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And you're using it to talk to yourself. What a scam !

Read "The Way Of The Superior Man" and "Models" Those are good books about how to be a genuine man who respect women while embodying its masculine core. Everything else looks like shortcuts and childish coping mechanisms.

So good, Only listening it 10 times in a row lol

Now that I'm thinking about it. When my heart contracts and it make me feel like I'm going to die, I'm starting to wonder, if that is not actually what is happening at all. What if the heart is not contracting at all, But is actually trying to open itself fully. What if the biggest fear we have is not to die, But to be submerged by love completely.

He may be at the stage where you want people to understand you about it, Because yourself think it is crazy, and if other people don't validate it, it does not make it ok for you to pursue it.

I like those holes too, but generally with natural hills on the other top side of them. I like hills, it's the best

Then they'll think you're deluded. You can't communicate this to people that aren't ready without sounding insane. To them, you're even worse than a religious person, because at least a religious person has some "values" and believe in a God that you can identify with. Non-duality sounds like nihilism at best, and dangerous sect beliefs at worst.

Unless you've awaken and are healthy enough to not let your shadows hurt your students, You really should just focus on yourself.

You're a good man, If you had a hole instead of a ruler, I'll dig into it with both hand.

You're never not meditating, It only seems you aren't because you're totally engrossed on a single experience most of the time. You can be aware that you are aware of everything all the time.

No, we're good friends and lash on each other all the time. This is nothing ?

Wow wow wow You calm down right now or some part of your lower part will be red quite fast lady. ?

I'm choosing to making it hard ?

They are doing it because they are in pain. Why steal/cheat/deceive if you're already happy and content ?

Then why it feels like you're going to die ? Maybe in the end you don't, but it sure does feel like it. Obviously it doesn't need to be this way for everyone, but it is for some.

This is what needs to happen. For real, and not as an idea. This is what I truly fear. Oh my god ?

What if there is no such thing as a normal state of consciousness and you're hallucinating right now ? What if a chemical could actually make you see how life is by default without you unconsciously alterating it ? And what if the words I'm typing aren't words but pixels on a screen that you hallucinate a meaning out of them ? ?

You would fear to lose the money, And you would want to make more of it because of this. The issue is not a lack of money, It's a lack of inner security.

Some people have very special ways to show they care. Ways that would make you think they actually hate you. The same way that events in your life may appear catastrophic, but the lessons and the situation you will learn and be after them are actually there for your own good. You may not see it this way, but you're supported all the time.

We're all thinking of you.

Exactly

Both of my women fighting for me. Me liky

I can't help it

Even if we were to answer those questions, you would just believe the answers, You would still not actually know.