can be very challenging after trying to fit in but even if you end up almost completely losing yourself again, the connection still remains and you are always one level up to were you were before so your lowest point here still exceeds your highest point before. So many things happened to me since my first major connection but even at the darkest of illusion i am still much more in order and in balance than i used to be in the past and i can pick myself back up very quickly within days where in the past it would take months/years to recover. When one person suffers from delusions, we call it a mental illness. When society suffers from delusions, we call it being normal.

That alone feeling when you get a taste of enlightenment is the most home and complete you will ever feel.

I believe someone in the comments said it best: She opened with I heard your wondering the streets looking for a girlfriend/date after he's lost his girlfriend to suicide and instead of getting angry he remained calm and kept it real. Jim knows what's up and i know exactly what his doing and been doing, planting seeds

Manipulation/Conditioning by parents, media, society ect... = Ultimately Separation from Truth/Source.

Lovely trip report, thank you for sharing. Just one thing i would like to clear up. You said: Love (surrendering) truly IS stronger than hate (resistance) ^ fear is the opposite of love my friend hate is illusion created by fear and yes love is definitely stronger as darkness cannot exist in lights presence. Love = Light = Truth Fear = Darkness = Illusion = Hate (Connection/Separation) Ultimately Namaste

Forgiveness is the fragrance a flower releases when crushed

I'm just planting seeds

Love is Home Love is Truth Love is Light Love is Freedom Love is Peace Love is Connection Love is all that is and all that creates life, the most powerful force in the universe, its what keeps us growing and finding ourselves over and over again. Love is non-judgemental, ever-present and pure, through love the spiral of life came to be! One Love

"I am myself a black man." The correct and healthy way to think is : "I am myself a man" We are all one human race at the end of the day

It doesn't matter, enjoy yourself and once you love and find peace within yourself everyone will want to be with and around you. Be the example you wish to see in the world

Gratitude & Forgiveness will set you free!

A really effective method i have done in the past especially for those with busy, active lives is do multiple short sessions throughout the day/night, for me this worked much better than lesser long sessions.

Oats contain avenin, which is a protein similar to gluten but doesn't really effect people the same way although if you want to be safe, Millet and Buckwheat are excellent alternatives. The reason why oats cannot be labelled gluten free sometimes is because many times they are grown and or packed/processed where wheat, rye and other gluten's are or have been and can become contaminated.

I got bored out of that show, it became too repetitive like most shows these days after a while i can anticipate everything that will hapen with limited spirals it eventually becomes too predictable. If you really want interesting watch star-treks and similar shows sci-fi that are not bound by earth laws and ideas. They will keep you expanding and not in the same social loop IMO. Same thing for suits, it was a great show at the start but eventually becomes the same shit every episode and easily predictable with merely slight touch up on the next and from experience with shows and movies your whole life you eventually witness an endless loop that does nothing for you but just creates more unnecessary subconscious patterns that don't really do anything for growth and expansion of consciousness. Great lack of creativity in media in general these days, eventually everyone will become aware, more intelligent and it will die out sooner than expected IMO especially if they keep making these same shows/movies with similar ideas.

Meditation dissolves doubt

Do what works for you. Some people don't need meditation at all because they live in a meditative state most of the time. You can train yourself to do this but it takes a lot work.

Excellent, i feel the same Sorta like when you are angry, higher frequency thoughts cannot possibly enter your field only when you have regained balance and raised your vibration via positivity you have access to higher thoughts and the happier and more at love(shall we say) you are the more creative ideas seem to flow in. See Akashic Records for example isn't a place you can go too, its simply a universal library accessed via telepathy when you are vibrating at a high frequency thus the higher the consciousness the more knowledge from the records you freely access. Notice when you take a psychedelic or practice meditation and spiritual focus often you have so more clarity of thoughts and universal function, nature, love ect.. everything makes sense, everything is simplified, you have the answers to your problems, all worries go away, ect... then when you are low you think life's pointless, boring, dull ect.. Unless we get ourselves moving and take what we learn into practice for a more permanent solution, we will keep fluctuating and using up vital energy. I like to simply remind self to completely relax and surrender to what is this naturally slows breath and everything else down and raises vibrational frequency. Resistance causes illusion.

Key phrase here is: when I take some muscular relaxant med for an injury I feel like a ZOMBIE Well welcome to pharmaceuticals my friend. They will destroy your insides. Stick to natural herbs for pain and injury like cannabis, chamomile, cayenne, lavender, turmeric, ginger, pineapple and other great anti-inflames and natural muscle relaxants. Epsom salt baths are also really good due to high magnesium an excellent muscle relaxant or focus on magnesium dense foods often or supplement with algae sourced mag. Once you get health/physical side of things balanced then you get access the spirit/self much easier because you are more chemically balanced so communication within the body is more free-flowing and more harmonious to connect to higher frequencies.

Surrender to it/flow with it Dissolve all resistance Relaxxxx

Personally i find every 2-4weeks but not routinely seems to be quite re-balancing and more a learning experience for me or when life has become very stressful it helps me remember who i truly am, what i truly know and why all that i was stressed and worried about is quite meaningless but then i should learn from that experience and apply what i realized or write down and apply in the sober state to eventually manifest a balanced/natural high state without the substance, to carry on the high without the high(if that makes sense). If i think oh no.. im not high anymore i don't have that wisdom/connection then i will want to get high again to reconnect but that is when it becomes abusive and negatives arise instead learn to naturally live in that higher vibration state, the weed is a helper but you can't use it to keep you there all the time instead its best used to help you remember and help you let go so you can become all that you are on your own then eventually you will not need it anymore. After my first awakening experience i didn't smoke weed or do any psychedelics or anything because i was already in that natural high state felt like i was on MDMA/LSD/WEED but without all the crazy visuals and fuzziness all the time for several months and insights were flowing 24/7 because i was in a higher state of consciousness(so to speak) so everything flows in effortlessly as i was directly connected to source and akashic records are a vibratory field that you naturally connect to once you vibe higher. Now after a few years of toxic relationships and getting lost in society trying to help others wake up i was eventually back down in the darker realms as i would say and i would smoke weed for example or do psychedelics to remember that enlightened state again and become that state but eventually i used it too often and it did not work anymore so now i try to take as long as break as possible so i get a more profound learning experience that lasts longer and gives me a greater boost or ego-death experience to get back on track and connect to source and get that natural high all the time again. This time i will be much more prepared and this is what i have learned, of-course i still hold connection and after awakenings you can never really lose what you know and learned because its truth that ultimately came from within but you just don't see it from a higher perspective from time to time and need to remind yourself as often as possible especially in the world we live in to practice those things that keep your vibration high. I will leave it here for now, i must venture to help a friend in need but i will be back when i have more to express on this subject. Remember the higher you vibe the clearer the thoughts and insights will come, when we are angry we cannot think straight and when we are happy everything flows Be the Light you wish to see in the world and Shine on! Plant those seeds of Truth!

If used respectfully and not abused every day it can help a lot but if used too often to get that (High) or (Enlightened-state) again you will eventually wear down your energetic body thus overall deplete spiritual awareness/connection especially if using it then playing videos games or similar like you say "low consciousness acts". If used for spiritual growth then it can definitely help but if you are not learning and applying from the experience instead just getting high to reach that state again then you will most certainly fall down in vibrational frequency. Balance is Key