Shin

I was talking about you ?

Why so much anxiety though ? ?

Me, late at night, realizing I just want to be

Good boy ?

The fuck are you talking aboute MATE ? You can try all you want to make me look like an idiot, he loves me too much !

Keep up the love, Sweetheart

Read again this, But as if it was being written by a total stranger.

In my experience I can never be sure. It's always possible there is self deception going on. The more aware you become, the less likely to self deceiving yourself you become though, or at least the timeframe between you realizing you were deceiving yourself greatly diminish. So the real answer to all problems in life is to become more conscious about how you think and how you act. The issue with telling this, is that you need to experience what being conscious is, and that can't really be described in words. The common description is «To see the thinker» or «You're which is behind thoughts», But again, there is no description possible, because it's not a knowledge, it's something you already are and do right now without knowing it (ironically).

You will automatically change your behavior if you keep being conscious. Not in a day or two, maybe not even in weeks or months, but at some point it will happen. If you force yourself to change without being accutely aware of your behavior, and without deep and genuine reasons, It usually doesn't stick for very long, on top of not feeling good at all (since it's not genuine).

TODAY

100% sure. Don't ask how I know it !

Also, Leo is awakened.

He answered some questions yesterday and today, look his profile.

I remember a lucid dream where I was a nazi sending zombie to eat people, just in front of me, A real genocide. I loved it.

Just so you guys don't worry too much, the panick attacks are not «real» panick atta cks. It does not last for more than 2 secs each, nothing like what friend told me when she had them (can last for hours). That was just for meme purpose ?

??? No that's ok most of the time, but at night I often cry or have existential fear, because like I said I never know if I'm gonna be traumatized or not ?

Adopt an another puppy. Not only your old dog will be happier, but it will be easier in the end ☺

Be a good girl and maybe Zambize will share his newly created vagina on you ?

Tell that to your boyfriend ?

I really hope you will get it easier, This is everyday now ??????