iamlite

You ARE Miracle. I remember I read this Camus quote that goes something akin to "I think greatest sin to life is not to lose access to some God-promised heaven by doing something "wrong", but to actually overlook the absolute miracle that is this life here". And it moved me and I was crying my eyes out for how can I be such a fool to overlook this. So.. the point of being alone is just to see that your existence here is fantastic. This is where classic spirituality enters the room. But then if you have that desire, you can just go and talk to people nothing bad with it. In fact, healthy and loving relationships are good for ya. You can use something as simple as interacting with other people to fine-tune a lot of aspects of how your mind works: you can be more kinder, more loving, less judging, less critical, more open, more accepting. And you will have still much time left alone and you can use it to deepen your spiritual work with some of your craving satisfied. If you are fan of Actualized.org, you probably have some desire for highest Truth and you just at some point go and do it. Hello guys this is one of my first posts on this forum, I just wanted to get some of it out and say something