Shin

You said you fear to meditate and have a constant need to distract yourself. What do you think that implies ?

His ego is, and he thinks he is it. So yeah it feels like dying You guys should hear Leo more carefully, he isn't joking !

Jesus, The Buddah, Eckhart Tolle, Gandhi, Leo ... Oh the irony ...

Don't use the knife, just meditate. If you have to die, let it be natural.

Then don't try to, die in your meditation.

Or go deeper and see what your madness is hiding. The pain won't stop unless you let it flow willingly.

Yeah, pure giving. That's what life is about ! The more you give the more you receive, but you don't even care about receiving at that point, Which make it even more beautiful !

@Monkey-man What is that ?

I really should try lsd someday lol

If enlightenment is binary, why can i feel that reality is a dream and still not actually see it ? Why can i see the soul of a tree, the sky, and basically everything, and still not see it as me ? Why can I be conscious that the voice in my head is just thoughts but still identifying to it somehow ? It's not an on/off switch, otherwise all of the above would be impossible.

90 days without sex, porn and masturbation. You'll thank us.

I'm back at "I will fuck you until you head explodes"

Yeah, and I got lost for months, so I'm gonna pass on that

Killing myself ! Trying everyday, all the time, that requires a lot of motivation !

Ahah, why seek a teacher when you could just look at reality and see it for what it is. IT'S RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU DOG GAMN IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Still doesn't change the fact that your opinion is biased. You clearly state that it can't work and that women like this just want to take advantage of men.

So much projection. It's not because you were abused that all women that are polyamorous are bitches that want to use you. Your fault if you stayed in a relationship that didn't respect your boundaries.

Anyone experiencing insomnia if he doesn't work out enough ? @ADD Mind upvote !

He does. I do. You do. Everybody manipulates, if they were no manipulation there wouldn't be events.

The present moment sounds like a safe bet. You can find it, hummm RIGHT FUCKING NOW !

Something like this:

God will set you free ?

NO ! No thing can set you free.

Anyway, being open to it is good. Not in the sense that you must do it, but being open to the idea, it's the only way to know if you truely and authentically do or do not want it. You could deceive yourself and think you don't want it by fear, and this isn't good because facing your fears is what makes you grow. You could also want it for bullshit reasons (that you may not be conscious of), like more sex/attention to fill the void within. I also think that it probably depends a lot about your psychee and energy management level, I guess if you're introvert as fuck, you may not desire to have multiple intimate relationship, simply because your don't have energy to do it, and also because you like to spend more time on your hobbies/work.