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They all said there is nothing to do and/or confirmed what you said.? We're fucked ??

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Surrendering is not what the ego make it out to be. Surrendering is non psychological reaction to something unpleasant to your body/mind. It's not about suppressing desire, it's about accepting the situation if you can't do anything about it. In your exemple, if you're cold and can use something not to be, the logical course of action is to accept that you are cold, then seek for something to not be cold, and if you can't, accept that too. You would just experience a perception, neither good or bad. It works the same way for mental suffering, sadness or whatever «negative» emotion is just a perception too. Surrendering doesn't change anything, there is just no added mental resistance, suffering. Even, let's say, having your arm chopped off can be surrendered to, and you would not suffer from the pain, you would just experience the physical pain. That's what happens when people get tortured, the torturer knows that at some point his victim will stop suffering and will never give any info after that.

What about seeing this is a «dream» and that I am everything ?

That's what I was thinking actually. I only have the illusion that I'm doing anything am I ?

Stop to identify with thoughts, And start to identify to the thing which sees them. There is no need to calm the mind if you don't think you're it, you will just stop paying attention and silence will come when it comes. As long as there is a desire for a quiet mind, that is still a thought judging other thoughts, that will never work.

Your journal would be so popular. Do it. The forum needs it.

Even a wet dream that wet all your pants still doesn't drain that much. I only slept 3 hours this night and had a wet dream saturday night. On a normal fap day I would be dead tired.

Read the last sentence.

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Just be aware of it. Like any unwanted behaviors, if you put your attention on it instead of getting lost in it, It will subside. It can take a while though, so don't expect immediate results.

I'm sorry Key Elements, But if you don't take psychedelics, That's just fear. You can't possibly want to awaken naturally, that's not an option. ???

Let's sacrifice a virgin and burn the heretics ! All bow to our lord and savior !

Hindus gurus are mostly blue, and being enlightened does not mean you are turquoise or even yellow. You could be a total psychopath and be enlightened ?

He just have a messiah complex that has never been resolved. Killing half of the population isn't gonna solve anything, that's not fixing the problem at the source. Just like eradicating mankind isn't gonna solve anything either irl, because an another human species would mutate, and in some millions years, we would be at the same point we are today. Dealing in absolute about complex and delicate subjects, that's stage green at best.

I was quite lazy those past few days, I even lied by adding 30 minutes of meditation when I was doing Bentinho contemplation work. All of the habits without a lot of focus too. Having vacation doesn't really works for me I think, I need to be constantly on my edge, or very close to it, otherwise I'm just going back to be lazy. I can't stress me too much either, or there is an ego backlash, so I need to find the right balance. Leo is probably right, I don't know for sure now, but I might just hold off on psychedelics just to stall time. If I'm aware right now that chasing mystical experiences is not what enlightenment is about, then there should be no problem with this. I don't really see a genuine reason not to at least try them, all reasons I can come off are excuses or arrogance from the ego. Had another wet dream, this time with a women ass ( ), the weird thing is that I was both awake and dreaming. I didn't thought it was possible, but apparently you can. I was aware that I wanted to cum in real life, while being in the dream, so technically I fapped without touching my dick I don't think that counts, because it happens so fast that you can't really take a decision (like less than 1 second), still show that subconsciously I wanted to unload instead of staying full though. There is also this girl I like, but I don't know what to do about it because she clearly doesn't share the same interests and since I only do things that make sense on the long term, I can already see myself leaving her for someone else that is more in line with me. I don't know either if I'm deceiving myself about that, you could say that most relationship will fail anyway, which I agree, but I just don't see a future happening with her. I should take a decision about this, because I can't stop flirting with her and she clearly likes me too, but continuing to do this is kinda being an ass, it makes her think something could happen …

What if you're bullshitting yourself, And I am the part of you that is here to give you a hint about that ? From the way you speak, and from every Zen devil that posted on this forum, my personal experience as a devil (past and present), There is a huge chance that you aren't genuine and just constructed a spiritual ego to run away from your problems, and to protect this ego from enlightenment itself. The best way to deceive yourself is to think you already know what you don't.

You Zen devil all speaks the same "I I I I I I" Yeah sure, god realizing there is no duality would speak with that much I in all its sentences, like it's not a sign of narcissism at all ... Really, it's not hard to see if you're a fraud, so just save yourself time and do the work. No one cares about where you are on your spiritual path but you, but if you lie to yourself about that, then you're fucked. Do you value your fake statut and pride on internet so much that you prefer talking the path instead of living it ?

Let me slice your puppy and send the dead parts to some food chain in China. I bet the morality card will start to make a lot of sense

Yes or no ? Hello ?