Barna

I feel self-love. I had similar but more intense experiences on 5meo. But this is the first while being completely sober. But I don't feel sober...

I asked myself "How can I love this person?". And then I said to myself "I let you to love him through me". After this I felt the space around me. I realized that I am the space of the presence and everything is in me. But it's not just in me. It is me. What else could I be other then the present? I don't feel suffering. I don't know what happiness is. There is a pleasant sensation in my chest that makes me smile.

This was, I think, the first video I've ever seen from Mooji. This is beautiful. Thank you for sharing it.

So far my favorite video from Matt Kahn:

I have a question for this experienced group: How do you go deep in meditation? I just meditated and a short conversation took place in me: - Do you want to go deep? - Yes! - Then why don't you take some 5meo? - It's too intense. - Then what do you mean by deep? And the thought in my head was right. I cannot go deep in meditation because I'm afraid of the intensity... So what are your excuses? If you want to meditate deeply then why don't you take some 5meo? And if you do, how do you convince yourself?

Why don't I see any Matt Kahn here? Do you know anybody else who tastes like him? (This last sentence sounds surprisingly gay :))

@Shin, sorry for hijacking your thread. I tried the impossible and I failed. Btw, thank you for the sound you shared, I listened to that two days ago and it really helped me to reach a deep meditative state.

@John Flores you are lost in beliefs and paradigms. Thank you for being here. You will learn a lot if you pay attention.

I understood all this intellectually. But I cannot feel it on a physical level. All my cells should explode in ecstasy by every single experience of the present moment. But they don't. Nasty little cells...! So I started listening to Matt Kahn talks. And I started to read his free book. And now I feel better than ever before.

@John Flores, isn't Enki's power and weapon hate? And isn't God's power and weapon love? If you hate Enki, doesn't it mean that he already has you on his side? You cannot win this war with hate, now you see it, don't you? I think the only reason you've chosen hate is because no one taught you how powerful love is and how to use it. Let me show you how powerful love is against hate: Love all your hate within you. Love the hate in you so much that you fully penetrate it. Get inside hate, feel it from the inside, feel it fully. Fully become hate itself. And love this feeling! Do it now! As soon as you do it, hate disappears. This is how powerful love is. This is the way to fight Enki. Love it to death. Love won't intensify it's negative pole. Love will make it disappear.

@cetus56 you are tripping, aren't you? :))

The statement "I am God" has the same meaning as "I am one with everything". Ego comes when God is thought to be an omnipotent "person". Btw, have you noticed this? If you add two letters to "God" and change three, you will get "Barna". Coincidence? I don't think so...

Thank you!

In my opinion it is the most profound experience that any human have ever experienced. In the experience you are one with everything. I think many people who haven't tried it underestimate this statement. You don't "feel connected". You are ONE! And you are infinite. It cannot be imagined with a sober mind. I am surprised every time I get into this state. Infinity is so overwhelming that the mind just gives up, so there is no analyzing just pure experience. I think the miracle is not that we can experience it. The real miracle is that we can come back from this experience.

You are Enki.

All is one. Once you have this experience you cannot purposely not love something or someone.

Yep, multiple times. My breakthrough dose is 20mg vaporized.

@john5170, for me 5meo was the first psychedelic I have ever tried. I survived it... It changed my life in the sense that now I kind of know my goal and now I understand what spiritual teachers are talking about when they talk about oneness or God. Be aware that 5meo has a long term "side effect". It makes you more sensitive. I use this sensitivity to go deeper while I'm smoking weed, listening to binaural beats, meditating, drinking coffee, about to sleep, etc. (Side note: I don't drink coffee every day, but when I do it's amazing how differently I see the world when I'm full with energy. For example yesterday I realized that people need sleep for healing and the more one loves life the less healing he needs. )

Did you read Kahn's book?

He didn't go to these heights in the Trinfinity Academy, but I haven't checked his other videos yet. Thanks!

Yep, you were right @Martin123. This guy teaches on a pretty high level. Do you know any other teachers with this or higher level of teachings? Here is another short video I found:

Thank you! Do you have other powerful videos? Please share them!