Actualising

Hey guys, I was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia about 8-9 years ago. And it's been in remission for about 6-7 years. I want to become enlightened more then anything ever. Been meditating but want to do psychedelics. What's a more safe one I could do. I don't want to relapse.

Do I think loving thoughts or don't think and love with words and actions?

@Yimpa Oh wow, Thanks! Appreciate it Good to know!

My spiritual journey is super difficult. Am I alone on this? I know I'm not but it just feels like it, everyone seems ok but me :(:(

What makes a business conscious and how can we make conscious businesse? What defines a conscious Business. I want to be successful materialistocslly but in a conscious way please assist

@Leo Gura oh shit.... Okay, my bad... I won't go for her then. Thanks Leo

If I was max selfless and enlightened wouldn't I take each day as it comes, be without plans and see what happens?

I guess, is it ok to leave someone for someone better? But then is that Infinite?

@Leo Gura um... Idk I feel I should be selfless in this situation. I wish I knew if she would be ok knowing j would leave her for someone better.

@Yimpa short term with her. Long-term if I don't find anyone else

Trying to figure out of I should go for this girl I like or not as I had met a girl who was "better" in my eyes then her and feel I will meet her again. Is it better to wait for a really compatible girl or date while I wait? Basically should I be selfish or selfless. Which I know what I should do but need further guidance

@NoSelfSelf I've been doing research into attracting woman, and everytime I try and not care, or be the bad boy, I start to attract others doing the same

@lostingenosmaze haha 😂

Is the golden rule the highest social teaching?

How does one become like Osho?