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When you watch the "40 Signs That You Are Neurotic - Understanding Neurosis" video from Leo And you have 0 symptom According to Leo, I'm enlightened

You mean it's possible to grasp it intellectually. There is no way you can think yourself in this stuff, it has to be experienced, what we understand or not means jackshit here. (I know you know, but for the newbies this has to be emphasized)

Do those until you have enough money for the Life Purpose Course (not the alternative methods though): https://www.wikihow.com/Make-Money-Fast And get a part-time job for like 6 hours and less.

Buy the life purpose course from Leo and do it seriously. There is no such feelings when you have a compelling and genuine purpose in your life. Ultimately there is no neediness too, because your purpose is way more important than any external source of "happiness" (which is just stimulation, real happiness comes from within). A girlfriend won't do it, I would seriously rethink this strategy if I were you, study this if you have too, because this is probably the best distraction the mind use (this and success/money) to stay asleep. It just doesn't work, can't work, and will never work. Not saying you shouldn't have one, but it's at best a nice bonus, at worst a HUGE distraction (as a men).

Subconsciously, you still do, otherwise you wouldn't feel empty, you would just stop playing and do something else.

You expect them to fulfill you, which they can't. Spend more time on your life purpose, then video games/movies will be fun again, as a hobby.

You will never be satisfied if your goal is ego driven.

The first few months are the hardest, because you're basically purging all your subconscious. After that, even though it can still be pretty crazy, it doesn't really matter, cause you don't identify that much to your thoughts and emotions anymore.

Bashar must be really retarded ... I mean, he still didn't learn how to open his eyes ...

You make it way too complicated, stop bullshitting yourself and do the following: Meditation: You sit straight You close your eyes and focus on your breath DONE ! Self-Inquiry: You do it just after the meditation You focus on your most intimate sense of self/identity (thoughts, emotions, body and mind can't be it) DONE ! THAT'S IT !

This is stand up comedy level of crazyness. Can't stop laughing ! Thank you !

Unless you've done some serious shadow work, psychedelics will most likely always fuck you. The "normal" human psychee is so fucked up that of course they have bad trips, it couldn't be any other way. Not saying this for you specifically, but it has to be said once in a while.

No Pluto, you don't understand. My wife IS the problem, IF ONLY she spent less time playing FUCKING SIMS !

Because of this:

The trickiest thing is when you think you're not seeking with your mind, but you still do, even though it seems there is nothing. It's wonderful how deep the deception goes, it's a masterpiece, only god could do such a thing !!! Pretty sure there is still at least one layer of deception after that ...

All of them, your mind should be totally empty when you seek.

It is important in the sense that it can motivate you. If you really understand what it implies, you'll want it really really bad.

Just watch all enlightenment videos from Leo. If you still don't understand you could come back and ask, but I doubt anyone could explain it better with a few words, because fundamentally it's something you either grasp or you don't. If you don't grasp it, you may need more time to wake up a bit more to have some mystical experiences here and there. @haai14 The good news is that you don't need to grasp it intellectually, it is virtually useless cause you'll still need to forget about it, one way or another (otherwise your mind seek a concept, not what is true). Just meditate everyday, self-inquiry and be conscious of all your thoughts/emotions all the time.

Talk non-dual to me

https://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/1tejif/the_big_list_of_tips_tricks/

Imo, karma as described from the old hindu texts has been misunderstood (just like Jesus has been misunderstood GREATLY). There is no you, as a little ego that is been reborn, it's the entire cosmos that is constently changing every split second. There is only one being which means everything that happens is a chain reaction of It (acting randomly or not, that is not the point). The way people on the west sees karma is a bit fanciful too, Leo's has a very good video explaining how it works, it's nothing mystical really. Everything that happens in your life can be foreseen to a great extent, it all depends on how you act and how you think (and how much you can go meta about your thoughts process).

@Max_V It's way more incomfortable than do nothing if you were a shy/virgin guy like me, but it gets better very quickly as long as you accept the awkwardness I would even suggest to take dance class when you're a bit more comfortable around women, it will force you to be even closer to them. It's fun and it's a big plus, just defy your crush to dance with you, then lead her. @Max_V 18 is fine, lots of women are still virgin at this age anyway