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AlldayLoop replied to winterknight's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
What is the difference between past lives and reincarnation? -
AlldayLoop replied to FoxFoxFox's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Actually he said Love is Nothing -
AlldayLoop replied to FoxFoxFox's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Truth Addict I remember being an innocent kid, even though I had attachment issues and all + anxiety. I went to a strict private school, and on my first day of kindergarten (I skipped pre-K due to developmental issues), I made a best friend instantly. We played peek-a-boo while sitting at our desks across from each other, and the teacher yelled at us to stop. That is my first vivid memory of suffering. Ever since then, my innocence declined and snowballed to the point of immense anxiety and depression, among other things. Fast forward to today, and I’m starting to realize that all I ever wanted and want is Love. And all along this suffering I’ve been searching for it in neurotic ways. I’ve lost friends, girlfriends, family members, opportunities, you name it. I’m here for this guys. I want to be conscious of this Love that I always knew before my innocence was “lost”. I want to be free of this bondage, and not separate myself from others anymore. -
AlldayLoop replied to pluto's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Natasha Usually my OCD would kick in and I’d point out how bad it is that your finger is on the corner... but actually that add to the innocence of the image and makes it more beautiful -
AlldayLoop replied to Pouya's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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AlldayLoop replied to FoxFoxFox's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I hope Leo makes a course about Infinite Love. Lots of confusion about this. -
AlldayLoop replied to FoxFoxFox's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
So when I am directly conscious of another human being or beings and relating with them (positive or negatively), am I experiencing myself as Infinite Love in them and as them simultaneously? How about from the egos perspective? Is that just a limited form of this Infinite Love? -
AlldayLoop replied to winterknight's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
How and when did you discover Actualized.org / Leo? Do you personally follow his videos and content? -
AlldayLoop replied to winterknight's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Past traumas and unresolved emotional conflicts for sure. Actually, I put meaning in everything which part of the problem. -
AlldayLoop replied to Justincredible76's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Hey I feel that too when I’m deep in the session, and I was wondering too actually. -
AlldayLoop replied to FoxFoxFox's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Did Jesus Christ embody Infinite Love? -
AlldayLoop replied to FoxFoxFox's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Mikael89 It’s done out of Love In all serious though, count how many blessings you have had in your own personal life. Are you not in awe with how you were able to overcame those obstacles? Was there no Love involved? -
AlldayLoop replied to FoxFoxFox's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Anna1 https://www.actualized.org/insights/infinite-love-awakening Try watching this video Also, thanks Leo for uploading that video on my birthday. I love you -
AlldayLoop replied to FoxFoxFox's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
No, he just loves you -
AlldayLoop replied to FoxFoxFox's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Generally speaking does age really matter, though? I mean, you’ve seen the ending of Return of the Jedi... you know, Anakin Skywalker redeeming himself? -
AlldayLoop replied to FoxFoxFox's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Do you think Ralston will understand it eventually? Or does he actually understand it but withhold from speaking about it? -
AlldayLoop replied to FoxFoxFox's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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AlldayLoop replied to AlwaysBeNice's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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AlldayLoop replied to AlldayLoop's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
@Leo Gura Sorry if I’m sounding like a broken record with the “have you thought about...” suggestions, but have you ever considered having a separate YouTube channel where you specifically cover politics? Like having your own news podcast for example. -
AlldayLoop replied to tatsumaru's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
In theory, what would happen if we caught a Hitler and plugged some 5-MeO-DMT into him instead -
AlldayLoop replied to Angelite's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I’m so lost. What are you guys going on about? -
AlldayLoop replied to Schahin's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I can relate to this in my own life and current stage. I was never suicidal, but definitely non-compliant with medications and even with the spiritual path. I’m now starting to find the strength to awaken and the less my ego. tries to control every situation, the more the true I reveals itself, even if it’s just a tiny beam of light.. -
AlldayLoop replied to winterknight's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@winterknight Thank you again for your openness and honestly. I would still be half-assing this entire process if I stayed comfortable with my current ignorance. Thank you for this also. My ego is still self-pitying and demanding that this awakening process should be effortless and natural. -
AlldayLoop replied to winterknight's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You mentioned on your website that you struggled with existential depression in your teenage years. In a sense, I am starting to realize I have, and still am going through the same thing. It’s scary, in that, it seems that everyone else around me is able to survive and act in societal norms (work, friends, leisure time, etc) whereas someone like me is constantly crippled by a feeling of isolation and fear. Can you please share how you were able to endure those teenage years? The time before you met Swami Bodhananda Saraswati? -
AlldayLoop replied to winterknight's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@winterknight Damn, thanks for catching my misconceptions preciously. I honestly would be spinning around in circles if I still held those beliefs tightly. This is a lot more serious than I thought.