Shin

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That's not what I meant ?

Huuuuum, That must have smelled very nice in your appartment ?????

Next day after all this, I just eat a bit less than I'm used to (solids) and I'm good ? ?

I only follow my intuition nowadays, Except when I'm sad or angry, because in those state intuition is clouded. Life is so much better this way, no need to worry about anything. I had some shitty moments that I followed by 100% trusting my intuitions after. On the big picture, it never lead me astray. You start to have faith when you see that happening multiple times, and ultimately you would only trust your intuition and never your mind ever again.

I also remember one where I was Batman, And I was killing people barehand, I was having the most fun I ever had. Please don't put me in an asylum

I know someone who had such low esteem he couldn't imagine a possible future in which he would be happy. Now it seems he can only be negative for less than a day when something terrible happens. I would say no !

Have you had one when you watch your fellow nazis launch an army of zombies on civilians ? I was shocked to watch that happening with 0 emotions at all.

Careful not being too smiley smiley ?

Pretty sure that if I do I'll die though. You think this is a GAME ???!!! Oh wait ... maybe it is (Maybe we should stop spam her journal before she sends the tanks ... )

Some backsliding ???

I was talking about your journal He says he doesn't like "woo hoo" stuff, but in your journal you have lots of that.

Literally feels like you have no head sometimes. You have to focus on the sensation of the head to remember you're a human being

You have to what ?

Sleep with and without your phone near your head, 1 week each. The difference is clear

Yes it totally is. But again, I have no problem to be intimate, and that's the paradox It's like there is a invisible shield that is formed, and I can't do anything about it myself. So why are you even talking to Now is forever ? You seen his journal ?

People that don't watch Game of Thrones aren't taking Leo's advices. He said "Use other people to grow". Plenty of ego mistakes in this show, beautifully illustrated

I'm almost always sarcastic, unless there isn't a smiley in the post Yes it's fear, fear of love, to let it consume me totally. It's different than fearing to be intimate, I have no problem with that at all, Or to show affection physically or not. It's more a metaphysical fear of love, if that make any sense.

I don't know, I'll try to remember that next time. It's also, if the person is really loving, like really really, it's almost like that person will "debunk" me. It's super subtil though, That theory sucks

There is lots of "good-will", but there is a point where if I sense that the person is reprocicating, and is very loving, I can't get past it. And it's not like I close intentionally or flee (even though sometimes I do), it's just that the love isn't coming out. It's behind a wall and it just can't get out (I can feel it wants to come out).

So If I do a small cup of broth the moment I decide to break my fast (let's say at 12AM), Then 2 hours later I eat an avocado and 3 hours later some sauerkraut with some salads, That would be good ? (I don't have the thing to do a smoothie) I have no clue what enzymes are, or stuff like that, I'm a total noob

So you don't have faith in me ? That hurts

You gotta make sentences that I can understand

Best child bbq world !

How was it confusing ?