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Should be more of a curious desire to empirically investigate what we are than a desire to be better or find «the truth» that will save «me». It's not even a desire, I don't know how to express it exactly, but it's more like a «pull» in my experience. @molosku Don't moke me I'm opening up to you !

That's actually interesting, cause you kinda need A LOT of time alone to introspect. Also, It doesn't seem like a lot of spiritual master are extrovert, of course some research about their past is required there, But look at them, all fucking chill AS FUCK, Leo looks like the badboy in Karate Kid in comparaison, and he is introvert. The only guy that seem extrovert is Rali. Now an another thing that kinda make sense, why would an extrovert would be a spiritual master in the first place ? Wouldn't he want to do something more stimulating than giving speeches and workshop ?

Just do it. If you are present enough while you work, almost all jobs can be pleasant. You know it's temporary anyway, no need to fear anything, you won't end up doing this the rest of your life.

@molosku Listen to this guy dudes, he knows (No joke) Couldn't resist the DESIRE

You really need to focus on you full time. Take the good habits as Aurum said, and allocate 1 hour everyday to find your life purpose/passion. The later is so important ... If you can find it and align yourself to it plus some healthy habits on the side, you'll be just so grounded that your past relationships drama will look like a joke

Made me laugh so much I almost cried This shit is hard

You have sunglasses on your profile pic. Are you fucking serious ? @sarapr

Doubt that too.

No

«Her eyes are different colors» ??

@molosku It's tricky as long as you use your mind to seek the answer sure, but the same problem exist in traditional self-inquiry too. It's even worst in traditional self-inquiry cause you can easily get distracted. Now this method is probably not ideal for someone who just start because he will get lost in concepts world writting so many things.

Why, too ugly ?

I didn't say that. I said you should doubt it. Nuance.

This is one of the biggest trap

@DocHoliday I get what you mean I think. Like those spiritual dudes who never look into their fears, act on it if necessary. Never say or do what they feel is right if it's not «loving», just to fit a pure and perfect ideal of spirituality. Yeah this won't work

@sarapr Is this you ?

Starting at 15 Real shit is spoken.

SUCK IT UP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ??? Tututu duuuu Tuuu du duuuu

I am in a situation where I can do nothing all day for 5 more months. Probably the last time it will ever happen, so I intend to make it worth while ?

I hope (for your sake), that you are joking.

Depends. To me being a dick is fine when you respect your boundaries and the «pussy» way doesn't work. Otherwise I try to never be agressive or dominant, I don't see the point.

Habit to quit this month: PIzzas/Fast-foods/soda/large meal. Habit to create this month: 2 hours meditation/1 hour self-enquiry Did I eat shit ? Yes, one soda. SUE ME ! Did I read today ? Yes Did I meditated 2 hours ? No, 1,5 hours (no excuse) Did I self-enquire for 1 hour ? Yes Did I walked/been in nature 4 hours ? Yes (Blue sky after 3 months LUL)