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I'm the girl in the bedroom, I like it rough :3

Long distance relationship works quite right if you want to though. Just look at Loreena and me, perfect couple, perfect love :3

If you get triggered by watching this You're doing it wrong.

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I'm just talking about being still, how is that a belief ? You don't need to believe anything to do that, just take a deep breath and ask yourself "what's gonna be my next thought" and wait. The gap between the thoughts is what I'm talking about, this is not my view of the truth, it is truth ...

Because silence brings all your problems at the surface. And problems means emotional turmoil. @mikeyy It's just plain inconsciousness, there is nothing to be shocked of, it's just how life is.

Without beliefs, the ego can't run your life ... Truth doesn't need to be asserted, truth is obvious when you realize it, there is no need to think about it ... Truth is just presence/beingness/awareness, and anyone can realize that, there is no need to do anything. @Dodoster If you believe in something you can create in this world, and if you think that's gonna help people, this is coming from Truth itself. Again, you don't have to constantly assert it in your mind, you KNOW you have to do it, there is no doubt about it, so why thinking about it ?

Why can't you be enlightened right fucking now ?! Ask yourself this question. Watch your mind coming up with some excuses. Don't buy into these excuses. ... PROFIT !

Reading this book with an extremely open-minded attitude:

If you too were together for a long time, and have to separate for a definite frame of time, why not, But why start a relationship that can't even be considered as a relationship in the first place ? If you ask yourself this question enough, and if you're honest with yourself, you'll find out why. Hint: You're not gonna like the answer.

Did you realize that this post doesn't imply any answer coming from anyone ? So why do you feel the need to answer a question that wasn't even asked ?

Who wants it ? Why does that thing thinks it needs to obtain something ? Is there anything to obtain ? Why do I need something ? If everything is already one, how could I be separate from it ? If everything is already one, how could I think I'm separate from it ?

There is different types of awakeningq, it is very well explained in one of Adyashanti video (not the one that was linked here). Basically there is 3: - Mind expansion: When you just become extremely spacious and you don't give a shit about everything anymore. - Love expansion: When you see everything as you and you love unconditionally. - Don't remembe the last ^^ So, it is normal, especially if it was a temporary awakening, because if you're still in the egotic paradigm, it is almost always like you described

There is two ways to see this: The neurotic approach, where you HAVE TO be successful/have lots of money, have the trophy wife/perfect husband, be funny/have a great body in order to be happy (which never happens, because there is always more ...). This is the lack of inner work which tends to fuck you in the ass, because you're inconscious of your true nature. The "whatever happens" approach, I will enjoy life at its fullest, by following my bliss/intuition and sharing my love of life with others along the way. This approach can only be lived if you did some inner work (with or without spiritual knowledge).

I stopped reading when the dude say that I should hear the voice in my head that said that sex is bad. Sex isn't bad, it's all the bullshit in our head that makes it bad.

It won't be as hard as you might think guys, because wet dreams will occur regularly. Maybe not the first time you start, because you will be very focused on not doing it, but when you are out of the addiction, I guess your mind is open to it and will let the fluid out while having wet dreams (that's my take on it, maybe totally wrong). Unless you're a Zen master, you'll cum anyway, so it won't be that hardcore. At first it will be hard, because you'll have to go out of your porn and masturbation addiction, and since most guys relapse, it can take months, after that it will be easy as fuck, and at some point you won't even think of it anymore. Don't give up though, being free of porn and the craving of masturbation is very freeing, one of the best thing that happened in my life besides stopping my identification with thoughts.

You are less aware of your body because your awareness is more focused on other stimulus, which ultimately is also you (everything is awareness). That said, you can choose to remain focused in the present and see all these things more clearly, without getting lost in them, but that will require patience and will. Mindfullness work is required, if you can't be even be conscious in small tasks (shower,cooking,cleaning,walking,waiting), how can you expect being conscious when you're bombarded with stimulus (argument,noise,work etc...) ? Just do the task that you have to do without thinking, and when a thought come, be aware of it without indentify to it. With time you'll be able to be aware even in situations that would usually trigger you into deep inconscious behaviors. Nothing can take your awareness, because even when you're totally inconscious, that's still awareness. If you can think of a moment where you were totally inconcsious, then you were aware, otherwise there would be nothing to remember, it's just that you were identified with a thought/situation, which is still YOU, even if for now it's seems silly or crazy.

Awakening in a nutshell

Can't wait to be under the blanket with you watching our favorite movies together @Loreena Then I ain't just a sex toy to you ?

Bentinho, the sexy teacher

It's relatively true, because the day you awaken and see what other people really are, you'll start to talk and act very differently towards them. On the level of form it doesn't make any difference for sure, so people could think you're the same person since your form identity didn't changed, but like you said EVERYTHING is different inside

I'm all the love you need :3 @Loreena I'm at your door, please surrender. @Loreena I won't lull babies to sleep, it's your time this night. I promise you to do the thing I promise though

Not just sexual, it's just that at my stage of developement, I don't think I can be friends with a girl if I found her attractive. @Beau and @jse @Beau Well, you two doesn't live that much afar from each other, and you're both looks like nice people, so why not ? :3