Shin

Porn kills love !!!! ???

Try meditation when you have CRAZY thoughts about your life lol Not as relaxing

Nono, these are all traps. No rewards, this is just a trap to be lazy. If you plan a nice trip with your girl or friends in the week end that's something else, but week days there is no day off. Even weekend day, you still do your habits/routine. The crazy sexual mind is withdrawal symptoms, it will get better, but you'll always be horny, it will always be slightly uncomfortable, unless you master your sexual like a god (and even then I'm not sure).

I only relapse once in 80 days, and I don't think about sex that much. If I do, It's girls I like only now. The thing is, you got to do things everyday that challenges you everyday. You got to be on your edge everyday, then it's fine.

Nice ?

Yeah, I think there is things to do here.

Or ... maybe ... You lost interest in some things that aren't aligned with what you've become ?

Psychology, there might be some unexpected circumstances which will make me start one year later than I wanted though. Can't always do what you want in life, sometimes there is things to be taken care of, no matter how scary it may look like, right Jar Jar ?

You think I know that ?

You're crazy

No I can't for now. Maybe in a month or so.

Meditate like a motherfucker.

You need to have the mindset to never do it again, otherwise you're kidding yourself and will always fail ... @Psyche_92 Wet dream doesn't counts, and it doesn't make you as tired in general.

All those answers are super positive, even amazing, when I think about it. Thank you

@Leo Gura Leo quoting someone and just saying nice ? Who the fuck are you ? Don't answer no one or me

The situation is VERY complex, in short, it really needs to work in the short-mid term. Can't explain, it's private af though.

So it will work ? I really needed this right now, thank you

I did everything I could. I fear it's not enough though. I'm crying as of now and it just doesn't want to stop. I can't sleep either, how could I ? How can I live peacefully knowing that at any moment something horrible might happen, totally out of my control, I CAN'T DO SHIT !!!!!!!!!!! The only thing left is to pray, I have to rely on faith only this time. Probably one of the most difficult thing I'll have to endure in this life, and I'm totally POWERLESS !!!!!!!!!!! I would do anything for this to change ... If you hear me god, my true me, the one that I think I can't reach now, plz do something, Kill me if you must, I don't care at this point ... But don't let what I know is probably going to happen to actually come true ... I'll do whatever you tell me to do, I FUCKING BEG OF YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When the universe makes you understand that you need to a decision that might kill you:

Something only one person can understand but me.

It's 30 if you count the reading and the first phase ???

It's hard man. I really didn't want to be part of any of it, but how could I not act on this now that I know all of this ? It sucks, I hate that shit, but there is no viable alternative. Not gonna lie, this isn't exactly a selfless act, but it's just the right thing to do. No matter how the ego is in play or not, I won't close my eyes on this, even if it must break me. This story deserve a better ending, not for me, but for the main concerned ... Life has just so much to offer ... Much much more than that ...

Talk to her deeply about this and come back here.

Cold shower twice, even 3 times a day.