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Honestly i've had periods where I crash at 3pm every single day and then long periods where my energy is completely stable throughout the day and I don't need to nap. I'm still quite uncertain as to what causes it, despite a ton a research. Some people say its too many carbs at lunch, some say it's about sleep, other say it's vitamin deficiencies. Generally speaking, when I get a really good nights sleep I don't crash on the afternoon. If I do a big work out in the morning, eat too much at lunch and don't sleep well then I tend to crash.

@oldhandle 4 hours a day on top of everything else is extremely difficult - for anyone. We only have so much energy and mental focus available each day. There are no rules here so don't feel like you have to do a certain amount of time each day. 1 or 2 hours of focused work is often more than enough. But generally you want to do a minium of amount of work each day so that you don't have decision fatigue. You don't want to be thinking, 'should i do some LP work today or not". Remove that decision process by just committing to a minimum 1 hour a day, or whatever you feel is appropriate. 1-2 hours a day consistently over a long period of time can produce big results. It's just about consistently showing up and slowly moving forward. Try your best to not fall into laziness and procrastination. And occasionally it can be useful to think 'how much work am I actually capable of doing'. How much work can your mind actually handle if you just kept working? I've recently been trying to push myself beyond that point of "I'm tired now, I want to stop and do something else". But don't do this all the time or you'll just burn out.

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@Danioover9000 I kinda have a love-hate relationship with Destiny at this point. He's a great entertainer and I do enjoy a lot of his more casual conversations. But he's also extremely stubborn and a staunch materialist atheist. Any time anyone brings up anything vaguely spiritual it's instantly dismissed and laughed at. He himself has had a few ego-dissolution experiences with psyches, but still denys any mystical component to them. "It's all in the brain", "It's just chemicals". I also have big problems with the way that he constantly belittles his fan base for essentially being virgin nerds, whilst he brings a new 21-year-old girl over to this flat every week. He demonises all the red pill stuff, which is deserved of course, but then doesn't provide *any* solutions for his sexually frustrated fan base of 25-30 year old men. And then, as I said, continues to belittle them constantly. But saying all that, Destiny obviously has a lot of intelligent progressive takes, particularly with politics etc. I'll probably watch this debate at some point.

No more need for this thread to stay open. Thanks all 🙏

@Leo Gura Don't know if others have asked this before so apologies for repeated questions if so. Leo what are you up to these days? I know you burnt out and wanted to stop making videos, but what's on the horizon for you and Actualized.org? Are you starting a new business? Still writing that book? Still considering live events? Focusing mostly on cold-approach stuff? I was always inspired by your capacity to set goals and create a vision for yourself, but I don't see you writing/talking about that anywhere. There's a part of me that feels like you just suddenly cut everything short. You were really taking the videos, your thinking and ideas to the next level and then suddenly just dropped it all, aside from your occasional interactions on the forum. Atleast that's how it feels from our perspective as an audience. I think we're all very curious as to what you're thinking about these days in terms of spirituality, psychedelics and understanding of reality as a whole. What new insights have you had? Surely it hasn't just stagnated? Anyway, hope all is well.

Yea totally understandable. There's a reason I've barely been on the forum in the past year or two. Also why I didn't say 'make more videos' in my post.

Dude I started watching Leo's videos and joined the forum in 2016. I've not only watched many videos multiple times, but I've also done the high-dose 5-MeO in the way that Leo talks about. I've done the work. So i'd argue I understand Leo's content better than 99% of the people here. This isn't about entertainment. I've got enough of that. It's more that Leo does research and experimentation that most of us don't have time to do. I've got my own projects, bills to pay, life stuff to figure out. I'm just interested in his perspective about stuff. Well yea thats what I'm interested in - the other side stuff. Leo ain't just sitting around doing nothing - I guarantee it.

Honestly I don't really pay attention to current affairs and politics. Not that you or anyone else shouldn't, but I choose to focus on other things. So I don't have anything interesting to say about this video or the war in general. Too much to do, not enough time.

Some deep part of my being needed to read that.

Because humans are selfish and violent. If an alien craft goes anywhere near a populated space it will be instantly shot down. As much as we all want some sci-fi scenario of alien communication, we really don't want that. Humans will panic, scream and fight off any sort of alien encounter. Just look at the videos from the recent Peruvian jungle cases. Self-survival takes over. If the NHI are capable of visiting earth they are certainly intelligent enough to know not to interfere with humans, at least large numbers of humans in populated areas. Of course some of the NHI's do want to communicate with us, and that it was the abduction phenomenon is. But they always take people when they alone or with 1 or 2 other people. Communicating with NHI's is not going to look like some sci-fi movie.

I've been patiently and carefully following Grusch ever since the congressional hearing, so it was exciting to see him on Rogan's podcast. In fact it was Grusch and the congressional hearings that made me properly dive into many of the UAP cases. I went through a significant shift over the course of a few days where my entire worldview moved from UFOs do not exist and Aliens are not here, to one where UAPs are real and that at least some of these are definitely NHI's. There are just too many first-hand witness accounts of obviously non-human craft. It's amazing really. Utterly mindblowing that this is happening. I posted this video (below) a while back but no one saw it so I'll try again here. IMO this is *the* most significant UAP event happening currently, or at least in recent months. @Leo Gura and anyone else I'd be interested in your thoughts.

Here's the update video! Very interesting story whatever you think happened. Recommend watching.

