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Perception of reality still changes though right ? It's just not a flashy thing because nothing fundamentally changes, reality becomes just more and more ethereal (and beautiful). Or even that is my mind tricking myself into thinking there is "progress" ?

Because you think you're just one quark fighting for itself, when in fact you're the entire body. Can you see the problem in that ?

lol no, check what it is when the shrooms effects are gone, depending on what it is you could be dead in a week. I'm overacting on purpose here, but the fact is that you don't know, and people here aren't doctors, and even if they were, a mistake is always possible.

Do something now, you don't know for sure what it is. Go see a doctor, and even if he tells you it's nothing, still make some test (see another doctor for the permission if he doesn't want to). It's never a good solution to let a thing like that without checking what it is, can be nothing, can be something really nasty.

He never said pick up was a waste of time. He only said not to get stuck in it and outgrow it.

Probably because the scientists themselves are biased and addicted to it, like 99% of our western "male"

The real test is this:

Leo answers all of that on his enligthenment videos. Don't call enligthenment enligthenment though, it's misleading. Enligthenment implies a big orgasmic experience, and it's not that. Use the term awakening, it's more close to the truth and don't implies you'll become someone else.

I lost it when I read this This one too https://introvertdear.com/news/intj-personality-type-small-signs/

Intj are called mastermind for a reason. https://www.16personalities.com/personality-types @egoless Exactly. But what happens when the Intj starts consciousness works, learn to follow his intuition, and ultimately becomes holistic ?

The idea that the body includes limbs doesn't resonates with me. I find that troubling.

From experience, you just have to lower your standard and get a girlfriend, and have sex, lots of sex. The problem is that you put women on a pedestal. You think you don't and just want a real girl, not "bitches", but in reality you lack understanding of the opposite sex, both practical and conceptual. Women DO NOT think and act the same way as men, there is deep psychological differences there, and this can't just be understood intellectually, you have to practically experience it with women. If you don't, then you resent the opposite sex just like you do, lying to yourself about it, because that's too much of a blindspot to uncover.

I miss you old friend, see you in 2 months !

Yeah pretty much this. It's all ego based, you just have to keep practising and being conscious of your insecurities, it will sort it out by itself. Let yourself be so vulnerable that you become invulnerable, counter-intuitive as fuck but it works lol

Because it REALLY feels like you're dying. Some people might not experience this of course, but in my personal experience this is DEADLY serious. If someone threatens to kill you in a dream that you don't know you're dreaming, you don't just say "Hey, no problem, I'm not really gonna die right ? I read it in a book and I heard Eckhart Tolle saying something like that ! Just kill me I don't care lul". Nonono, you'll most likely be like "OH SHIT NO, STOP NO, I BEG YOU, DON'T DO IT PLZZZZZZZ !!!!! *wet pants* MOMMY DON'T LET HIM KILL ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

HEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEE YYYYYYYYYYYY on the front This Is Leo On the back Also: SO PROFOUND ...

No, just keep meditating. Add self-inquiry if you want, but you shouldn't stop meditating. @Torkys When you first heard about enlightenment, and people tell you it's gonna kill you Some months/years after ...

100% accurate.

It isn't bullshit. Last night I had 3 start of "something", the whole body was having huge orgasms and it felt like if I let it flow it would kill me (or maybe I'm just a huge pussy, which hum, could totally be the case ). I never done any yoga practices, and in my daily life if I do some body centered meditation I can fell the energy channeling in the entire body, it's amazing.

There is definitely something with that. The eyes automatically blink if you try to do this for some reasons. You can train yourself not to blink and see things more and more blurry. There is fear when you do this ...

The more you want a silent mind, the less likely it will happen. Why ? Because the thing that wants it, IS the mind ... @Ether Apparently not

You don't understand yet that this is just an excuse. You can go on for an entire lifetime telling yourself things like that. And then when death will come you will be like "oh shit, I was lying to myself this all time".

Opera, oh yeah I didn't think about using a different browser.

I don't have sounds, I checked windows, browser and actualized.org sounds though. I like this one personally: https://www.filepicker.io/api/file/XEe99XwdTTO9JUf8Mfas

The fiction has to die first though @Dodo Can't do that, I'm going full circle from the good guy/asshole spectrum It may not be enough, some people have to accept to die, it's not enough just to recognize it.