Shin

Nice ?

Yeah, I think there is things to do here.

Or ... maybe ... You lost interest in some things that aren't aligned with what you've become ?

Psychology, there might be some unexpected circumstances which will make me start one year later than I wanted though. Can't always do what you want in life, sometimes there is things to be taken care of, no matter how scary it may look like, right Jar Jar ?

You think I know that ?

You're crazy

No I can't for now. Maybe in a month or so.

Meditate like a motherfucker.

You need to have the mindset to never do it again, otherwise you're kidding yourself and will always fail ... @Psyche_92 Wet dream doesn't counts, and it doesn't make you as tired in general.

All those answers are super positive, even amazing, when I think about it. Thank you

@Leo Gura Leo quoting someone and just saying nice ? Who the fuck are you ? Don't answer no one or me

The situation is VERY complex, in short, it really needs to work in the short-mid term. Can't explain, it's private af though.

So it will work ? I really needed this right now, thank you

I did everything I could. I fear it's not enough though. I'm crying as of now and it just doesn't want to stop. I can't sleep either, how could I ? How can I live peacefully knowing that at any moment something horrible might happen, totally out of my control, I CAN'T DO SHIT !!!!!!!!!!! The only thing left is to pray, I have to rely on faith only this time. Probably one of the most difficult thing I'll have to endure in this life, and I'm totally POWERLESS !!!!!!!!!!! I would do anything for this to change ... If you hear me god, my true me, the one that I think I can't reach now, plz do something, Kill me if you must, I don't care at this point ... But don't let what I know is probably going to happen to actually come true ... I'll do whatever you tell me to do, I FUCKING BEG OF YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When the universe makes you understand that you need to a decision that might kill you:

Something only one person can understand but me.

It's 30 if you count the reading and the first phase ???

It's hard man. I really didn't want to be part of any of it, but how could I not act on this now that I know all of this ? It sucks, I hate that shit, but there is no viable alternative. Not gonna lie, this isn't exactly a selfless act, but it's just the right thing to do. No matter how the ego is in play or not, I won't close my eyes on this, even if it must break me. This story deserve a better ending, not for me, but for the main concerned ... Life has just so much to offer ... Much much more than that ...

Talk to her deeply about this and come back here.

Cold shower twice, even 3 times a day.

Stop fapping.

Also ...

How was she after that ? Did she reflect on what she has done ? Is she sorry because she could have cheated on you ?

Intj is a personality, they have hard time to be compassionate, so it should be easier for any other type.