Not sure if this has been discussed yet on the forum as the search function isn't working for me. But if you're not familiar there have been ongoing alien sightings and supposed attacks and abduction attempts in the Peruvian jungle. There are numerous interviews of locals online, many giving very convincing accounts. They report seeing alien beings hovering around, flying down into the jungle using what seems to be non-human tech. They're resistant to bullets and can have reportedly stunned and knocked people unconscious with some sort of laser or light weapon. This is a brief summary of the reports, feel free to google around. I'm not saying I'm totally convinced about the sightings, but based on the reports from locals, there is simply no rational explanation. Very strange, at the least. Anyway, two Americans, one of which is fairly well known within the UFO community I believe, travelled to the location of the sightings with the intention of doing much more thorough investigations, interviews and hopefully seeing the beings themselves. They have just finished their expedition and we're currently waiting for their findings in the coming days and weeks.

@Emotionalmosquito I must admit, I have found myself feeling bitter and resentful towards women because of the amount of suffering required just for a few average dates. Endless approaches. Endless face-to-face rejection. Near panic attacks before going out on 'approach sessions'. I've grown bitter. Its so easy to succumb to those feelings. It feels fucking good to be resentful, to feel like you're claiming back your powerlessness. Which is what it all is. It's a projection of powerlessness. Mindfulness and self-reflection is hard. But I like to think I've developed that enough to let the toxic side of me fall away. Leo has been a positive role model + lots of meditative practise of course.

I have very fond memories of watching this video when Leo first released it. 8 years ago - holy shit. Very deep nostalgic feelings watching this.

Excellent podcast on an airline pilot's sightings. Particularly the final 5 minute story at 1:15:00. Kinda mindblowing tbh.

Really cool compilation of UFO videos/clips here: Almost certainly a few CGI ones in there, and a few light shows reflecting on clouds, but there are a lot of legit clips.

Well the idea is that we shot them down. We have some pretty powerful and fast missiles etc. I'd say we have a fair chance of shooting them down just based on all the footage I've seen. I don't think anyone is saying they crashed by themselves or their ship malfunctioned.

'Letting go' is a big part of 5-MeO and IMO it's the key to releasing trauma. Don't worry, if you decide to do a few more trips you'll eventually feel confident enough to fully let go. But you need to be ok with letting your life end and letting everything that constitutes 'your life' dissolve with it. It's a certain mental movement that takes some getting used to. It sounds like you were still holding on to a part of your self out of fear. If you go all the way, the 'interconnectedness with family and friends' will also dissolve. Family and friends must be let go of - completely. Because they are just selfish inventions of the mind. No family, no friends, no all living beings. Total distinction collapse is what is required. The visions can certainly be annoying. I'm not sure there's a quick fix here. My best advice would be to fully allow them to arise and pass away. Resistence = persistence. The best way I found to get out of annoying thought loops, particularly on psychedelics is to move your attention into the body, away from the head space. Intentionally relax the body and ground yourself.

What's the solution if you don't live in a big city, and can't afford to move to a big city?

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@CARDOZZO I'm a big Musk/Tesla/SpaceX fan but this is kind sad to see. I admire the effort but no models/science/or AI will understand the nature of reality. Someone needs to secretly spike their coffee with 5-MeO.

I've been watching a lot of this guy's videos recently. Extremely impressed with everything he's doing and has achieved so far. He seems like a really genuine guy with a lot of integrity. He's also not desperately trying to sell a course, product or anything. I think he has plans to turn Blueprint into a business but at least at the moment everything is free to access. He also isn't super dogmatic about his protocol, particularly things like the vegan diet. He very often says that his protocol is specifically tailored for him and his needs. But it is very interesting that he's on a vegan diet, and in a caloric deficit on top of that. @CARDOZZO Just to clarify your OP, he's not actually trying to live forever. He's explicitly said he's not trying to extend his life, he's specifically aiming to halt or rewind his biological age. These are some really good ones to watch: @Leo Gura Are you familiar with this guy? He's essentially saying how do i be the healthiest human on the planet? Some really high quality information.

Yea this definitely resonates. 5-MeO is incredibly intense. Particularly for those who aren't experienced with it, and even more so at >30mg!! The come up tends to be a bit of wild ride and then, similar to you, I have a tipping point where the intensity subsides, the nausea fades, the last remnants of ego are fully dissolved. On the other side of that dissolution is just pure Bliss, Oneness, Total Distinction Collapse, Eternity, God. As others have said here, you need to start with lower dose. 5-MeO seems particularly unique in that you can't really brute force the higher doses. Why? Because you actually need to go through an energetic transformation in order to fully be able to handle >30mg 5-MeO doses. This is done through 5-10 smaller, incrementally higher doses, starting as low as 5-10mg. Slowly increasing the doses transforms the body's energetic system in a weird way that I don't know how to explain. 'Energetic transformation' is just the best pointer I have. One cool aspect of energetic transformation can be what I call True Trauma Release. Which seems to only be accessible with 5-MeO. And especially incrementally higher doses. People do mega doses of 5-MeO and come out of it with nothing special, just a 'bright light' or most just black out. But 5-MeO can provide True Trauma Release which no other psychedelic can, as far as I've read and experienced. TTR is a full, genuine, and permanent release of lifelong held trauma, something that psychologists have been searching for for decades. Bit of a ramble, but the bottom line is, everything you describe is normal but there is much more to 5-MeO once your body is more familiar with it. The reason your first 30mg dose didn't work was precisely because you haven't done the lower doses - in my opinion. You may also have a high tolerance to it, could be possible. If I did 49mg I think I would likely die.