Shin

And it will most likely be supported by governements and some big company like coca cola. The more depleted you are, the more docile you are

They never talk about it because they are from a different generation. And don't think that because they are so «above» and «pure» that the reason may not be to start to have a bad reputation, because it's most likely the case.

You focus on the pain not on the thought associated to it. You do that on your own accord, without waiting for the pain to come by itself. It's the most counter intuitive technique I know, but it's also the most powerful.

Yeah, and the next step is to incorpore your very senses that makes what you think reality real in it.

Reading you last posts, I highly doubt you won't make it

LEO'S ARMY !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stop having expectations then, there is no need for it. The only thing expectation does is making you disapointed, because nothing is ever as good as you expected.

I can't supress the chatbox on the phone. Can't use the pc I'm quitting Gaming lul

You will be able to have virtual reality sex, with chips connected to your brain to simulate all the senses. Pretty sure it's already in conception right now, and it's honna be even more fucked up than regular porn.

It's precisely because you really want it that you are struggling. You'll always face resistance, always.

@Shroomdoctor so did you start to practice tantra to keep full benefits of semen retention or do you just shower your gf holes with your magnificent effeil tower ?

NoFap in a nutshell

The truth has been spoken

The first one is inviting you quite loudly to come in «COME IN YOU LITTLE BITCH ». The second one is a bit shy and needs to be gently hugged first «Plz fuck me senpai ... but first some touchy touchy »

Thinking everything is an illusion is a concept. You wouldn't act like that if you were really experiencing this. You don't need to be ultra hot or to be any different than you are now to make friends, you just have to stop trying to be something you are not and accepting how you are. The most attractive trait that someone can have is to be totally open to himself, totally at ease with himself (Of course I'm talking about women too) , non-judging and compassionate. This you already have, you just get to get in touch with it, so you need to start a meditation practice and practicing mindfulness nonstop starting now.

There are no negative vibe in there if you are present enough not to be influenced by them. And if you are, then it's a good spiritual practice ... everything that you resent is a good spiritual practice. The best technique I ever found is to do exactly that, but you don't have to stop there, just think of every things that disturbs you, even the extreme case like murder/rape/death or torture. Face your fears in your mind before having to (and you will) face them in real life. Most direct path to growth here.

Just do it. Otherwise you're setting yourself for a misery life. No one here want that for you, nor do you, right ? Don't waste time, do it NOW ! Call him and tell him it's over NOW !

Honestly you are far too young to stay in a relationship that clearly doesn't work. You see him as a friend not a lover, he doesn't turn you on and you find him boring. Too much signs of a man that isn't in touch with his masculinity, so of course you go see other men, this one isn't one. Just dump him, and go wild exploring you sexuality for a year or two, then search for a relationship again. I strongly advise you to study female/male attraction, you will understand and know way better if a guy is a boyfriend/husband material if you do so.

Then just be patient, and don't do stupid bullshit. Scream or punch something if necessary, take kickboxing class or run like crazy. Just let the energy flow.